Good Charlotte – Predictable

Something isn’t right,

I can feel it again, feel it again.

This isn’t the first time,

That you left me waiting.

Sad excuses and false hopes high,

I saw this coming, still I don’t know why,I let you in.

I knew it all along,

You’re so predictable.

I knew something would go wrong,

So you don’t have to call,

Or say anything at all.

You’re so predictable.

So take your empty words,

Your broken promises,

And all the time you stole,

‘Cause I am done with it,

I could give it away,

I’m doing everything I should of,

Now I’m making a change,

Living the day,

I’m giving back what you gave me

I knew it all along,

You’re so predictable.

I knew something would go wrong,

So you don’t have to call,

Or say anything at all.

You’re so predictable.

Now everywhere I go,

Everyone I meet,

Every time I try to fall in love,

They all want to know why I’m so broken.

Why I’m so cold, why I’m so hard inside.

Why am I scared?

What am I afraid of?

I don’t even know, this story’s never had an end.

I’ve been waiting,

I’ve been searching,

I’ve been hoping,

I’ve been dreaming you would come back,

But I know the ending of this story.

And you’re never coming back,

Never… I knew it all along,

You’re so predictable.

I knew something would go wrong… (So predictable…)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,

Everyone I love,

(So predictable…)Everyone I care about,

They’re all gonna want to know what’s wrong with me. (So predictable…)

And I know what it is,

What it is is right now

he hurt me again…he made me cry again….he broke my heart…like how he always does………over another girl…………..as usual………..

(10.21 edit :Ian, i was really happy today….it’s a long time since i’ve been so happy…u know this…u could feel it too…i know u could..cuz u liked today as well….there was something special..there was just this very special atmosphere this feeling…so full of love…like how god created love to be… but u had to go n ruin it all…like how u always do………..how much more of this do i have to go throught??)

arrrhhh..had basketball exammmm todayyy…teacher is evviiilll!! she gave me 4 n a halllfff!! she refused to give me the missing haalllfff!! gahhhh…there’s 5 marks in total…1…if we run..1…our control over the ball…1….we don’t slap the ball n dribble it properly..1…if we actually use only our wrist n not our entire hand… n 1 more..uhh…cruds..wad was 1 more point for… *_* ..ah wadever..but my half point was taken away from running!! gahh!! i was sooo running!!! i just drag my feet a lot that’s all.. but apparently..dragging feet counts as LAZY running…im lazy wad…so mai run lazily lor..summoh so near the cones.. >.< how to run properly..hmph..but she hooooww also refuse to give me the half marks!!

hmmm…theres a strange lump on my hand and it hurtss… according to ian is muscle pain… but..i don’t recall actually using my hand to do any er..stressful exercises? but durnno le..been there for quite long liao…haih…damn chamded

NO HW TODAY!! ahahaha..finished in school… but got my art folio..and something abt sejarah..they ask me look for something..but i 4got wad liao..i juz noe sumtin to do wid sarawak…ahahahaha..opps..gtg..sis bugging >.<

sigh..feeling kinda moody now but….aih…dorno laaa…..but i’ll try to make my post sound cheerful ^-^

today woke up at 1.30…actually can wake up later wan..haihhh..but my mum laa..keep on fan me..wanted to go KLCC today..but my evil mum dun wanna take me..so cham!!! so stayed at home and on9 only…aiyor…i gonna on9 until crazy already leee…

after that went to my do’gs vet’s open hse near my hse..lol..sienz..nobody there..then suddenly i saw one of my darlings ;P kekekee…den i ran to her..den she was o_O!! ahahaa..den both of us immediately open our arms..and like those cartoons..run into each others arms and hug!.kekeke…anyways my darling is melissa ;P apparently the vet is her dog’s vet as well..lol..but she was only there for awhile den she went liao..den left me ALONE..wuwuwuwuwuww..so i just ate..stood around..got bored..and walked home… talked on the phone which happenes to be why im moody now..and then on9 la.. haih..damn boring… just eating cadbury chocettes…

Do’h… Kai Yee just pointed out something to me just now..she said i sounded like ian..den i replied n i re-read my msgs…n…blardy hell..i do sound like Ian!!! crikey!!! what now??? i can’t sound like him!!! argh..nowonder that time Yi Kye suddenly ask..ei..don’t talk like that la..i prefer the old u..den i stoned..den he said i got chinese slang oredi… beeps…