great “=_= i realised my link is in the list of bloggers.. WHY IS THIS SO “=_= … cruds…

now i have to change blog add’s again

HAIH.. but not now.. very emo n lazy now

oh. i found something new. seeing as i need a new cam n u know u all love me. no cam also. got ipod i sell and buy new cam also i happy..

click HERE

create an account and vote as many times as you can!! NO LIMIT OKAY!!

im so lost.

so hurt.

you mean the world to me.

and i mean nothing to you.

Stay at my blog a while. And wait for the song to load aights? it’s currently one of my favourites.. u_u … it might take a while to load seeing as the file is pretty big… oh.. and what do you think of this song? not many people i know listen to indie u_u

because…

here are the lyrics..T_T ..if it doesnt load.. click HERE

April March-Nothing New (English Remix)

it’s really nothing new
as far as stories go
you’re like pinoccio
wondering what i am doing here

you have an expertise
that’s like a real disease
such a strong disease
that I just weaken in the knees
you’re heart is so untrue
but i love only you
it’s really nothing new

it’s really nothing new
you’re neither here nor there
you’re like swampy air
will you stay or will you go?
i wish i didn’t care

you’re heart is so untrue
but i love only you
it’s really nothing new
it’s really nothing new

all the little things i do
they’re all lost on you
i’m all alone it’s true
it’s really nothing new i

t’s really nothing new
they said our game should stop
i should let you drop
and watch you just disappear

all the lies in my heart
they all want you
it’s really nothing new
it’s really nothing new

well.

today the doctors in Sunway Hospital has officially stated that..

….i am…

seriously mentally unstabil right now..

and that i may be suicidal..

yay.

i now have weekly sessions with a phychiatrist =D

i wonder how much help will it do..

seeing as the problem will still be here.

sigh.

how did we ever reach this point.