im not sure why exactly is it that im so easily annoyed and angered today. i have tried to pinpoint the reasons but i cant really conclude on one. maybe its the death of my rabbit. or maybe it’s something else im really not sure.
but i just couldnt stop thinking about this one girl i recently saw in 1u and a story i heard about her and what happened between her and someone relatively close to me and i begin to wonder. was i that dumb at 15? i certainly hope not.
i have only seen her once and at only a glance. i fell in love with the dress she was wearing and asked my friend to enquire where she got the dress which she very annoyingly answered theres only one in the whole world. please lar darling. u think you’re the queen ah ppl purposely sew clothes for you meh. this already threw me off her but maybe she was telling the truth and i guess this isnt the real reason im angry at her. for what right do i have to be pissed off at someone i dont even know.
but the thing is. she had a thing going on with my said friend who so happened to be of another race. she was all over him and send him cute little love struck messages that i thought were the sweetest things ever. you know how it is. the feeling of having your first bf/gf. the lovey dovey messages and feelings that just seem to appear from everywhere.
well this said girl has a sister of the age 20. WHO I MUST ADD IS FUCKING ASSWIPE. fuck you. i dont know you but who the hell do you think you are condeming people of other races? just because you dont fucking date outside your race doesnt mean you should bloody tell your sister off for being in such a relationship. i bet if the dude was some english guai lou you would be all over him because what. guai lous are hot and better righ. so fucking typical. hypocrite. i hate people who have this mindset. and okay lar everyone has their own views so fine. but is it really neccessary to dissallow your siblings to do so? sigh i dont know what to say lar. but im just freaking angry.
and you. the 15 yr old girl with no balls. yeah. im quite well aware that females have no balls but im talking hypothetically lar. so what? jsut because your sister said something so automatically you jsut dump the guy? AND WHATS BETTER. you actually had the fucking GUTS TO ask “can i take back what i said?” OMFG. what is wrong with you. you’re bloody 15 turning 16 next year. you can’t seriously be that childish can you? i have so much more to say to you but i doubt you will even read this so i’ll save my efforts.
but you know what. girls like you just dont deserve guys like him.
screw you.







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