sometimes i cant help but wonder why…

i just want to go home and sleep… yet i push myself to get as far away as possible and do things that i just dont particularly feel like doing at that moment……

right now i feel like sitting under a warm shower while listening to songs like the blower’s daughter or rachel yamagata and let my tears flow free….

and i wish i had your arms wrapped around me..

i know im about to see you in a few minutes… but i just wished we could really be alone not doing anything but just sitting there in each others arms with nothing else distracting us or even words being spoken….

i miss times like that…

sigh…

sorry dear readers for the mass amount of emo post lately..

but i think im going throught my phase of depression again…

wish me all the best aye.

in a fucking pissed ass mood right now..

i just want to fucking throw things around and whack people.. fuck hell..

i was fucking hell tempted to push my mum down the fucking stairs just now..

fukkity fuck… coming back to this house is like coming back to hell…

fucks..all my pictures are gone and the fucking son of a bitch who did it had the nerve to copy my d drive into my c drive and tell us that he didnt touch anything… fuck your ass…

anyway whoever has my pictures please email them to me in a zip file of possible…

sweetsimplicities@gmail.com

please and thank you..

>=( am still in piaus hse and just saw the weekly winners of the photo blog it competition….

“=_= … am quite annoyed at it..

i think 1 or 2 of them totally didnt deserve to win.. like seriously wei! go check it out.

http://photo.blog-it.com.my

might as well call it a photo captioning contest…tsk “=_=

anyway am having a majour headache… and my comps back home..but im too darn lazy to reattach everything.. going home soon anyway..so maybe i’ll blog then

but seriously wei @@

im damn beh tah han now…

26-27th May 07 @ Low Yat

so i was once again promoting vista despite the whole how vista sucks thing in the newspaper which i honestly didnt know about until all my customers commented on it “=_= but cheh.. nvm la.. i still got basic pay wan even if i cant sell.. but i got to sell what… ok la.. no la… hahaha.. the loveeellyy people at viewnet push for me wan… mwahhahaha

i heart them..

this time i wasnt working alone.. i dragged two of my love loves with me.. MWHAHahHaHhAHAHA .. and im glad they enjoyed it ;p see.. i intro good jobs wan okay… dont doubt me can!
my aggennntt.. aunty glenda!! no la.. she actually quite young wan.. but i like to call her aunty.. shes damn sam 8 btw!! huhuhu.. hyperactive giler!!! love her lots… hohohooh

natalie.. old friends .. got into a fight somehwere in the middle and patched up again =D hahaha…

those two dum dums dont wanna layan me T_T so i had to layan myself.. damn sad can?

us with aunt glenda!! you see! dahlah we take pic quite 38 wan.. SHE EVEN MORE WEI!! and shes older than us “=_= AIHHHHHH… whattt too dooooo laaaaa…

lunch at haagan dazs.. mwahahhaha.. what… wanna indulge a bit also cannot is it .. apple pie with ice cream! quite nice wei.. try la. if u take me u get 20 percent off ;p *cough cough*

our legs.. mwahahhahahaha…. nice leh….

just us.. gin.wonderful.nat.amy =D

my waffle! i like waflles.. do u like waffles ;p nyek nyeks…

and where i work =) GO BUY THINGS FROM THEM OKAY!! they are really the sweetest people ever!! and serious! they sell things really super cheap wan wei!! believe me laaa.. i work there for i know geh ;p kakakaka….

after work..see..i miss them so much i still wanna lepak there after work and camwhore ;p

dennyyyy booy =) i bet u cant guess how old he is @_@

sweetie christ =)

sugarific kit.

on the way back i noticed this sign @_@.. read it properly… than compare the english with the malay @_@

the next day we were superbly broke.. hahaha… sooooo.. for dinner… we shared a drink! WE KIAMSIAP FOR A DAY CAN!! what to do!!! nobody wanna sponser us also!! no money like that wan lar.. damn sad case.. eh.. but quite fun wei be kiamsiap for a day..

funny shit wei..hahaha..i think the waiters will remember us for quite a while.. HUHUHUH

dont believe ah.. u look at our bill…

faces of poor people.. u look at the queen kiamsiap behind.. counting how much money she used again “=_= she does that a lot “=_=

and then for lunch..we werent hungry.. eh yes la..i noticed its not in sequence la.. but i like or u like now…

so..since we broke we cannot afford two things ma.. soooo….it was either lunch or….

purikura…

and of course la PURIKUrA!

sure must take sticker pics in our uniforms wan okay!!

and yes “=_= this is the sticker pic i lost like less den 10 minutes later.. T_T… so i had to use my cam to take pics of theirs.. DAMN SAD OKAY!! U KNOW NO MONEY DAHLAH NOT CHEAP.. DEN HILANG SUMMOH.. SAKIT HATI GILER WEI…

no captions needed =p

and meet… the tom yam…

why the tom yam.. oh chee weng said killer “=_=

we were not expecting this..blinks.. its quite a funny story but got ppl harassing me now..so i cannot blog properly =( but this thing nearly murdered us man…. but damn shiok okay! wahahhahahah.. must try wei! at shikiya!!.. i got diahhrea ..hahah..so did amy… and then nat also shat…but wonderful claims shes superwoman and she didnt get it “=_=
we are tom yam lovers

they wanted to show how different their lips would be.. unfortunately.. for some strange reason…the 2nd day they had it… it wasnt as spicy U_U not shiok

i diahhrea enuff adi so i had tendon instead.. okay onli la.. a bit regret.. should have just had my tom yum.. hur hur hur… this is not recommended

but my egg so cute wei!! hahaa.. i know la ;p im cute also… no need praise me geh.. WBhAhHAHHhA

its a sunday and no customers.. sien “=_=

so what else but go in and kacau and camwhore la! hohohooh

denny again.. my most layan me.. no la.. kit also actally..bu christ wasnt there on sunday =(

kevin.denny.me

and so those are my love loves of viewnet.. but got mroe la.. but i didnt take pics with them cuz alway so busy U_U wuwuwuuww…. nvm.. i shall go kacau them soon

i know today my post the way i write a bi weird.. but i quite sanfu on the floor of al amir now “=_= and fugz n chee weng pengacau..and im rushing to piaus.. so toodles.. mwacks

as the day drags on.. i cant help but feel the way i did yesterday

listening to piano solos on this particular white laptop doesnt exactly help much either… and i cant help but feel like crying…

the atmosphere in the room im in… once happy suddenly feels glum.. and again i feel alone… it’s been quite a while since i last saw you… even on the phone and on our messengers… words just dont flow the same way they used to….

i told you to read my blog last night.. im sure you know which post i was talking about… but there was a line in that post i deleted after i typed it out…

but now….

i think it’s quite appropriate….

“and at times like this.. i can’t help but feel like giving up”