Life's Bittersweet Simplicities

ive never said i hated u.. ive never wished u were dead.. ive never really gave a damn abt u.. at least.. never until today..

honestly.. i wished u were dead…

u have brought nothing to this family.. but agony n pain..so yeah u brought me into this life.. but what have u ever given me.. u took in a mistress.. u gave her all ure money.. u hit my mother.. u even tried to hit me… u abuse my pets.. the only babies that kept me sane.. u even made my baby milo go limp.. thank god he made it.. and its amazing he even forgave you for that… u threw him in the rain after u hit him he cried..n was bleeding.. and when i tried to get him.. u threatened to do the same to me… u killed so many animals.. u killed half of my pets..

u barely gave me enough money.. u called me stupid..u called me trash.. i always got pretty good results.. i have never done anything really bad.. u accused me of rubbish.. and called my friends spoiled..stupid..irresponsible and arrogant. what abt u.. u fucking jack ass…

so what if ure company’s going bankrupt… that aint really my fault.. it’s ure arrogance.. stupidity and ure payment for all the pain u’ve caused… i never really gave a damn.. i still treated u like my dad… true i didnt really show it.. but i never showed u the least signs of disrespect…

i didnt give a damn when u had another family… u deny it exist… not that ive ever asked… for i respected ure choice.. i know being with her isnt the easist of task.. i whined not i said nothing.. i just smiled and greeted u when u came back…

u never really gave a damn… so why the hell do u want to act like u care.. because u know what.. I FUCKING HATE URE FUCKING GUTS.. not of what u did in ure past… but the fact u think im trash.. n the fact u think im so fucking stupid.. that i’ll end up being some roadside prostiture or some crap like that..

u dont give me respect…u dont even give me money.. not for books.. not for food..yeah true.. once in a while when i went on holiday u would give me money.. but what about other times.. u critisize everything i do.. FUNNY.. i seem to be doing way better than u..

u make decisions without asking me.. U FUCKING COMPLAIN u have no money.. and u decide to take out 1 k..to send me on a fucking 4 day seminar.. where im not allowed to come back… without even asking my consent..WTF R U THINKING….. HOW OLD DO U THINK I AM…at least ask me… dont just bloody do things thinking that its the best…

u fucking banned me from going to my friends hse.. u fucking dont let me stay in their houses… WITH THE REASON IM 16 NOW… ure so easy to be taken advantage off.. LIKE WTF… oh yeah..my freinds of more then 5 years r suddenly going to go crazy n raped n murder me now..

the older i get the more u treat me like a child… GROW UP… im not your little princess … NEVER WAS.. NEVER WILL BE.. and NEVER WANT TO BE….

just give me my fucking life back….

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