hahaha~! i am a superficial bitch after all~!! ian’s hair sucks.. realllll bad…i hate it..i felt like slapping him..and because of his hair we fought and i really hurt him..and u know what?? i don’t feel the slightest bit upset…..i think i may just be sick and tired enough to let this relationship go.. i mean?? hey??? i’m like willing to let go now just because he has a really bad haircut and he loves it and i hate it and i want it gone…and he doesnt..and im willing to make him pissed..insult him…hurt him..and not feel bad??
i mean?? is this the ginny we all know?? i used to cry whenever i shouted at him i would start crying…he looks at me wid those sad adorable eyes of his and i melt and have a break down… now?? because of his hair?? he looks….just not mine anymore…it’s like a slap across my face telling me…ian isn’t really yours…
i mean who on earth looks at her bf and feels like slapping him just because of a bad haircut?? that has to mean something?? and he can’t ACTUALLY say that looks is a factor to me..cuz?? i doubt it?? i mean…my ex…he’s cute yet??? i dunno..everybody used to say i was blind… i sound like a downright bitch now..lol… well thats not the point..and ian??
well somethings ppl just wont be able to understand…when u look at a person and u feel lost…like he isnt him anymore….then…everything just dissapears! just like that..u can tell a person’s cahnged..jsut by his or her appearance…and maybe..it is a factor… cuz now..thanks to his hideous hair.. my baby ian is no longer my baby ian~!!
geee..i wonder what im crapping about…and this may just bring me closer to letting go…how weird is that?? i guess i’ve changed as well…
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