woot woot…i went throught part 1 of my root canal liao.. now not pain eidi..except when i touch that particular tooth..apparently the infection went out liao..so it hurts when i touch it..so im on antibiotics now.. wow..the dentist i went to today… nice guy ^-^ …1st time i can smile and laugh at the dentist…which is a goooddd thiiinnggg

well..it all started like this..i was in the art room doing sum charcoal sketches…>.< where i got really frustrated at trying to draw the legs of an ice skater...yahde yahde dah...n den ian came... n when he left he gave me a peck on my lips.. but at that time my tooth was extreeemmllyy sensitive..so it hurt..at 1st nothing wan..den like 10 mins later..pain like hell..i took 2 pain killers..still pain until i wanna cry..so called my mum..my usual dentist fully book..so went to my dad's 1... which I AM GLAD WE DID...cuz he is so much nicer..he didnt yell at me despite the condition of my teeth...

righhttoo..im going bali morrow 4 3 days…less den 3 days actually..and I THINK I OVERPACKED BY A LOT…. 5 or was it 6 tops… 3 shorts.. 3 bikinis…. 3 skirts…1 dress….4 bras…5 panties… u_u….. but i cantt hellppp ittt.. oh well…better more den less… hehehe..juz like last time rompin…;P

For your friends, if they were about to die, you would sacrifice yourself to either save them or die with them. If i were to die, you would stand there and watch me die.

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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! i have to go for a freakkingg roota canal!??!?!?! who ever heard of a 15 yr old going for a root canal!!! my teeth are in reaaalllyy bad conditions..and it currently hurts like hell~!!! *whimpers* how how howwwww..how to goo balliiI!! so suffering!! i cant even concentrate on my geography project!!! urgh..i can feel the pain throbbing!!!! *screams*

n today evil alina put me as ponteng.. *_* hahaha..oh well..like i care…….

im fucking pissed right now.. IAN LOW HAN YI … i hope u fucking rot in hell and die a million deaths u fucktard….STOP TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ME !! STOP TAKING ME FOR GRANTED!!! IF U CANT BLARDY APPRECIATE ME RIGHT DEN JUZ FRIGGIN LEAVE !! dont sympathies me!! im soo sick of it!?!!??!?! sick of u!?!!?!? u dont even love me…at least by the things u do…u dont ….stop it… if u mean what u say by i love you..then do something.. or else..just leave me…im hurting too much…or maybe u find this fun..and u’re not really the ian i or anybody else though u were…a fake..just a fake…like the loser u really r…

on the other hand if u really r wad i think u r..n really r the person i believe u r……please….stop it….i cant hold on much longer.. if u really need me and love me.. think abt it..think of me…do u really want to lose me that badly…??i have my limits..and dont say u have ures..cuz i noticed..ure limits.. r sooo stupid..ure not even being hurt or anything…ure just too egoistic to notice things properly…

dear gawd..im still sick.!! how the heck am i going to go bali on thursday!!!! wargGhHHh!! n ym dog’s sick too..yeah…chippy..the newest one..seems to have gotten the flu as well T_T

yesterday oso quite sien..but i skipped the whole day of school 4 art~ wahahaha..den on tuesday oso…got sum sculptur thingie ….TeeeHheeeeeEeee~! and i still havent started on my projectss~~ wooohooo~~!!! swamppeeddd!!!

today..juz now lar..went ate lunch at watched movie wid ian at leisure mall… watch house of fury ;P not bad..although when u watch the starting..u feel like..fark..i wasted my money…hahaha..but surprise surprise…it was meant 2 look like that…haha..later it gets better~ i reccomend

i hate my nose…. >.<>.<