… is it really funny… 1st u tell me i ignore u.. i dont give a damn about u.. i don’t even call u or look for u… but.. funny.. it’s you who doesnt do that.. and when i do make it a point to call. it’s you who refuses to answer the phone.. it’s u who tells everyone u dont want to have anything to do with me.. is this fun?? do u like doing this… funny.. i can’t seem to see the humour or the pleasures of this simple trickery…

CLICK HERE and OPEN MY PIC to vote for me.. hahhaha.. if u open other pics means ure voting for them.. yeah..unfortunately that’s how it works.. my pic is the pic of me called angel with an attitude… huhuhu.. actually i think it’s the only girl pic there.. PASS THE WORD AROUND… please n thank u

..i don’t know what is it with u.. why do u always do this to me? why am i writing this? i know u dont even bother reading my blog. u read everyone elses but mine. why. i dont know. maybe cause i mean nothing to u.

why is it you still want to hurt me even though we’re not together? we’re been single for nearly a month now. why can’t you leave my heart alone to heal. why? why do u take a knife and slowly peel each layer by layer.. or stab into it each time the hole u created tries to heal.. why? why hurt me. havent u had enough? HAVENT I HAD ENOUGH?….

even know u tell me lies.. u give me empty promises.. and each time i repeat your words.. u deny it and start screaming and hurling insults at me..as if i were a dog.. or a toy.. u said i treat you like a dog.. but my dogs r happy dogs.. i wasnt aware a sad dog was given everything. taken care of by his owner when he’s sick. given new toys every week. fed with good food. played with everyday. true. i put u in a cage when u arent around me. but why. isnt it because u constantly lie to me. u constantly cheat on me. isnt it because each time u look for them. u come back baring your teeth at me? ….

what about me. i am your dog too. except. i am neglected. ignored. taken out to play once in a while. when im not. and i act pityful and look for your attention. u take a stick. u scream at me. u hit me.. u leave me with nothing but tears. a broken heart. and an undying loneliness and sadness. why is it wrong for me to bare my teeth at your friends. who stand outside my cage. laughing at me. poking at me with that stick. and taking u away from me? those who make u take that stick and hit me.

maybe it’s my fault. maybe it’s cuz i forgive u every time. but what do u expect from me. i love you.

sometimes… u just can’t help missing a person at the strangest of times…….

ARghHHhhhHHHHH……!!!!!!!! im soo fucking hurttt!! I DISCOVERED I MISSED THE FUCKING SEVENTEEN COVER GIRL SEARCH AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhHHHHhhHHhH

and whats worst i had a fucking migrain for abt 24 hours so i didnt go to school today..AND I MISSED MY BIP AND PHYSICS PEKA!! ARGhHhhHHh

oh well.. today hsio hua very stupid.. to know more.. read her blog www.xanga.com/pinkberriez …hahaha..but she didnt blog about 1 thing!! toodaayy righhtt.. she wanted to smokeee..we all so good girl..me n hsin.. so we got no lighter for her..so right she went up t thsi bunch of guys in the car and asked for lighter! HAHAHA.>AND DAMN FUNNY!! bcuz she looked like she was going to go up to them and say.. HEy.. will you be my bf?? WHICH IRONICALLY…the guy asked her.. wei.. can we be friends.. what your name ah… AHHAHAHAHA.. damn funny.. then she ignore then she walked back to us..

BUT THE BEST PART IS.. her cig went off.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. SO SHE HAD TO GO BACK AND ASK FROM THEM AGAIN!!!! hahahahaha..damn funny then they dunno said wad to her again..but i 4got di >=P .. after that they shouted sumtin TAKE CARE WOR!! WALK CAREFULLY WOR>. blah blah blah….

anyway today i played with colour contacts.. MWuahahAHA..n i cant resist lar..im gonna buy 2 pairs.. if i can decide which colours i want T_T