arhhh..i finally changed templates… *grumbles* lots of editing work to do now…. sigh..well..i chose this template becuz of dat girl…

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haha….notice the expression on her face..lost..with a faraway look… exactly how i’ve been feeling for the past month…. will update you guys abt it some other time..need to concetrate on editing my blog first ;p

i’m closing down this blog………….temporarily..will reopen with a whole new look …not sure when thou….

juz came back from dinner.. had korean BBQ in hartamas.. FULLLLLL…. den had gelare ;P hohohohohoohohohh… i am sooo fattt

right..my sis was soo random in the car… @_@… my bro was observing his stomach and he said… my stomach is really hairy…n i went..oookkkayyy..i really didnt need to know that.. and my sis… went.. u know..everytime ben shit’s and its really smelly..he’ll say..something crawled up my ass and died..maybe something crawled up your ass and planted itself… and she stopped..cuz me n my bro were like @_@??!?!?!?!! WTF!?!?! hahaha…and we burst out laughing..den my sis still… @_@ so i asked…whats that got to do with hairy stomach!? so she went…well..it planted itself in his stomach..n i @_@ again..so i preoceded with..and then…he grows hair outside?!?!/ @_@..so my bro was like.. yeah..whats that got to do with hair man? haha…den my sis… hair?? wad hair…u all just now not talking about his stomach heavy meh!??! hahahahahahhahahaaa

i should b doing my bm essay now… but im too lazy… i shall do it in school… u_u… or maybe im not going to school morrow.. hmmmmmmm..but ive never completed a single month of school..and this month got 1 week hol and exam summoh.. @_@….want continue my record of not completed month’s… or..break it with a complete month of attendance?!?!?!!

came back from the dentist not too long ago.. farking pain orh!!! >.< but dentist said my teeth quite clean.. considered in the white range.. hohoho...although i feels it's quite yellow.. @_@

hmmm….miss him a lot.. today on the way to the dentist…drove down the taman segar hill…even driving out of bukit segar..i started crying..i suddenly like saw an image of us walking down to leisure mall hand in hand… and that night..leon’s hse…where we aimlessly wondered around bukit segar..just the both of us..sigh…miss those days so much~!! then that time we went movie wid lp n leon then we walk back up to my hse..and me n ian raced… but he kept complaining he was tired and let me win…i knew he did it on purpose…haha..cuz at my hse…he suddenly so energetic liao.. tsk tsk tsk…..

and then on the road..i kept thinking of all our taxi rides and stuff..where i’d just close my eyes and lie against his shoulder…him holding my hands….or him lying on me….with his saliva dropping..lol…. that sweet innocent face…i love watching sleep…

and then at the dentist..i suddenly stood at the spot..i hid at to call him before my root canal last time…where he talked to me..and said things that made me laugh n calmed me down.. and i started crying in the dentist..again….

i miss him…. a lot……

(6.30 edit : …2 days…. 2 nights.. so far…this is the longest i’ve ever been without listening to his voice…..fuck…another 2 weeks to go……)

mmmmmmmmm…woke up like juz 20 mins ago…i think…. u_u…den had my breakfast… and now….sadly waiting to go to the dentist… BEEP BEEP..my breath smells like nasi lemak ;P hehehhe

had a lot of random dreams last night.. really really random ones… @_@ …like 1 moment im doing this…another moment im somewhere else doing something else… but most of em had him in it… u_u…dreamt we went for korean BBQ somewhere..unknown.. but…it’s not the 1st time i had that dream..lol… korean BBQ…. i shall suggest that 4 dinner tonight… wahahhahahhaa…

it’s mother’s day today…..hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm……….so HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!!!

miss him… u_u