my insecurities just keep coming back…afraid… i realised im actually really afraid of being in a serious relationship again… eventhough it’s with the same person.. but the thought of the past repeating itself really scares me.. woke up this morning..with a dream… the same kind that happened a few days before out 2 month long break up… and then after that… when we did get back together..the dreams just keep reoccuring… what’s that suppose to mean? a sign? a warning? or just me….being insecure??
it’s depressing…i don’t know what to do.. but then it’s my problem so what else can i do but figure it out? sadly..the more i think about it..the more i choose to run away … but by running..i get hurt in the end… lol..im probably not making much sense… really tensed up and moody right now.. what’s worst..my trials are tomorrow..and i havent touched my books.. so…hahah… i don’t really know…
time passes so fast lately…if i could have any super power i wanted.. (people always ask me this but i can never answer anything except talk to animals) i want to be able to freeze time for as long as i like….why?
so i can stay in that special moment for as long as i want… no problems no nothing… just me and him….
i feel like crying…………………..
(2.oo p.m edit : it’s bcuz…i’m already in it…without realising…i gave u my heart entirely again………………………hahaha………………………………………………….)
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