u know…u always hope something turnes out the way u want…full of hope and stuff..but most of the time u juz end up being hurt and dissapointed?? dont know why..but u juz do…like me for example…i do something hoping for something else to happen..its abt to happen when suddenly i backfires bcuz of sumtin itty witty…u guys muz b wondering once moe what im rabbiting about again..i am no frigin idea…im juz moody now…i guess i should just go back to bed..and pretend nothing ever happened…wake up and continue like what happened was just a dream….

and also another thing about trust…it’s like i want to trust that some1 so badly but i cant because lil things keep appearing..from the past..make it hard to do so…and that feeling of being taken for granted reappears over and over..and the feeling of betrayal… fuck…i dont noe wtf im going on about…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!! love u lots..muackkkksssss

YAAAAAAYYYYY…finally got my haagan dazs carrdd!! mwehheheheeeee…but im sick of haagan dazs atm..so.. T_T

my uncles doggy…the labrador n my old dalmation…have 6 puppies!! hehehehehee… LP…mebbe 1 of them is ures ;P but mebbe onli arh..i didnt make ne promises..i try onli >.< ..hopefully all 6 will survive...hahaha..they r all black..i was kinda expecting..spotter labardors..?? lol....stupid i know.. but hey...isnt that what you would think when i said labrador+dalmation???

friday was ian n lps bday party..i let ah 7 dera…wuwuwuwuwuww…make me drink his hoorrbllee whisky coke thing..sooo strong man…den ian make me teng 4 him..n he accidentally poured so much…so eurghhh…didnt do much that night??? happy le…hahaha…but i super dun give face..lol..i made sum1 drive to connought to buy me ramli burger..n b4 that..i ate ice cream also when buying ice 4 ian.. lol..

sat….didnt do much went shangri la 4 buffet!! hehee..so ngam..loons they all oso there…i could decide what to eat..so after soup..i went straight to my precious chocolate fountain!!! MwhAhAHhAhAHHAHAHAhHAHA ..didnt eat much ler..but i kena con!! i ordered mango juice… 22 bucks!!!!!! %^#*&^%*&$^*W^ n it wasnt even a very big glass or cup….it was quite small!! blardy hell…oh well…nvm lar…shangri la…wad was i expecting… @_@…

after that..took andrea go n try shisha..haha..she damn funny..can get high on it wan..1st time i c…but it was a pretty entertaining night..lol…den countdown ians bday at home.. ^_^ ..sigh.. missing my baby so much now..

2day..also nothing much..teman ian…den go home sleep…go out dinner juz now..now home..on9… my life..actually quite sienz….hahahaha…and my english…damn chinaman… i notice i only actually write in normal english when im sad n moody n stuff..i wonder y…im sleepy….