I HATE MY EFFING PARENTS..
I HATE THEIR EFFING GUTS
NO.. i will not regret my words… because i have never felt sympathy for them in my life
i watch my father hit my mother n stood there without a hint of sadness… i watched as if watching a cat walk by..
i watched my mother cry in front of me.. and i rolled my eyes at the very sight of it..
i watch her fall flat on the ground in the car park and break her toenails.. n even break her glasses..i stood there and burst out laughing…
i look at my father sick.. and i can’t help but feel happy cuz GOOD.. he can’t fucking make my life even crappier than it is…
i take money from their wallets.. in fact i steal money from their wallets.. without the slightest hint of regret or guilt…
i feel nothing for them… as i have for more than 4 years…i buy them presents.. only because i have too and not because i want to…
I HATE IT WHEN THEY TOUCH ME…
i hate it when they are even a few inches next to me
i get annoyed when i see them…
honestly sometimes i wonder.. do i really belong in this family? i am the blacksheep.. i look nothing like them… i have nothing in common with the rest of my family.. I DONT EVEN SEEM LIKE A PROPER CHINESE… like whats up with that..?? was i adopted maybe?? or is my father someone else?
why dont i belong? why dont i fit it?? why do i hate being near them.. why do i want to run away so badly..
i just can’t take it anymore… just take me away…away from the people who are meant to be closest to me.. for they bring nothing but pain..hurt..frustration and sadness…
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