have you ever had that feeling where you thought you had made the right decision but in the end it turns out your decision had been one of the most stupid things you have ever done?

well. do congratulate me. because i now officially know what it feels like.

i cant believe i fell for it again. this is the number what time? only God knows. well. great. here i am in front of the computer crying my eyes out for the 1st time in quite a while. i had a lot to say. but now sitting here looking at this screen.

i no longer feel sad and dejected. in fact, i feel furious and annoyed. follow your heart. this has to be one of the stupidest sayings ever made. well, good riddance to it!

love ginny.

thanks for everything ian low. i hope you get what you’re looking for.

more weird convo’s on the day..okay la..all of them werea few days back but i now onli remember ma..can annot..cheh..but the last 1 was today =3

me : pa, are you coming back today?
dad : no, why? what happened?
me: huh? nothing la..just tot if u coming back ask u help me buy sugar cane
dad : GINNY YAP. I TELL U AH. LET ME MAKE THIS STRAIGHT TO YOU
me : huh? *blur*
dad : WAD IS WRONG WITH U? WHY ARE U ALWAYS HAVING ALL THIS CRAVINGS?!
me : i have cravings eveyrday @_@..cannot wan meh??

*house phone rings*

dad : WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR DAUGHTER?
mum : nothing? why?
dad : WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS WANT THINGS

everybody stoned T_T

another 1..i was wearing a polo raplh lauren top from hoongs

dad : who so much money buy for you that shirt?
me : my friend lor @_@
dad : WHO
me : datuk’s son
dad : WHAT? DATUK OR DATUKS SON?
me : DATUKS SON LA
dad : *to my bro n mum* YOU BETTER WATCH OUT FOR HER AND WHO SHE’s GOING OUT WITH..

macibai..my father things im swiddling old man’s money by sleeping with them and now im pregnant cuz i got cravings?? wth “=_= i have cravings everday but i just dont mention them to him >=( psycho

and then today’s convo lagi best…on the way home from school with my mum ..i got urine infection again “=_= and then best..period come with it…

mum : I TELL U AH!! U CAUSE ME A LOT OF PROBLEMS WAN LOR..SICK SICK SICK
me : *silence*
mum : YOUR FATHER ANOTHER 1!! 2day i 4got to leave the key in the letterbox, he came home no key then scold scold scold
me : anndd thennnnn
mum : SCOLD ALREADY NOT ENOUGH! GO AND SHIT IN THE GARDEN
me : HE WHAT? @_@
mum : he no ket cannot go in so he go and shit in the garden
me : …………@_@……………..

…i must conclude..i come from a family of retards.. @_@..i may have inherited that gene as well @_@

AND MY GAWD!! IM SO FED UP RIGHT NOW!! ever since i got my chicken pox last year i have been constantly getting infections and getting sick!! on sunday it was eye infection which until now hasnt fully healed! AND a few days back i got urine infection again which i didnt take notice of until it got so bad today i was twitching constantly!! GARHHHH

and im messing up in school again “=_=.. pfft..i should really do something about this..

yesterday was the pussycat dolls.. i dont know whether to be happy about it or sad or just plain emotionless @_@..

at 1st im damn hyped wan!! den i saw wah!! my area so small..not many people yet also..so get ready la..den at the begininng reshmonu..NOT BAD..still quite happy n bopping to his beat..better yet.. being the shorty i am..i manage to get a place where i could see the whole stage clearly cuz for some reason the people in front of me were like standing in a straight time..and my head fit right into the middle of 2 ppl =3 BETTER STILL!! got this superbly leng chai guai lou not very far away from me..SUMMOH SMILE AT ME!! dahlah aku shy.. aku malu pulak…so i ended up blushing and turning away!! wahahhaha!! damn pai seh!!

….den finally pussycat dolls came OUT..AND THEN EVERYONE STARTED SHOVING AND STUFF.. and i ended up behind 3 6++footers T_T ..couldn’t see shit for the few 15 mins to half an hour..and just gave up and stood behind them quietly u_u and after i could finally see..i no more mood eidi u_u ……..hot..tired and annoyed…

den dunno why the pussycat dolls all looked so chan especially their main singer..she looked so sick and aneroxic-ish BUT THEY ALL HAD SUPERBLY CHUN BODIES *drools* and their outfits n moves.. *orgasms* …AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE 1 of their outfits..the black dress thingie..WAHHH!! how happy if i can get it!!!

finally the show ended..QUITE FAST !_!.. i think reshmonu’s opening was longer than the pussycat doll’s concert..and eveyrone was like calling for encore..but they just didn’t layan..we all standing there waiting but nobody come out u_u ..wuuwuwuw… after that i went up to the hotel..den while im there ;p nobody else a llowed except those wid vip passes..but i just shot the fella some sad puppy dog eyed look cuz i didnt want to rush with eveyrbody else..then the pussycat dolls car drove right past..eveyrone was like waving and cheering at them..but they just sat in the car preoccupied with their own things!!! u_u haih..expected more from them

im not much of a crowd person…im not fond of clubbing..i like lounges more and just cuddling up with a love one with chill out music playing in the background..the whole club seen..i just freeze up and get annoyed.. u_u..so i didn’t really enjoy the concert.. i liked linkin park the best!! wahahhaa..got seats ma…and then the thing is tiered so no pushing here and there n cramming..den again i was at the vip area..BUT WADEVER LAR>.got sits..tired can sit..high that time can stand and jump and cheer! and since its tiered can see so clearly summoh!! =3 huahuahuhaa

sigh..i wanna go inxs.. but im so so so so so so so so broke!! anybody can get free tickets *big puppy dog eyes with added puppy dog pout*

AND I CANT BELIEVE IM GOING TO MISS JIM BRICKMAN!! URGHH!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM! i was at his concert a few years back..at the beginning i didn’t want to go..but i was forced to..and i found out I ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!!! >=(

right.. i was reading my older post just now and i must say…

golly gee.. i really should stop blogging in such a cinapek manner.. hahaha..

this was suppose to be posted yetserday but my bro took over the com u_u some conversations have been altered cuz im too darn lazy to type out the exact ones..but nearly the same la..shorter onli mar..cis

stupid conversations of the day

stupid conversation 1

annonymous : wei..i think u better come school leh.. teacher very angry liao…
me : tell teacher la.. that i got eye infection later infect eveyrbody how.?
annonymous : tell already but teacher dont care!! now teacher said u cannot go corea liao
me : …

annonymous 2 : eh gin..serious..i think u better come school now.. teacher now asking everybody boycot u dun let u go corea n abandone u..
me : HOW U WANT ME COME? come n infect everybody is it?? walk there ah
annonymous 2 : hah..i dont know lor..but teacher now angry until… wait ah…

annynymous 3 : eh…u better come school leh..teachers very angry leh
me : i know? how? not like i can do anything
annonymous 3 : u call her la
me : i dont have her no also
annonymous 3 : nah ***-*******

me: ring ring ring.. *nobody answers*

later smses

annonymous 4 : eh gin..i heard teacher very angry at u wor..dun let u go corea eidi wor..
me : dun let la..den see who’s gonna take my place at the dance
annonymous 4 : sabrina wor

*dit dit dit* 1 message received
sabrina : eh gin, miss felicia said if ure eye still like that dont worry, dont need to come. and miss khoo said, we r looking forward to seeing u on thursday but if ure eye is still serious don’t worry about it. you dont have to.

LIKE DAMN WTF RIGHT???!?!/ at the beginning eveyrone was telling abt my eye infection then they went on rampage abt how irresponsible i was n crap like that >=@

stupid conversation 2

me : eh wake up.. if u go back to sleep ..im gonna let u sleep den ure assignment ure problem
ian : ok ok..let me get ready den go giant den come over
me : giant?? go giant for wad?
ian : cuz giant there exchange things very fast
me : echange wad?? why u need to exchange thing??
ian : cuz japan make cars very fast ma..so i choose japan lor*muffled*
me : im gonna call ure house phone..i cant hear a word ure saying

ian : uhhahh..hello
me : WAD DID U SAY JUST NOW
ian : i said japan make cars very fast…so i choose giant
me : WAD?? u go giant cuz japan make cars very fast?
ian : yah… thats y i choose japan cuz japan make cars very fast wan
me : …………wake up..if not im just going to let u sleep..
ian : orh…okay……

………….”=_= …this is wad u get when talking to a half asleep person..u can imagine the frustration