oooo~!! i found godiva recipes..i was wondering what the cocoa was for.. LOL…

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i amm soooo friggin boreddd boreeddd boreeedd and i have a splitting headache as well~!! GARHHH!! *bites everybody*

i feel very random today…hahha..no idea why… my hormones must be acting up again.. moody 1 minute ..hyper the next… @_@

hmmm…im beginning to wonder about my relationship…er couple relationship thingie.. i think i may just be bi @_@… no..i am not joking….hua huaaa huaaaaa…i have no comments on this.. but i just think…lol..cuz im not sure myself … noooo..i do not particularly have a crush on a girl… at least im pretty sure i dont.. but i seem to find girls attracting my attention these days… oooooo XO … then again.. im still pretty attach to my asshole of an ex.. haha… don’t ask.. i dont really know.. i mean like we’ve already been broken up for nearly 3 friggin months~!! thats like 3x my other ex~!! and i was pretty friggin attach to him if most of u here remember… u_u …

well..as i was saying.. it’s been like nearly 3 months already but i still have on and off feelings for him.. i mean… 1 minute i love him..the next i dont… teruk lar..i know lar.. but wad wor…. everytime i start to love him again..he just goes and betrays me for this other chick or pisses me off somehow and makes me feel worthless again… then anger and hate appears..and poof..my love just temporarily dissapears ..but songs like backstreet boys- imcomplete suddenly suddenly will make me cry… but then when i hear songs like the corrs..cant remember part..the one that goes.. i never really loved you anyway…both songs kinda apply to my relationship with him….

love hate relationship..lol…i never thought it was possible..but here it is~! it exist alright… but im really getting sick of his games.. since he’s soooo loyall to that bitch.. yes.. he PLEDGE his loyalty to her yesterday or something..so he can stay with her.. cuz u cant be loyal to 2 girls at once….and im worth more than that..so if he doesnt wanna give her up.. DEN FRREAKINNNGG STAYY OUT OF MY LIFE U BLARDY FUCKTARD~!!! DONT KEEP REAPPEARING JUST WHEN IM ABOUT TO GET OVER YOU!!! I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U!! YES I DO… yet i love u..sighhhh… LOVE….the complicatedness of it

oh well… i shall go get myself attached to a girl then XD hahaha…im quite attracted to 1 girl in particular..but there’s this other girl..who hasss thhheee looveeliisstt smile going after me now XD .. darn it…. the complicatedness of it all.. sucks… u_u.. what shall i do..what shall i do~!!! stay devoted to a love that just keeps breaking my heart and making me cry… look for another guy to love… or…. GIRLSSSSS~! XO X0 XO …i know all ya ppls mouth must be looking like that now.. after this very random post… u_u

that fucktard told me to ask this..so hear it is ppl

is it ok..4 a guy to PHYSICALLY hurt a girl who he claims he loves but wrong 4 him to PHYSICALLY hurt a girl who is hurting the girl he loves? if he rather hurt the one he claims he loves… isnt it obvious that he doesnt love her and really loves the other one?

i have a sudden urge to cam whore.. LOL.. gosh im weird

ps :EVERYBODY~ vote for julia~!!! hhaahahaha… I MEAN IT!! it’s still going on until 7th august~!! so vote larrrrrr… i know u guys know julia ;p SSG JULIA….spread the word~!
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Marion Raven – Break You

I was your girl
Gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn´t see

I had your back
I backed you up
Whatever I did
Was never enough

Just you
You
That’s all you ever thought about
You
You
No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who’s the one who’s crying now

The palm of your hand
That was your plan
Gave me no time
But now you want mine

It’s all about take
You took too much
Nothing inside
I’m all used up

Come on
You
You
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I’m talkin’ ‘bout don’t you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who’s the one who’s crying now

On your one night stands (should’ve thought about that)
Says she’s just a friend (should’ve thought about that)
Are you satisfied now? (should’ve thought about that)

Cause you can’t hold me down
Not now I wanna thank you ‘cause now
I’m free I can breathe again and I’m never going back to you

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who’s the one who’s crying now
Yeah yeah

Bet you never thought that I could break you
(Bet you never thought that I could break you)
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who’s the one who’s crying now



Marion Raven – Crawl (only part of it)

High on a hill
Heard a bird sing her song
Sang you were true
Well, she got it all wrong

She didn’t know about you’re Lies
And all you’re stupid alibis
Don’t you know, this bird got wise
Surprise surprise surprise

The writings one the wall
Yeah yeah
In letters written tall
Yeah yeah I thought I’d let you know before I go
I will see you crawl

Fell of the hill
Into darkest of dreams
Promises broke
Ripped apart at the seams

So now you know this bird has flown
You will repay me what you owe
Don’t you know you’re gonna live
Alone alone alone

Marion Raven- Here I Am

I’ll protect you, don’t be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I’ll be gentle, I’ll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night.

Here I am, here I am
Now I’m standing in the cold (Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul (From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know Is I gotta let you go
So here I am (Everything is said and done)
Yeah (From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know Is I gotta let you go
So here I am, here I am.

Marion Raven – Let me introduce myself

You got everything that I want
You got him in the palm of your hand
But I know you’ve slept with everyone in his band
Again again again

You try to pretend we get along
But pretty little girl, you got it all wrong
I’ve got my eyes on you and I know what’s going
On and on the fights begun
I’m not blind you see
And you’re not fooling me
You’ve stepped into my territory
Let me introduce myself
Your enemy

He would be shocked if he knew what I found out
The canzonet that you play would get a different sound
You lied about your BC to keep him around
Around around around we go
I’m not blind you see
And you’re not fooling me
You’ve stepped into my territory
Let me introduce myself
Your reality

Oh no what have you
Gotten yourself into?
But to be honest I don’t give a shit about you
You
You
I’m not blind you see
And you’re not fooling me
You’ve stepped into my territory
Let me introduce myself
Your reality
Your morality

I’m not blind you see
And you’re not fooling me
You’ve stepped into my territory
Let me introduce myself
His fantasy

last song…u guys know what its about..^_~v