depression cant even begin to describe how im feeling..we’re together again..but like…it doesnt feel like we are…more like a forced thing… ugh..don’t even ask… didnt really sleep much last night…really tired..and still really depressed now…i want to see him so badly… talk to him..hear his voice.. but when i call..he sounds distant n cold…unloving …un..him…im so confused…im stuck..i don’t know whats what anymore…he doesnt really need me.. so why do i make him stay with me?? why?? if i love him.. shouldnt i let him go??why cant i??
…i dont know..no mood today..so didnt get to go to the gothic thingie….went to old folks homes to give ang pao….wid dad n bro..den got dragged around… feeling really…dead….hurt….depression really is my life…
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