u know..u’ve taught me a lot of lessons.. and most important of them all… you taught me that i shouldn’t trust ppl so much..especially you.. all u ever do..is take me for granted…live in ure own fantasy…lie to me… if u’re happy that way..im happy for u as well.. and i’d appreciate it if u fucked out of my life.. if u wanna continue being like this…

but u need me..sad to say..u need me sooo badly..please wake up and realise.. i need u as well.. but there are others…i don’t need to stay stuck on you.. especially after u treat me like the way you do..

ARGHHH!! i am in a giannnntt dilemmmaaa.. arghhh~!!!!! i don’t friggin noe wad to blog about ..my head is hurting too much TT im seeing the tarot card lady morrow TT

im happy.. today XD i bakes cookies then went for dinner..wedding dinner.. and my friens of 3 yrs.. IS AcTUALLY MY COUSIN!! SIOW WEI IS MY COUSIN!! OMG OMG OMG..how weird is that!?!?!! i dont know what to blog about cause what im feeling now is a bit private so ;p

these past few weeks have been really messy ler …XS a lot of stuff to do.. i seem so busy all the time.. 1 minute i have to do this 1 minute i ahve to do that.. OMG..i just realised..i havent even done the slide for japan yet!! OMG OMG..eric is gonna kill me!!

don’t know what to blog about..but i seem to be the talk of the teachers after the 1st exam T_T.. jeez..it was just 1 screw up.. do i need to be condemmed for the rest of the year?? jesus … gimme a break already .. it’s not like im slacking in my normal school work as well T_T i just tend to be really moody at times and then not care about it.. but that’s so normal of me.. this exam was an exemption.. can’t they just bloody let it go already… garh

oh well.. at least my cookies and brownies sales are good XD hahahaha … but making them is a paiiinnnnnn~!!! thanks drea n ian …u guys sped up my baking time a lot.. highly appreciated although i snap at you guys a lot.. effetcts of my PMS

i know there were sum really funny things happening lately but i just cant seem to recall them … ughh..my mind is getting moreeee messed up by the minute T_T

haha..long time didnt blog neh ;p been realllyy busy lately~!! hmm..this yr’s been a really busy year..

anyway..the concert thing.. i waited 2-3 hours..but stayed at the concert 4 like 15 mins..lol.. cuz the rest of them kenot tahan jor..nvm lar..at least i hear my fish sing~ wakakaa..even if i was on the way out at that time..and it felt good walking all the way to the front while those at the back stared !! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA… met some indonesian chinese ppl who ask 4 directions..luckily sze ye could speak hokkien n ian knew his way around..me n piao juz dumb dumb there ;p hahahaha .. so we walked them back to their hotel..and walked sze ye to shangri la!! ONL:Y TO DISCOVER her dad was actually at nouvo T_T.. so we ended up yum-cha ing outside atmos..lol..den went home n zzzzz..so tired man.. haha..but i skipped my seminar halfway and didnt go on sunday MWHAHAHAHAHHA

been making a lot of cookies and brownies.. i wonder how chef’s and pastry chefs do it everyday..i get moodier and moodier the more i make..so fed up jor… morrow have to make again..haih..but wad to do.. short of cash ..but i got my baby helpers di~! so speed up the process by abt 1 hour..which helps a lot!!

finally watched a lot like love on monday..sweet show..and the kementerian didnt censor 1 part ;p it was quick so i think they missed it..haha..it was when ashton kutcher grabed the girls boobs at his place XD u c..they were abt to have sex as friends AGAIN but she was so drunk she fell asleep in the toilet.. LOL..funny thing..ok..not so funny as sum1 ended up in the hospital..but still funny on the other side..but cant tell her.. not good..

yesterday…bake cookies at night..after school come home sleep..so didnt get to on9..but here i am now ;p and i skipped school halfway again today…lol.. i wonder when i’ll stop doing that