numbness seeps through my entire body.

lifeless and tired i am.

so much work to do.

more photoshoots? ….

fuck it.

but i really need the money.

sigh.

there’s so many things i want to say but nothing seems to come out. everything feels mundane and all i want now is for you to be by my side.

i miss you baby.

and lonelyness cries.

but thanks a lot of miss wonderful wong for helping me with my art folio today. muacks.

am in a hideously foul mood right now.

try wanting to sleep and finally falling asleep and then having the same person call you 5-6 FUCKING TIMES every 1-2 minutes asking the most stupid things despite you already answering them.

FUCK IT.

now im having a pounding headache and my whole body is bloody tired.

how the fuck am i going to do my art now?…

Perhentian- Day 3 (23rd APril 07)

hahaha..and finally the last day of perhentian pictures. wad man. i know im slow. but i overload my blog with pictures you all also sien of seeing my face la.. no meh…

cheh…

back on shore in peninsular malaysia T_T… so sad

BUT DAMN!.

my complexion looks fucking good here…

no photoshot.

to bad my skins fucked now…

groupie

sunkissed skin or rather sun burnt skin

my back looks damn ncie in this pic ;p dont believe me arh.. enlarge enlarge.. HEHE

i love the sea.

helloooo

run run. i like to run.

BLEKS

being lazy and sun tanning

hahaha..a flat picture of me.

love this.

sun.sea.sand.

= love

oooo….

hahaha..too hot adi. need to sit in water 1st

hes trying to prove how shallow the water is “=_=

i love the way he looks in this =3..

my cheeky baby

rabbit tooth

love love

meet my ninja turtle

and his partner.

if u enlarge this pic.

you will notice how fucking funny it is.

the sorhai pic

damn scary. cam nearly drop in water

CAN U SEE THE DIFFERENT TONES OF MY SKIN

OMFG…

i think this is a cool pic =3

camwhoring den got dead man behind me

“=_=

but he suddenly became superman

meet the crab i nearly stepped on *O*

ARGH. the sun so hot!

looks like hes trying to catch some fishes. and another flat pic of me *O*

dont know what superhero this time

the tragic story.

of our precious red bottle.

the demise of out home made shisha sessions T_T

time to leave U_U

some cute thing we found

omfg. check out the price wei!

and u see! tea tarik. oh teh tarik same price as cappucino!! so wrong-ded

a persons best friend when being harassed by mosquitos

sleepy gin.

with her sleepy face

gawd. i miss perhentian.

green tau fu fa @_@

and i started smoking!

hahaha..not..

the bottles. T_T…

dont even ask “=_=

cool shirt

arch being arch

the moon

bye bye perhentian!

that’s weird..i had another post but it dissapeared.

it went something like this

4.53am.

am still here in hugh’s place.

dying.

so many things to do.

so little time.

well.

looks like im not going to school again.

the clock on hugh’s computer reads 1.56 am now.

and time continues to tick by as my headache pounds on the right side of my head and my eye twitches with it.

so much to do.

so little time.

and this fucking pounding ain’t helping out big time.