i feel mentally exhausted right now.. im just so sick and fed up of things.. this week i’ve missed school 2x already.. and honestly..i dont feel like going again at all for quite a while..
things at home have been getting messier.. things with ian have been getting even worst.. we fought again yesterday..and today he said he didnt want to talk to me again..yahde yahde yahde…. i kinda wonder if me losing my phone yetserday on our 2 yr anniversary meant something.. like telling me to leave the past and move on with the present?
life’s confusing at times..how much of it can i withstand.. im getting more and more zapped of my usual chirpy hyper happy self..and when u look at me..you tend to see this hollow empty void.. emotionless and dead…
i wonder if it’s just 1 of those teen phases where you go all emo and stuff.. or are things around me really seriously affecting my life?
im so emotionally drained right now…
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