mwahhahaa..im am back from balliiiii~~ miss me miss me?? sigh… well..i miss bali!! AND I WANNA GO BACK!!! urgh!! 3 days was totally not enuff..so everyone… STAY AT LEASt 4-5 DAYS MINIMUM OKAY!! MINIMUM!!!

Day 1
airport early in the morning.air asia delayed as usual.so reach there quite late. checked in hotel den wonder around kuta XD dammit..i got no money to buy clothes.. HAIH.. so sad…. walk for more den 3 hours man!! tired like hell.. went to the beach to take a look.. WOW.. KENA SUCK MONEY LIKE HELL..me and ian braided out hairs but he took his off..mine damn messy now.. just braid haior then everyone else come..n blardy hell..i ended up using like 3-400 bucks in 1 hour.. PAINNNN I TELL U!! PAINNN~!!!! quite lazy to blog lar actually… hahahaha

Day 2
went to turtle island!! I SO LOVE IT!! I SWAM WITH TURTLES!!! I LITERALLY SWAM AND PLAYED WITH THEM!! DO U KNOW HOW FRIGGIN COOL THAT IS??!!! ITS LIKE FUCKING COOL…after that i went to a gorgeous n amazingly cheap spa. 45 bucks per person. 45 min massage. lulur scrub. yogurt thingie. and aromathic flower bath.all about 2 hours XD. went back. played at the beach. sigh…i wanna go surfing. but not enuff money u_u .. had dinner. went walk around kuta again and siggah and club maccaroni and drank bintang beer. lol. i love it there! they play chun music! went home. zzzzz..

Day 3
walked around the beach.went swimming. went lunch.fresh seafood! T_T.. expensive shit. but good. kekeke.. check out of hotel. but went swimming at pool again. hahaha.. den go home.. WUUWUW..so sad..i wanted to cry at the airport…

actually a lot more wan.. but im damn lazy to blog.. hahaa.. pics uploaded at http://sweetsimplicities.yafro.com but onli a few. rest will b uploaded in my multiply but next month T_T..over limit 4 this month.

do u know where u reach certain points of frustration that u just burst out crying. today i watched that happened to a friend of mine and i have to admit. it’s happen to me one time too many. in fact. have u been so frustrated that you’ve lost all thoughts and get so confused that you just keep thinking but yet totally unaware of what it is that’s making little foorprints in your mind?

today again.. his words hit me in the face and stabbed me in my heart. half truths or full truth im totally unsure off but what was it about those words that shook me up? i knew that and i’ve been through it so many times.. so why does this time make it different? and i realise. it’s the fact that it doesnt. it’s the fact that somehow it may be more truth than fiction. and that even after more than a year. our love or at least his love is slowly flowing.. fading away.. or in fact it already has.

it made me wonder again for possibly the millionth time. what are we now? where are we? where are we headed? and what are we doing?who is he really? who am i? what am i too him? what is he too me? questions just screaming in my head. as tears slowly form in the corners of my eyes. and what do i do? nothing. but smile and push back my tears and pretend it’s allright.

and the best fucking thing is. in approximately 36 hours from now. ill be boarding a plane to bali, indonesia alone with him and my menses *if it comes on schedule* and a relationship that’s floating in the midst of undefined love. hanging. lost. and untold. for a total of 72 hours and another 24 hours in malaysia. =] i wonder where this will take us. will it show the truth of what we are. where we’re at? or just the same. unanswered?…

and yes. this will be the 1st time in nearly 2 years that we’ll be together alone for more than 20 hours without the possible interference of his friends. or anyone else we know for that matter unless for some bizzare twist of fate we manage to meet someone we know in bali.

about you

You are a Visionary

Your imagination, self-assuredness, and knowledge of the world combine to make you a VISIONARY.

You have clear notions of how things could be, and the confidence to try to make them that way.
You enjoy having a routine, and prefer comfort and familiarity to risk and adventure.

Not needing others’ approval to forge ahead, you are confident in your designs for the future.

Your imagination allows you to envision the world as a better place.

You’re better at thinking of the big picture than you are with details, and you can see wonder in abstract things.

Style and appearances are important to you, and you have a good eye for beauty.

You are somewhat rigid in your beliefs, which comes from both confidence and an aversion to change.

You are good at creating works of art in forms with which you’re familiar.

If you want to be different:

Appreciate the earthly, functional elements of things.

Your clarity of vision sometimes prevents you from being open to new ideas. Try expanding your horizon of experiences, and experimenting with novel ways of doing things.

how you relate to others

You are Free-Wheeling

Your charismatic nature, liveliness, and independence make you FREE-WHEELING.

You don’t mind being in the spotlight, preferring social gatherings to quiet nights at home.

You take a practical approach to people, not getting too involved in their feelings—or their business.

At the same time, your acceptance of others leads you to be understanding of their life circumstances, even if you don’t quite understand their emotional reactions to some things.

Although you have a wide circle of friends, you’re very discerning as to whom you can trust.

You’re not rigid in your beliefs about the world, and you don’t want to impose your perspective on others, but at the same time, you know that plenty of people don’t always act responsibly.

Engaging with others is a large part of how you live in the world, and most importantly, it plays a role in how you see yourself—you tend to learn a lot about yourself in situations where you are with other people.

You have an understanding of the complexities of situations, and you don’t judge others too hastily.

If you want to be different:

Your open-mindedness about the world gives you a great perspective on things, but your lack of trust in others limits how close you can get with them. Try opening up to people a bit more without losing your healthy skepticism.

While being the life of the party will occasionally come naturally to you, be sure to reserve time for yourself—see what you can learn by spending some time observing the world rather than just by diving in.

you can take this test here

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awww…ive been to www.keroandcolin.blogspot.com and i just find it so sweet.. =) haha.. SO I HAVE DECIDED TO SPAM THE TAGBOARD >=D by shooting others.. mwahahhahaha