i wish i could pen down my thoughts and words here every moment something important comes to mind…
an hour earlier or possibly more.. while i lay on your bed tears sliding down my face as i watched you sit there with a smile on your face…so many thoughts ran through my mind..so many things i wish i could have said to you but all i managed was a weak i love you.
i never thought i would need you so much that even the thought of going home without you would make me cry…there’s so many things i want to say but the moment seems gone now that you’re not by my side….
sitting in the car tonight..our fingers wound tight…i couldnt help but think that soon it just might end… not as in end end.. but… time.. time just keeps coming and our time just gets more and more limited as the days pass…
right now i can’t even take not being with you for a night.. i wonder what happens when you start college again and i have no choice but to go to school because the exams are just around the corner… every minute spent together then would be so limited…so precious… and the thought just brings more tears to my eyes…
and i can honestly say im afraid…
lying in your arms before you sent me to my door… i wished i could have closed my eyes and just fallen asleep there… it felt so comfortable so right….that i couldn’t bear to let it go on…. because the longer we sat there in silence…the more i knew how much harder it would be to just walk into my house with you looking from the car…
baby..i miss you…
i miss you so so much…
and eventhough its been nearly 3 months officially and 6 months + INofficially.. everytime you say i love you… even if you say it nearly about 10 times a day… it never fails to put a smile on my face…
and i want you to know…
i love you.
more than words could ever say.
i know i’ve posted this pic before..but this is one of my favourites.
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