i want to move out.
school end faster lor T_T...
lazy to blog.
tired.
last week. had shisha 3 days in a row. nearly had it on the 4th day as well but decided against it because someone commented on how i was going to die from moist lungs "=_=
so went today =D supposedly sunday but too late adi T_T but today was good yo! mmmm.. minty fresh coolness.. kekekeke... but the charcoals burned out quite fast =/
i should be doing my lisan and wadever @@ tsk.. but instead my day after school went like this @_@.. online... sleep. wake up..online.. shisha. online.. sleeping soon @_@...
tsk.
if my darling roundishly adorable loveable class teacher calls me.. im definitely going to be called by the evil head of secondary about my attendance again tomorrow.. sigh T_T but I SERIOUSLY WANTED TO GO SCHOOL WAN LOR!!!!.. just that dued to some unforseen circumstances *cough cough* i was unable to get my arse off the bed.. U_U again...
yesterday was over at cw's .. tsk... wonderful was fangirling again "=_= unfortunately hottie wasn't there yesterday U_U pouts... had a really fun car ride to pick wondeful wong up..hahaa.. a 5 minute trip turned into half an hour because SOMEONE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO TAKE PROPER DIRECTIONS OR SHOW THE WAY EVENTHOUGH HE CLAIMS HE KNEW THE WAY *cough cough*
bukit segar ppl got too much money.. not me la... but fireworks were going the whole night.. and they were like HUGEEEEE..it was like some fireworks display competition of who has the prettiest and biggest ones T_T why i dont have so much money wan hah??
oh.. and i spammed hui yat's camera.. there were 93 pictures... 85% consisted of ME camwhoring.. AHHAHAHAHHAHA... but of course we all love to look at ginny camwhore right ;p yes yes.. dont deny.. so i shall show you all my camwhore pics! i know la a bit dark.. but i very lazy to brighten can! and this wonderful dun wanna brighten for me brighten for me.. bleks!
hmmmm
my eyebrows very thick hor. maybe i should go pluck it *o*
kissy kiss
sigh...
u know what. i cant take front shots.. @_@ TSK. this is the best i could do... how sad
jess got veyr long tongue yo @_@
poser poser
er.. unintentional.. pic was snapped when the dog came up to lick me and i dont know why my eyes closed also?
i 4got what we were looking at
the car where we had our very farney 5 min turn to half an hour joy ride =D
cute girl....
BUT SHE KEPT THROWING MY HARD WORK OKAY T_T. and she got angry at me earlier on and refused to talk to me because i refused to let her play with the osim chair T_T
wooo..the fire! the ashes turned as they blew up! which is a good thing! hope our wishes come true!!
doggie sits obediently with him T_T but fucks me everytime i go near. cis.. yes ppl.if u have been an avid reader of my wonderful friend wonderful's blog..this is the same dog that came on me "=_=
fire so hot. can die! but we hot also la ;p we know
more dragon ball power! =D
hahaha..fav pic of the day.. funny shot yo!
<3>
with the fire..
hmmm.. dont know what caption to give.. BUT COOL SHOT YO. of course la. i take wan. chiew
20 Feb 07
buffet dinner at marche which wasnt very good U_U but girls get better treatment yo ;p and playing with slow shutter speed and manual configurations WITH A TRIPOD *i love tripods* at Fugz's.
all pics are original and have not been edited in photoshop or anything whatsoever =D hehehehe..
us with the free ice cream we scored =D MUST PAY WAN U KNOW ACTUALLY ;p u try la!
tsk "=_= cw trying to satisfy himself
not enough "=_= he had to come in the cows mouth
bite bite...
pretty bangground yo! =D
hehehhehee... 
2+1 =)
us!
mickey wearing polo ;p
our table? "=_=
Look!!! fugz is pulling a light saber outta his ass!
he died....
<3
my fav pic of the day =D
i know i ugly la.. but damn cute okay the little light thingie at the bottom which was suppose to b a heart but which we failed miserably to make.
glowing inside!
angel me ;p
angel wonderful!
God CW "=_=
dragonball!
look! no hands.. mwhehehehhehe
cw's heart
fugz's
mine
wonderful's. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA.. wtf.. HAHAHAHHA.. u call that a heart yo?! HAHAHHAHAH
ok..i should shut up now. end of post!
Trip Spontan Ke Melaka
hahaha.. 4am. ok.my bro fetch. we go melaka. get up at 830am. so yeap. pretty sudden.
us and mr magician who made sze ye pissed off ;p lol.. funny shit yo
HOT GUY HOT GUY. *dies*
she cant shisha properly.. lol
just us <3
this was after melaka in sze's hse.. hahaha.. i just like this pic
in the tv room stoning..them
..us...
us again =) we love mirrors
dancing?
wtf?
flamingo pose ;p
the pool =D
the house from the back!
poser!
our room =D
mona the pony!
dont remember her name!
she damn tak layan me
but this pic damn cute
us =D i know u all wont get bored wan
me n wonderful. front view
pretty horsey who tak layan us
mona so cute here wei!
she wuvs me the most =D hehehee
us and mona the pony
me and bayi. hahaha.. we're showing how small and how big he is
charlie's angels? and er??
b4 the trip in tesco ;p
our reflections in his glasses!
me n sze ye outside the house
us in the pool! COLD!
me trying to warm up over shisha coals while *patiently* waiting for the shisha pipe!
gin. ivin. wonderful.
me n mr magician. ONCE AGAIN showing how small i am "=_=
gin whos sad cuz shes so short with tall su lin
24.2.07 - Bangsar Village 2 (Marmalade Cafe)
i love love love this place.. check out the bean bags!
i was pretending to sleep
who would have thought that i REALLY fell asleep @_@
their cute logo thingie
wonderful's pink cupcake/muffin
MASHED POTATOES! GOOD ONES!
ian's iced latte
cute father and son =D so sweet yo
my honey latte! LOVE IT!
us and the cute walls!
ian and his 8 po magazine "=_=
inside
me and my cupcake!
chocolate cupcake/muffin!
Japs Homestay
more pics from the homestay
me and hero in our bus.. lol
last day in the school's canteen with my babes
bye bye T_T at KLIA
me and satoru. =) don't have yusuke's pics cuz he used an instant cam T_T
hahah.. we were trying to do a heart cuz it was valentines and all and keegan was suppose to be in the middle.. but in the end we ended up looking like we were doing some crane style kung fu and our crane like ahnds were trying to peck and eat keegan's head up instead which coincidently if u notice keegan's expression. he looks like some evil villain with an evil glint in his eyes. *o*Valentine 07
kissy kiss for my valentine no 1. WONDERFUL WONG
our free desserts! AGAIN!. i tell you ;p rakuzen loves us wei! ok la..only the male managers "=_= cuz the female ones always give me evil eye wan T_T.. hy claims its cuz she was so cute and blur when we ordered desserts that why he gave it to us free but personally i think it's just cause they forgot abt her meal and it came late ;p HAHAHAHA. so bring wonderful to rakuzen cuz something always happens to her which results in free desserts ;p
hahaha..lan c. WTF. and HEHEHEHHEHE
and us. wads wid sams expression *o* ..in case ure wondering.. THEY HAD VALENTINES AT CIAO.. COUGH COUGH... and came over for free desserts "=_=
hahaha..i dont know wtf pose this is ;p but we cute yo!
his meal. DAMN GOOD BEEF WEI
and him looking like he hasnt eaten in days @_@ when in truth its only been a day ma ;p hahaha
HY and mine. cuz she refuses to finish ehr food "=_=
fat me who polished off everyones food cuz neither 1 of them could finish and was still hungry after it =/
the emptyness T_T pouts
my valentines =)
my fav toufu! agedashi toufu!
i look like suet's bf barry here *o*
me and valentine no 1.
my meal =) YUMMYLICIOUS
MY BDAY 07
hahahaha....my bday meal ;p
princess me ;p in reagents toilet
pretty candles
my babies
him =)
mwhwehhehehehe
they surprised me with this on my birthday.. *cough cough* my cake
which turned out to be this!! A PIECE OF CHOCOLATE! lol
camwhoring in reagents female's toilet. yeap. FEMALE toilet
2 cicakman + 1 birthday girl. got a video of the process but im too darn lazy to upload it. so head over to xanga.com/monkeyonkey to see it.. when she uploads it la ;p
uh.. i 4got what we were trying to achieve
this is panda. isnt she cute!
AND THESE PPL are REAL cherry blossoms!
it's either he's sucking my soul out or im sucking his soul out. i have no idea *o*
squid T_T i want also T_T squish squish
erm...
dont we look like poster ppl for some clothing store ;p
panda and me!
goldish whos sooo super manja.
my REAL bday cake ;p but not from the ppl who brought you CHOCOLATE cake. literally "=_=
my <3s - 1
me and my cake.
you know. shes my cousin and shes 11 which is funny because i went clubbing at 12 and i only grew 5 cm since i was 12. @_@
stoner us.
Mid Valley - 20th Feb 07
we had 10 scoops of haagan dazs in total. URGH.
look! lala mui for a day!
huhuhuhuhu.. i was tempted to wear adidas shoes also ;p
3 of us =)
ooooo. i wonder whats in here! oooooooo
58 more minutes to go and i'll be 17 @_@.. gee... 17 @_@.. that sounds.. weird....
im sorry my intentions made u confuse but i dont even know what the hell you're thinking or even talking about.
im sorry you can't deal with the way i am.
i'm sorry i hurt you but don't think you havent hurt me too.
so many things going through my head. so many things you don't know either. who are you really to comment?
what makes you think you're the only one hurting right now?
thanks for making me cry before we're even together.
thanks for the early birthday present.
like i said. you and him arent really that different.
....
16/2/07 - 11.15 p.m.
lol....
and to think..
how stupidly excited i was to see you tonight.
to see you smile when i surprised you with this.
...
things never go the way u want it too..
BUT I MUST RANT ON THE RETARDED-NESS OF THE JUDGES THERE LOR
wah..i didnt get into semi's but i watched some of the semi's and I SWEAR a lot of them weren't even half as good as those who didn't get into it which i think is really unfair..
see..6 contestants in a room.. with 2 judges.. so right picked in random order..so a lot of times.. all the really good ones get stuck together which makes it really unfair cuz they onli take the top ranking ones into the semi's..
anyyywayy.. my judges hor..got PROBLEM WAN LOR...
got 2 rounds... den right..2 judge always give really good results and remarks and for some reason the other 1 will give like DAMN SUPER LOW.. AND AND AND..she will critisize me BY CONTRADICTING wad the other judge said @_@
like like!! 1 judge said i understood my character very well and that i potrayed her very well as well but then the other judge said i DIDNT GET MY CHARACTER and i did everything wrongly @_@ ..like wad da hell...
den den another 1 said i had a lot of actions and my voice n my expressions and feelings were shown very clearly and it was very good..and the other judge said.. i was monotonous and i had no expression @_@ eh.. like wtf wei?!
tsk "=_= and 1 said i sounded too rehearsed.. CHEH.. i know i sounded to perfect.. CHEH... im perfect? CAN?!
hahaha..but i think i did ok ma.. for someone who randomly picked a script like a day before the competition and onli decided to memorise it on the day itself.. so what if i didnt get into semi's..
the judges arent even professionals anyway.. they are just teachers from other school.. bleargh...
but still @_@.. why hah..my comments so contradicting wan ah @_@... VERY THE WEIRD RIGHT
i was so tired..i dozed off a couple of times while standing under the shower just now "=_= ...
tsk..and im doomed for the SEA thing..haha..no ppl..im still scriptless.. HAHAHAH...
anyway.. going out soon.. no time to blog.. shall just post some of my fav pics of the past week
and guess what!!
im not coughing wei! well for the moment la...
AND THE THING OF ALL THINGS THAT CURED IT...
.....
jeng
jeng
jeng
....
was
MELON
SHISHA!!!
damn unbelievable right!! lol
throw rocks at them...
heh...
i realised everything seems to be happening in 1 shot "=_= relationships. me getting minor bronchitis when ive got a public speaking comp coming up in less den a week. oh yes. i still have NOTHING. absolutely ZILCH. everyone is telling me that suddenly SUPER DUPER A LOT OF SCHOOL WORK. japs coming on friday. ppl i love around me getting emotional. MY DOGS BEING EMO @_@. like wtf right? but yes. my dogs r being very emo for some weird reason. lack of cash. bday's coming up. valentines coming up. just so so so so many things.
argh.my heads gonna explode.
i want to dig a hole and hide myself in there till everything blows over.
and it hurts.
but i think i did the right thing.
*i love you*
U SEE LA U ALL! SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE IN FRONT OF ME!! cis.. told u im gonna die 1st adi "=_=
sigh.. wonder if i'll b okay for the SEA forensics thing next week. speaking of which i havent even decided on the script yet. feel like writing my own emo wan..but damn scared i cry like giler in front of eveyrbody *o* damn ish wei...
oh to love you to love you not
it makes no difference
it's all that i've got
and there's no reason for you to watch
while i wait for you to be perfect
perfectly late
oh to have not or to have
you swear on your life it's out of your hands
and there's no peace for the one you left here
oh you've perfectly no idea
that this never ends
and time and time again
i lose everything
it's funny how it never changes
i'm wrapped around your finger
love's gentle but love's unkind
you're lost for words and i'm out of time
and there's no comfort that calls me to stay
when your perfect excuses are perfectly made
oh this never ends
and time and time again
i lose everything
it's funny how it never changes
i'm wrapped around your finger
time and time again
i lose everythingit's funny
but you'll never change
i'm wrapped around your finger
oh to love you to love you not
it makes no difference
it's all that i've got
and there's no comfort that calls me to stay
oh you're perfect
time and time again
i lose everything
it's funny how it never changes
i'm wrapped around your finger
do i go left?
do i go right?
either way my tears will flow...
flow like a rivers never ending stream...
so do i go left?
or do i go right?
or should i just walk straight ahead.
hurt myself deeper.
that i ever thought i could.
she is coughing and blowing her nose like an elephant
tsk...
she is also a very confused kid...
who cant seem to make her decision on what she really wants..
sigh....
she will come back to blog when shes better.
U_U
might close this down =/
heh...
Oh and if my layout is wonky on your browser its probabaly because your browsers old "=_= go update it.
I suffer from a bipolar disorder and can feel extreme happiness and sadness in the most disturbing of manner. Manic depressive some often call me or "emo girl" for short.
But who am i really?
That girl on the street you thought was hot or perhaps that girl you laughed at the day before.
What you see is your perception of me but what you know is something that even i find much a mystery.
Yes that is me in the picture and yes that is a pink cigarette i'm holding but no i'm not a smoker. But believe what you may for doubts will inevitably be existant.
