urghh.. i dont know whats up with me lately AGAIN… being all weird and emo-ish crying at absolutely NOTHING… like now im stressing over whether i really want to take accounts or not.. LIKE WTF?? why the hell am i stressing over sumtin so stupid for?!?!?!

i dont even friggin like accounts “=_= so why the hell do i really want to take it?? but yet again for some reason.. not taking it just feels wrong!??!?! SEE SEE??!?! SEE HOW screwed up im being right now… im just gonna get sick of it and den start screwing up and then wasting all that tuition money for nothing?? BUT THERES JUST SOMETHING in my brain going.. ” NO NO!! u must take!! if not later u sureee regret wan!! come come..listen to me..just take! good girl.. ” …. “=_=…. well see.. then there’s this other voice going ” SCREW IT LAR… waste time and money only.. you also don’t like it… summoh add more stress only.. as if u not enough things to do like that.. always complain no time no time.. NO NO.. don’t take don’t take..” …….. *bangs head on wall* the worst part is.. i think think think whether to take annot.. until i CRY…… OMG?? LIKE WTF??? am i going through some weird mid-teen crisis or something??!?!? are my hormones going spastic on me??!?!

and then all of a sudden im missing ian like crazy as well.. im just lying there wondering abt whether i should take accounts and i just start crying cuz i want his hugs and kisses T_T garhhh!! EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO!!! whattttsss wronnnggg withhh meee…. GAWD!! i just want to run to him and just hug him and never let go.. pffftt T_T..

btw.. me and ian have decided to adopt a “baby” .. wahahahhaha… a doggie from spca lar… i wonder if we’ll get around to doing it.. ?? hmmmm

ARghh GARHRgAHRGhaRGhAJ!!!1 im in bloody IT lab AND I HATE HATE HATE HATE IT!!.. blardy fuck shit.. 1st we have to make some stupid dumbass movie thingie with PICTURES??? 5 MINUTES MINIMUM?!?!? WTF?? HOW MANY PICTURES U WANT ME TO FIND ORH!! GO N DIE GO N DIE!!!

LIKE THAT NOT ENOUGH.. STILL GOT WRITTEN ASSESEMENT ON IT.. WAD FUCK ORHH… GERAM AKU…..

I WANT TO GO HOME N SLEEP RIGHT NOW………………… T_T…………… HISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs…………….

sigh……….im having a splitting headache as well.. this sucks big time T_T ……….. it’s onli like february and already im bloody sick of school.. i wonder how im gonna get on in college and work…i just feel like sleeping…. =S and i miss ian.. HMMMMM… i feel like hugging him… wagrhhh

anyyhooowww… since i loved going on some short holiday with ian FAR FAR AWAY from his dumb friends so much.. i have decided to GO AGAIN!! wahahha.. this time significantly furthur…. for maybe 3 days 2 nights this time?? akkaka.. time to save money! hopefully by may or june i’ll have enough.. any suggestions people?? rommmanntiiiccc placeeeesss that isnt tooooooo costly and STILL IN SEMENANJUNG MALAYSIA and hopefully does not require things like passports and parents permissions “=_= .. AND NO GENTING… i seriously hate genting…

and dont even try suggesting going camping to me “=_= ME… TENTS…NO SHOWERS… NO BEDS… u might as well just kill me… there is no way im going to go camping with him.. and he is just as high maintainence as me okay ;p so hahahha … but i dont mind places with nature trails and stuff but i would reaaalllyy reallllyyy loveeee horse riding =D

AND PREFERABLY NOWHERE NEAR A GOLF COURSE or i’ll end up being abandoned…WUUWuUWUWuWUW….. mmmmmm… malaysia got where romantic wan leh?? YEEE.. i wanna go pulau pulau’s laaaa.. i wonder if thats possible.. =S

ive decided i hate ians friends MORE AND MORE… bloody fuck shit.. especially HENG LIE PEH.. FUCKING RETARDED BITCH…

oh..2days topic has nothing to do with ian.. it has something to do with a DOG SHE MIGHT AS WELL HAVE KILLED……….

u see my dear readers.. my uncle’s dogs has puppies.. which were born on ians birthday.. so these puppies mean a lot to me..,,i had 1..but she passed away due to some sickness with her nerves =S…. i miss her a lot.. and so does ian…

ANYWAYYYY… for “lie” peh’s birthday last year.. I GAVE HER ONE OF THESE PUPPIES ENTRUSTING HER WITH ITS LIFE……. i ask her over and over sure she want..sure she will take care of it.. which she replied. YES LAR.. I WILL LOVE IT BLAH BLAH BLAH fuck shit.. LESS DEN A WEEK.. she tells me.. she doesnt want the dog anymore.. WHY? because its so fucking NOISY.. WHY?? BECASUE SHE FUCKING LEFT THE POOR PUPPY OUTSIDE ALL ALONE.. WAD THE FUCK DO U EXPECT?!!! FUCKING ASS BITCH…

SO SHE GAVE THE PUPPY TO WEI SHENG…….. WHO I AM QUITE ANNOYED WITH AS WELL……………. OH BTW.. I FAILED TO MENTION..A WEEK LATER.. THAT BITCH.. WENT AND BOUGHT ANOTHER FUCKING DOG……………. fucking ass bitch…

well i wanted to give the dog to someone i knew.. BUT WEI SHENG INSISTED HE WANTED THE DOG AND THAT HE WOULD TAKE CARE AND GUARD IT WITH HIS LIFE…… BLAH BLAH FUCK SHIT AGAIN……… AND GUESS WHAT!???! he gave the fucking dog away WITHOUT FUCKING TELLING US…………..AND BETTER STILL….

THE RETARD GAVE IT TO SOME FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE ASS OWNERS…… WHO LET THE DOG GET CAUGHT BY DBKL AND NOT FUCKING BOTHER TO GO RETRIEVE HIM AGAIN…………… AND NOW ME N IAN FINDS OUT ABOUT IT.. AND WE WANT THE FUCKING DOG BACK because it’s really special considering they have the same birthday and all.. AND I FIND OUT………….. MY FUCKING DOG I ENTRUSTED HENG LIE PEH AND WHATEVER WEI SHENG WITH… IS NOW……………….

YEAPS…… U GUESSED IT…………

DEAD!!!……………………….

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…….

SOMEONE JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME

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A HOME FOR EVERY SOUL
SPCA Adoption Fest 2006 – 2010

This year, the SPCA will embark on its Adoption Fest 2006-2010, in hope of finding a home for every soul. The programme, which underwent a trial run last year during the one-day mobile adoption at Bangsar Shopping Centre (BSC), has proven to be a success when 50% of the animals brought there were adopted!

With the tsunami-like waves of animals surrendered to the SPCA, the society feels that they cannot just sit back and wait for potential adopters to come by to the shelter to adopt these animals. They believe that by taking a more pro-active step such as through mobile adoptions where the animals are brought out to the public, the number of animals that have to be euthanised solely due to the lack of homes can be avoided.BSC, who shares the same views on this matter, is determined to do their part to make a difference! For the whole month of March 2006, BSC has invited SPCA to run its mobile adoption at the shopping centre.
The Adoption Fest will be held on each weekend (Saturday and Sunday) of March 2006 at the Fountain Area (in front of La Bodega) at Bangsar Shopping Centre, from 11 am to 5 pm where about sixteen cats and dogs will be up for adoption. Adoption fee starts from RM 200 for dogs and RM 70 for cats (including first vaccination, deworming and neutering) and adoptions are subject to approval.

For every successful adoption, the new owner will be eligible to enter the grand lucky draw at 5.45pm on Sunday, 26th March 2006. The grand prize is a set of 6 ‘Luck’bundles of dog chopsticks and rests worth RM 600, plus a Shih Tzu figurine worth RM 688 generously sponsored by Royal Selangor.

So if you’re thinking of adding a new member to your family, come to the Adoption Fest at Bangsar Shopping Centre during the weekends of March and adopt a furry friend! You can play your part to change the fate of these homeless pets! Remember, each time you buy a pet from a pet shop or breeder, more puppies and kittens are born for the sake of profit while a shelter animal dies merely because of the lack of good and loving homes.

For more information, please call the SPCA Selangor office at 03-4256 5312, 03-4253 5179.

i cant sleep..my eyes can barely open but i cant sleep.. im constantly thirsty as well.. weirdness… my head’s spinning…… and i feel like eating………… URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…… 3.30… i have been trying to sleep since 11……… WONDERBAR!!!!!!! someone just shoot me already TT