it’s funny how you tend to miss people at all the wrong times…when they’re there u just never acknowledge them or take them for granted.. it’s always when they’re gone or you’ve gotten into a big fight with them that you start to miss them..it’s quite frustrating really..and when you think of giving that someone a call.. your egoistic self looms over and just takes over.. too proud to admit that you miss the person?? is that really something weak?? or am i just a shallow person??

well…i havent been to school in ages..or out for that fact..last time i went out was for stomp…WITH HIDEOUS POX marks on my face *shrinks into corner* i’ve never felt so ugly before T_T… oh no wait..i went to the doc’s again on monday… haha..i am under house arrest not that i want to be seen by the public in such state anywhere… btw..i think my hamsters are pregnant again.. must remind self to seperate them this time .. XO…

PMR is just around the corner and what have i been doing? picking at my spots…watching tv.. and reading shanghai baby *gasp* i dont even have any books with me.. haha… i crave meattt…i cravvee a lot of foooodddd… T_T.. but due too much chinese superstitions..i can’t eat a lot of things… 4 3 months T_T…. there’s 1 about cucumbers..haha..if i eat cucumbers i’ll b itchy for 100 days XD and if a pregnant woman touches me or i see a pregnant woman i’ll get very itchy and my poxes will get infected and be full of puss… *shudders* they are already gross enough thank you…

i miss cam-whoring T_T…oh..i just notice something.. when i type b itchy … if u connect them u get BITCHY!! XO …i’m so corny i scare myself..

ahh..u have never seen this on mah bloggie before ;p but seeing as the pink pau has tagged me.. i might as well…seeing as im such a good sport and all.. XD XD…kekekee

SEVEN THINGS….

Seven things that scare me.
1. loneliness
2.thooseeee… *things* u noe… *those things*
3. failing
4. heights
5.worms and all insects that wriggle about like worms
6.nightmares
7.deep deep sea..where its all pitch black n bottomless..

Seven things I like
1. chocolatesss and candies
2.PINK!
3. music
4. technology
5. FOOD
6. being loved
7. animals..babies n adorable old ppl ;p

Seven important things in my room
1. MY BED
2. My photos full of memories XD ..neoprints included
3. my dollsz
4. MY WARDROBE WITH ALL MY CLOTHES N UNDERGARMENTS!!!
5. all the presents ppl have given me =)
6. the memories in it =)

Seven random facts about me
1. i like exams =) *less school work
2. i dont like eating what i bake
3. I HATE WHITE CHOCOLATE
4. i actually like the smell of some cigs
5. i dont like the taste of alcohol
6. i love to cam whore
7. most of the time when im online, i just stare blankly at the computer screen

Seven things I plan to do before I die
1. have the wedding of my dreams
2. have kids
3. travel around the world
4. learn how to cook properly u_u
5. be taller …. *sits in corner with a cone that says shortie*
6. learn how to surf
7. stop being a hunch back

Seven things I can do
1. bake *onli when im in a good mood or else everyting taste funny ;p*
2. SHOP!!
3. lie and wriggle my way out of situations
4. sleep =)
5. eat ;p ;p
6. touch my nsoe with my tongue po=
7. be a bitch >=p

Seven things I can’t do
1. resist tempatations
2. not use money
3. go out wearing a baggy t shirt
4. snap my fingers
5. wriggle my ears
6. diet
7. be hardworking..im too darn lazy

Seven things I say the most
1. EEEE!! SO CUTE WAN!!
2. FUCK OFF LAR….
3. WHATEVER…
4.yeahhhhhhhh… suureeeee
5. soon soon ( ends up never)
6. yerr…why u so weird wan….
7. cacat lar u~

Seven people who will have to do this:
1. Susan
2. Vivien
3. Amanda
4. Magdalene
5. Li Tien
6. Jia Min
7. ALVIN LEONG ;p ;p

i am on the verge of suicide.. no…seriously.. i am…….. T_T…………

OKAYY..sooo i have the chiicckkenn poooxxx.. howww greatt is that… i wonder if im still watching stomp morrow.. fucking screwed up mood right now.. dont bother me.. *grar*

im having a headache.. been having it 4 a few days already… my head is heavy..i feel like chopping my hair off T_T… which i will..eventually…my body is aching and weird little balls of waters are popping up all over my body..i wonder what’s wrong with me this time….. sighhhhh….. there’s evenin my ass crack.. luckily at the top most of my ass crack..n 1 of my boob.. T_T AND ! OF MY EARS…dammit..after the ball of water pops.. it HURTS..and 1 on right above my lips.. T_T… aND anoter 1 high up on my thigh…. beeps..let’s see if anymore will develope… and my period is late… not that im complaining ;p no mess and bigger boobs 4 a longer time ;p ;p

went to prince hotel 4 buffet today.. not much to eat orh..in fact.. i mostly indulged in cream of vegetable soup n chocolate brownies.. THATS ABT IT..lol… i did it other things… but not much… i finish their brownies…. u_u… u noe how they put glass trays with mini cakes and stuff.. yeah well.. i took the whole roiw of brownies… thats wad i payed 60 bucks 4.. LOL..and they wereee tinnnyyyy… TINNNYY i tell u so its not my fault.. HMPH!

i want chocolate…. i want bigger boobs and a nicer butt… i want flawless skin and hairless legs… and whiter teeth…. and a well toned tummy…and nicer haiirr.. n a nicer nooseee… n i wanna b talllerrrrr….n perfect eye sigggghhhttt…. IS THAT TOO MUCHHH TOO ASKKK FOR??? gosh… im random and emotional…