…….my damned rabbit spice.. just left 3 very dark deep red scratches on my hand.. 2 of which have started bleeding T_T… im so nice let her out to jump around..and she do this to me.. GARRHHH >=@

btw to everyone who doesnt already know about saturday.. COME SSG FOR FOOD FIESTA+IU DAY.. and especially bring more money..especially to buy stuff from my stall.. hohohooh.. u know u love me ;p need at least rm20 u know ;p u tot cheap arh.. hahaha.. u know laaa.. everything also increase price eidi.. summoh u know la… how hard to get sugar ;p hahahhaa.. and u know laaaaa..im going school have to bake like hell for this… until feel like crying and dying… huahuahuahuahua.. so rem to stop by at my stall.. no 17.. which is 1 stall away from the coupon booth =D .. and also ahh.. if u come u get to take picture wid me with a tropical background orhh.. no la.. no bikini.. mr khaw melarang eidi u_u .. BUT STILL… ppl work hard to make that background u knoww.. summoh i have to jaga stall and help out wid that.. *hint hint*

and dont tell me crap that u have to go cheer and support.. COME SUPPORT US 1st DEN U CAN GO CHEER ON SUNDAY! see.. reasonable right? if la.. u go cheer on sat..then u cant come ssg’s food fiesta eidi.. see.. see got logic annot ;p of course got la.. so point proven.. COME SSG ON SAT from 10-4!! or was it 9 @_@

im seriously sick of baking T_T.. help me.. wuwuwuwuw

n get well soon my cute little drawrf encik adnan u_u ..he’s in the hospital cuz of heart attack.. we miss u lots!!

bleargh..i havent updated properly in like ages.. and no i dont think i’ll b updating properly now either.. hahaha.. damn tired..and feel so deadddd .. wanna go home.. uwuwuwuwuwuw….

hahhhaha..dammit..rememeber how my previous post was abt my fren eveline… turns out shes not the pig lady after all!! DARN IN!! wasted my time typing out that post and deleting it.. T_T

gonna be so busy this week!! have to test out my recipes for sat..den thursday n friday have to bake for sat.. tuesday jagoya wid ervin n ian.. IF ERVIN CHUA DOESNT FFK ME AGAIN *glares* ..sat food fiesta..after that genting… sunday cheer… IM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE…… and thankies to ze pinkpau for ure peanut butter chocolate cupcake recipe =D .. muacks…

hmm…a lot of ppl asking me how the shoot went.. it was ok lor.. MUCH MUCH BETTER than seventeen.. not as stressed.. but damn tiring cuz i had to wait like 7 hours b4 it was my turn ..garh~~ that was like DAMN FRUST.. and because i was the baby..everybody was like damn concerned over me..kakaka.. until they even took me out to 1u to eat.. just me…hahaha..and i had the mosttttttttttttt amazing thai food so far in kl!! =D .. its called good evening bangkok in 1U new wing.. GO GO GO…its on the same floor as dome btw…

nothing particularly interesting has been happening lately ler..at least non that i can particularly think of.. @_@ …blargh.. headache n blurness.. bye bye…

hahhaa..WANNA HEAR THE MOST IRONIC THING..hahah..rem the post abt the pig lady thingie.. but i deleted eidi laaa ;p.. cuz right.. SHE LOOKS NOTHING LIKE HER PIC..

n….she is now my fren =D.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.. shes even fetching me morrow..n summoh she knows a lot of my frens!! hahahah..how weird is that man!!

n i spent 35 bucks on a cab today..jsut to go to sri damansara..like wtf.. the cabbie got lost.. n jam =S.. but he felt bad also..cuz he took some money off the meter..n he kinda looked like he was going to cry..i felt so bad T_T… poor guy… NVM LAR.. he got my 35 bucks… huhuhu..he take away 1 ringgit onli ma.. chiew…

malas to blog eidi alr nowadays..why ark..i also dunno @_@…

thanks to everyone who helped vote for me on the samsung thing !! *huggles to all of u* … and im in!! mwahhaha.. shall b off to a pre meeting morrow and the full shoot on sat ! wish me luck!! n muacks to everyone who helped me!!! THANKS!

i feel mentally exhausted right now.. im just so sick and fed up of things.. this week i’ve missed school 2x already.. and honestly..i dont feel like going again at all for quite a while..

things at home have been getting messier.. things with ian have been getting even worst.. we fought again yesterday..and today he said he didnt want to talk to me again..yahde yahde yahde…. i kinda wonder if me losing my phone yetserday on our 2 yr anniversary meant something.. like telling me to leave the past and move on with the present?

life’s confusing at times..how much of it can i withstand.. im getting more and more zapped of my usual chirpy hyper happy self..and when u look at me..you tend to see this hollow empty void.. emotionless and dead…

i wonder if it’s just 1 of those teen phases where you go all emo and stuff.. or are things around me really seriously affecting my life?

im so emotionally drained right now…