………u_u …………… i feel dead……………… like got so many things smashing into my face right now.. wtf…

just yesterday from monday till yesterday have to jadi host lagi to the japs… den i got my orals n lisans n all sort of things.. BLARDY HELL.. now i got 13 MOVIES SHOWING IN CINEMAS THAT I WANNA WATCH…. BLARDY HELL….

sigh…………im just to lazy…….. i feel like sleeping again u_u

woots.. i rarely update hor now… what to do.. my life damn drama wan.. kekeke.. but sadly.. i cant blog about it or i could possibly reaaaaaaalllyy diee.. REALLY WAN.. waahahhaa.. ppl like ANG HSIO HUA know my tragic tale of drammmaaaness ;p but not really also la… can say expected expected.. or same old same old.. just that its been taken up a notch i guess?? HUHUHU

right.. i still have not done my lisan.. or my english lit … OR MY ORAL.. well.. i intend to do improptu anyway so whatever ;p hehehehe …well.. today i have to entertain jap girl again.. AIHHH T_T… this is all ian n nicholas fault’s… T_T… DMAN DAMN.. im trying to save money..

SO SAD U KNOW….. I PLAN LAST SAT GO OUT KLCC.. plan nice nice.. watch 3 movies… eat haagan dazs with my vouchers T_T… FREE LOR..1 free ice cream n 1 more voucher 30 percent off.. WHICH IS LIKE EXPIRING at the end of the month..!! MAKES IT WORTH..i got 70 bucks of isetan vouchers also.. intended to use on sat.. ALSO EXPIRING AT THE END OF THE MONTH wan.. but then that asswipe had to go through one of his bombastic mood swings and spasms of mass destruction… and i spent the day being in my usual *drama* state…

AIH!! at least i got to watch dont open your eyes on thursday.. DAMN STUPID LOR THE SHOW.. SCARY YET FUNNY …. BUT DEN YET BLOODY SCARY.. actually not scary wan.. budden the damn bblardy sound effects lar.. damn kesian…. WHO WANTS TO TEMAN ME GO WATCH MOVIE MARATHON???!?!

involving any of these following movies in no particular order or preferrence..
-shaggy dog
-v for vendetta
-date movie
-i not stupid too
-tristan and isolde
-the new world
-inside man
-yours mine and ours

and those that are coming up soon.. actually i think got more to add to my above list wan.. just that now my brain blur blur kenot think onli.. ITS MORNING.. AND I REACH SCHOOL LATE.. so ark.. i did not have my usual morning snacks.. u_u … brain dead~

…btw.. i have a sudden urge to join drama school u_u

OH YAHHHH!!! past few days ive been watching the rhythmic gymnastics on astro.. AND I FEEL SO SAD AND PATHETHIC.. those chicks are like 14-16 and they can do suchhh chun things!!! ME LEH!??!?! i cant even do a normal split anymore T_T not less bend my body around like im boneless.. DAMN REGRET LOR NOW.. regret what… well hahaha.. last time im suppose to learn.. my mum signed me up.. but me being my very procrasinating self.. didnt attend a single class… HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA………..i thought it was stupid at that time.. BUT NOW DAMN REGRET!! HAIH.. but then again ;p they all look so boobless.. so maybe the bending is related to it ;p so nvm la ;p i like my boobs.. not too big but not THAT SMALL ALSO.. *ken..u can stop laughing ure dumb head off now*

my boobs are growing okay ;p i can feel~ hahaha.. cuz my bras dont fit anymore.. YES LA.. NEW EXCUSE TO BUY BRA.. WMAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA…….. or maybe its just a temporary thing and when my period ends it will deflate back to its original state… u_u .. i know la it memang does that.. but im implying now its bigger than it usually is lar.. HMPH~ *perasan perasan*

exactly 1 more month to bali… HUR HUR HUR……

OHH WAIT… 1 more thing to blog about.. IANS HOUSE GOT GHOST LOR..fuck shit.. i was playing with his phone.. then suddenly no bat so i put it on his cupboard.. den that day he was going through his moods as said earlier on so i tried sleeping lor.. den i heard his phone drop.. but i ignore… 4-5 hours later only i decided to go look for it.. THEN RIGHT.. totally cannot find lor the whole damn floor.. ITS LIKE NON EXISTANT in the room di.. so right the maid said..maybe got *people* lend eidi.. so i also believe la.. then i go n msg his phone.. hahah..asking whoever it is to return it.. then ian being his violent and aggresive self got damn angry… not that it was much different cuz he was alreayd damn angry to begin with.. so i got no choice to look again lor.. THIS TIME i opened places where there was like totally no possibility of it being there.. and guess what… yupz.. i found it.. WHERE…??

well.. you see.. ians room has 2 plastic cupboards..1 with wheels and 1 without.. the one with wheels obviousla la duh that at the bottom got big empty space.. but nooo it wasnt there..it was at the other 1.. which is DAMN WEIRD.. because.. all the drawers in that cupboard was closed..so there was totally no opening to it..its just like this solid oblong… but at the bottom got this hollow space.. and IT WAS THERE…

u all sure dont really get what i mean.. but the thing is.. its like u have a box okay.. the top of the box is open but the other 3 sides are totally sealed off.. and u turn the box upside down.. so like.. obviously theres a space at the centre..and now that center space is totally sealed off… because the 3 solid sides are on the outer sides.. GET IT GET IT??? SO HOW THE HELL DID IT GET THERE…………………. T_T.. dammit..i sleep in that room alot.. ians room.. not my room ;p so u all no need scared… my room very safe wan.. HAHAHA.. well except from the mass of ants that occasionally attack my room due to all the sweet stuff i keep around.. aih.. what to do.. im so sweet..the ants also love me.. hHAHAHAH….

if youre wondering why i seem to b so high now…. its because the computer labs air cond is freezing me… and im on a high dued to it >.<….

XD … well..today marks a very important day! I FINALLY DID SOME EXERCISE!! wahhahahahahha… after so so so long.. and it felt good to run around again.. barefooted in nice cool mud too for that matter of fact.. and today is also special because FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.. I ACTUALLY SCORED FOR LONG JUMP and not get DISQUALIFIED… *although only 1 point* BUT EH!! A LOT OF PPL DIDNT SCORE LOR.. TOO MUDDY GOT PPL SLIDE SUMMOH LOR … lagilah i got phobia of falling flat on my face in the sandpit when i jump so i jump with the leaaasstttt effort possible and i still made it!! WHAHAHAHHA.. DAMN PROUD SIAL~

BE PROUD OF ME LOR! although red house is the lousiest.. blame all the ppl who didnt participate la.. blardy heck.. form 4 n 5 girls onli had like 8 participants??? AT LEAST I CONTRIBUTED 4 POINTS LOR… 4 OKAY!! banyak tau ;p for a person who hasnt done any exercise in well over a year… ahhhh… i miss the feeling of running around sweating.. >=D

i realised i LOVE MUD!!!!!! HAHHAHAHAH.. especially on a hot day..at 1st i was like.. wahhh.. how orh my shoes and socks den liz ask me take off then im like.. EWWWWW.. want meh..so gross.. budden i see everybody sliding here and there crashing here and there seeing as the shoes make them heavier in the end i took them off.. and when my warm feet touched the cool mud…. BLISS… *sighhhsss happily* den wading around in puddles of amazingly clean water.. although i did get a lot of stares like i was crazy and nazeera even commented that i would get tetanus which i replied with a if im meant to die ill die.. and someone started clapping at my answer “=_=….

btw… kafka on the shore is a retarded and fucked up book ;p but do read it.. quite intruiging i must say.. HAHAHAHHA.. im damn weird.. i noticed… ahhh.. ive finally rediscovered the joys of reading =) … to read and get lost in the words.. in the story like you’re there.. to lose track of time and just envelope yourself in the plot of the story…

last year i seem to have forgotten abt a lot of my likes and abandoned most of them… but im slowly rediscovering them.. i wanna join drama school again… but alas.. no time u_u oklay.. got lar.. i lazy only… cheh… dun cheh me la.. onli i can cheh u all okay.. WHAHAHAHAHA… i sound so high today….

which reminds me… i still have my yoga zone membership from last year..i still havent gone to a SINGLE CLASS… and the membership was 1k+ 4 a year.. and about 5 months has already gone by…??? oh dear oh dear.. anybody wanna go with me ark?? =S … ive been putting on weight and lost my figure >.< MUST GET BACK NICE FIGURE… but not alone ;p kekekek… cuz i cant do shit alone…

right..i must blog on this.. it has been tugging on my mind for a while now.. last week.. the EVIL GRANDMOTHER STRIKES AGAIN… blardy fuck shit… i wanna dress sexily and show off my nice chun body u dun have .. CANNOT IS IT???! SORRY ALR URE OLD FLABBY AND U CANT FIT INTO NICE CLOTHES.. at least im not the bloody retard who cheated on my husbang n married him just for his money and when my bloody boy toy didnt want me anymore i run back to my husband whom i cheated on and used up all his money and have the guts to b mean and retarded to him even when he took me in… BITCh….bloody murderer as well.. T_T…

well you see..i was wearing LONG BAGGY PANTS..n a black tube.. SUMMOH ITS LONNGG TUBE… not those mini tubes.. LONG TUBE okay.. and she suddenly.. in cantonese.. eh whats your problem arh? why u like to dress like that? so i answered back.. huh.. dunno wor? den she continued to shoot me by saying… DONT U DARE TAKE ANDREA OUT… HUH.. JUST BOTH OF U U DRESS LIKE THAT.. U WANT PPL TO RAPE IS IT… if u kena rape.. NVM U KNOW… its your own fault.. but if andrea kena rape.. huh.. WHOS RESPONSIBLe.. U LAR… and summore crap like that…

bloody fuck shit.. no 1… I LIKE TO DRESS LIKE THAT CUZ NICE MAR.. CAN OR NOT.. IM PROUD OF MYSELF.. CAN OR NOT.. i take andrea out .. WHY.. CUZ NOBODY TEMAN HER..AND U STUPID RETARTED GRANDMOTHER WHO GOES OUT at 3-4 PM COMES HOME at 3-4 AM.. sleeps wakes up at 1-2 PM.. URE THERE TO TAKE HER OUT MEH??! HAH?? HAH?? DARE TO BLOODY SHOOT ME… BLOODY HELL.. i wear shorts and a t shirt also im half naked.. WTF ORH?? GO N DIE LAR U STUPID RETARDED WOMAN.. T_T

ARGHHH!! there’s so manyyy placceess i wantt too goo thiss yearr!! WHY WHY WHY?? WHY AM I NOT FILTHY RICH?? filthy rich for half a year also can lor!! SO MANY PLACES!! REDANG!! SARAWAK!!! JAPAN!! KOREA?!?!?! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg

WHYY WHYYYY WHYYYYYYYYY those stupid ppl are so stupid to cheat my father’s money now!?!!?WHATS WRONG WITH U BLOODY RETARDS?!??! CANT U BLOODY EARN YOUR DAMN MONEY WITHOUT MAKING OTHER PEOPLE MISERABLE IN THE PROCESS?!?!? I CURSE U FUCKTARDS TO A MILLION BILLION GAZILLION DEATHS AND TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T…… WHY IS IT WHEN I NEED MONEY THAT MY FAMILY FACES FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES!?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

*sits in corner n sulks*

i have been going to my blog’s corner..sulking and being a spoiled brat quite oftenly lately havent i.. lol