uurgghh.. yesterday was an emotional night for me T_T... bryan left... T_T...
no more harry potter going into maisons..
no more OH MY GAWD GINNY!
no more.. hehehehe.. space cakesss ahh..
no more come ginny! what you wanna eat!
no more ppl to eat expensive food with because he's one of the only ones i know who really enjoys food and is willing to pay for it..
no more random gigglings
no more critisizing of food
no more listening to the phrase KUKU ZAKURA LA!! confirm got free desserts wan!!
no more.. so many things..
no more bryan T_T...
oh my gawd..i cried like a cow yesterday.. i swear it was the 1st time i ever cried so much in an air port.. I HAVE NEVER EVER CRIED LIKE THAT...
even when my bro and sister left i was just whatever.. okkkkayyy.. byeeeee.. buy me stuff.. and that's that! not a single tear.. and yesterday it wasnt just a single tear it was bucketful of tears!! i cried before i reached. i cried when i reached. i wanted to cry when i saw him. i cried when he hugged me. i cried when he walked down the escalator. i cried when he dissapeared. i cried in the car back. and i cried again at home T_T...
i'm gonna miss him T_T...
come back quick!!
i have more pics but i havent got them from other people yet T_T so i onli have these 3.. T_T.. *pouts* ....we should have camwhored more on thursday and yesterday T_T.. sigh...
i miss him already T_T...
oh god @_@..
i think im going to cry again....
it was good wei!! watch it watch it... although the ending a bit *blink blink* but still it was a good show la...
and it had quite a fair share of nudity *o* the red head at the beginning has really nice boobs *o* her nipples very cute *o* ... and her collarbone.. wah... *o* ... i also want to touch her...
ok.. shut up ginny.. nobody wants to know that.. or doooo theyyy *raise eyebrow*
annyyyhoowww... went back to bukit segar and camwhore with the tripod yo!! mwahhahaha..i love the tripod.. and i was a car model for a day ;p LOL.. well.. night...this my dear friends is what sad and bored ppl do.. i would post some pics up.. but unfortunately the boy's working and hence ... i am pictureless U_U .. sighhhsss...
finally went to school today after a week.. sanfuuuu mannn.. no tissue paper to use.. my nose was all ewwww..and sticky..and..ewww... i think the whole class can hear all my sucking in snot sound.... HUR HUR HUR...
gosh..i feel so tired... @_@ so not used to school...
countdown!!
21 days to perhentian with my booooosssssss ... its boos ok not boss "=_= .... cant wait cant wait ..omg wei..im damn excited... mwahahha.. bring shisha along =3 shisha on the beach! COOL WEI... ahhh...the beaccchhh.. arghhhh!! BIKINI. SUN. SAND. Love all around yo!
muacks! ginny is happy =)
no cuppacakes for her today T_T..
sigh..
oh well...
FOR BRYAN!!
cis...
when you come back from sydney..
you better cook me dinner >=(
.....
BECAUSE I SACRIFICED
CUPPACAKES
FOR
YOU!!
heh...
and eveyrthing feels like its moving.. i sit still and stare at a spot and it feels like im in a ship and the everything is just moving like there's waves....
cruds....
i want cheese nan....
IM REALLY SICK OKAY..my sinus came back.. mahai ah..my snot damn fucked up man.. ITS LIKE NOT ONLY MUCOUSY.. SOME OF IT LIKE BECOME SOLID.. LIKE NTO SMALL SMALL BITS.. BUT BIG BIG BITS.. ok..
im being disgusting now.. so i should just shut up...
pics from last week =D..
Loft@Zouk - 22 March 07
yesss..it's a thurssdayyy.. i should b in maiisoonnss.. yesss.. i was in maisons.. but i went over to zouk since Van was playing.. CAN? support friend cannot is it now.. cheh...hahaha.. sorry ya.. a bit hyper now.. dont know why..
why got kelefeh there wan TT
kisssesss foorr meee.. lalallaa.. none foorr youuu ;p
tsk.. he's an even bigger camwhore than i am ;p
inside loft...
my hahaha wtf face
hahah..we both look pretty ew.. but the lighting veyr nice leh this pic.. so huhuhuInternational Food Fiesta @ SSG - 24 March 07
i had a fever..a sore throat.. and still i insisted on being super woman and went anyway.. I.. NEARLY.. DIED... UNDER.. THE.. HEAT.. and i coudlnt eat a lot of things T_T.. sighy... so my 50 bucks were distributed to him and wonderful who bought a lot of fried ice cream "=_= who ate it in front of me continuously who could not eat it.. dammit..
more pics but havent receive from my babies yet U_U.. OI PPL.. ONLINE CAN?!
ears stolen off emily.. EMMMZZz.. I WAnnnNTTTTT...
me and esstellaa.. she so big adi *o*.. it seemed like just yestereday she was still small and tiny and could fit nicely on my lap
the 3 of us
something about wonderful being on the wrong side or something "=_=
he's giving me that wtf she trying to do look
finally he layan a bit..
hahha..i love taking pics like this ;p so cute ya ;p
Bryans Farewell Dinner @ Gu Yue Tin, Chulan Square - 24 March 07
yeapsss... so i finally get to eat here!! Muacks to Bryan for keeping his word ;p lol.. food was good.unfortunately i was still pretty sick and hence i could not enjoy it much.. and my fav ppl like hamster was at the other table T_T... so poor me got stuck at quite a stressful place... far far away from my clowns T_T.. but i got to drag aaron wid me.. HEHE ;p... thanks *hugs*
after dinner went to FireBall with Bryan for a while and off to squares but was too sick in squares so pics only up to fireball.
the table setting
my boy bryan =D .. gonna miss him *sniff sniff*
and my forever sayang me the most *cough cough* aaron AKA BRUCE LEE! =D
Bryan and... i dont know who they are.. his god sister or something @_@.. HOW I KNOW LA..
1 of my fav dish that night =D fried oysters with salad prawn.. and they even had strawberries at the bottom!! YUMMY! and i tell u hor! THE OYSTERS HOR! ORGASMIC SHIT WEI!!.. its all crispy and tasty outside and you bite in warmm andd juiiicyy and sooffttt.. OMG.. i want more T_T oh yes..i 4got to take pics of the food so i only have this..which is lucky since it's 1 of my favs.. HEHE
my fav DJ =D Loons! *runs from ernest and cheng boon*
my favourite foosers =D *lup them lots*
Gin and her favoure foosers
for some reason i really like this pic .. looks very advertisement feel @_@ cant u imagine the caption there on the top right or even the bottom right... SO ADVERT FEEL RIGHT
haha..too bad bryan's 1 not as nice
hsi shirt blend in very well lor *o* veyr nice to take his pics
concentrating...
i was helping my school's debate team correct their speeches and also trying to point out some flaws in them.. when i started thinking about...
......
me....
and...
my....
extremely...
rojak...
malaysianised...
english..
"=_=...
howw laaaa.. why laa like that... last time where got like that wan.. i used to speak and write in actual proper english with big vocabulary but heck.. now i can barely even spell stuff and i no longer remember big words T_T...
unless they are somehow related to sex as we all know i am after all the kinky pink biatch ;p
i know this all sounds oh so familiar because i rant about this quite oftenly especially in the past 2 yrs... and then i go on about how im going to start typing my blog in full blown proper english but never actually getting to it and how im going to stop talking with that chinese malaysian rojak slang ive developed over the past 3 years...
which instead has become even more corrupted than the last time i touched on this subject U_U... but strangly enough.. i just cant really imagine me being that english educated kid i used to be....
in the past people always commented that i lived in some US or something and that i was probabaly mixed because of the way i spoke and also the fact that i had freckles and i was really really fair..
but noooww T_T... im like this cinapek woman man... not that i want to be called english or anything la... but like... i can't even write anymore...
and there's this thingie in school going on where u submit a story and if its published you get paid 100 bucks a story and like i really really need money right now but i think im going to end up writing everything in either OVERLY simplified english or there will be the strange hint of chinese slang somewhere in it...
bah... im quite foggy right now and i can't exactly think straight so i dont really know what im talking about... @_@...
bah
humbug!!
STOP SPEAKING CANTONESE TO ME!!
ENGLISH PEOPLE..
ENGLISH!!
poor wonderful.. hahaha..didnt know tuition was cancled..
cough cough..
had a pretty fun night on thursday despite the fact i was damnn siickkk *o* and i finally got to wear my corset out.. mwahhahahhahaha... but now lazy to upload pics.. later laaaa..
went to loft, zouk to support dj van =D...... not bad wei his music.. next time he spinning u all must go okay >=p because i say so.. cough cough..
friday... didnt do much.. or my brains not really functioning cuz i cant remember much @_@...
yesterday was ssg's iff which was just ok.. last yr was better =/ ... den later in the evening it was bryans farewell dinner at gu yue tin =D ... gonna miss him loadddss weiii.. thinking abt it also wanna cry adi T_T... cis...
lol..i made him brownies..i tot he was gonna cut at the dinner but the greedy pig took the whole thing home *o*... after dinner followed him to fireball in connought for a while..
den i went to squares to meet up with my babes .. *i heart them* den went over to fugz's to stone for a while.. and hommeee.. wah.. sick like hell man me...
and here i am now stoning.. k la..im gonna go entertain wonderful.. bai bai. pics later
HAHAHHAHAHHA...
why u all ask!!
well.. be JEALOUS...
because...
JENG
JENG
JENG....
I MET...
the one and only....
DJ DOM!!!!
WHO...
IS...
FUCKING...
ABSOLUTELY...
HOt...
IN FACT..
SO HOT...
I NEARLY DIED
@_@
and who says volunteer work is bad ;p
anyywayyy!.. another picture heavy post!! lol
Lee Hom Concert - March 4 07
dont we look like we just showered...
she looks cute from the top ma. not cute meh!. betty boop ;p hahaa
us =D missing emz. BTW EMZ. IM STILL WAITING FOR OUR PICS *cough cough*
SUPER CUTE RIGHT!! she insist ugly "=_= her okay. i know i look damn fat here..
i like doing this to my face @_@ hahaha.. pictures usually turn out good
im so sad... i dont have VVIP tickets..
ah it was so dark fugz played with the cam and TADA!! without flash and still a bright picture. pretty cool yo!
and the boi who taught us all the things you could do with our normal cute little cameras.. well.. mine isnt usable seeing ian threw it when i refused to give him money to see this girl once... and he said he would buy me a new 1 which he never did either
the stage!
lee hom =D sighhh *hearts*
very pretty stage *o*
after the concert. i went on the stage T_T actually the ppl there said okay. den i go up adi suddenly 1 guy shoot @_@ wtf wei. the whole stage let me up u 1 person there shoot us. go die la.
its a bird! its a plane! NOOOO!! it's.... a LEE HOM SIGN!
i like this pic =D
a little blurry but still a good pic
fan girl pose!
i dont know the point of this picture.@ Marmalade - 11 March 07
me and sze ye. my fav pic of the day =D
mah hot chocolate and ze boi =D
my salad and my hot chocolate! hot chocolate was good! salad...was just ok
couldnt finish it =/
enjoying her mini cheeseburger. I SWEAR ITS INSTANT LOVE!!
another pic that i really like!
this 1's even better! the lighting was just so perfect!
look ;p the sun shines on me.. all hail PRINCESS GINNY!. mwahahahhaa
alfin and me.. tsk.. acting lanc
mini cupcakes!! a lot tastier and addictive than the big ones
im a camwhore. so sue me
skate park in damansara.. he was saying something abt the skaters or possibly abt fugz who was skating.. but the camera was just soo much more interesting ;pJessie's Bday at Squares, Hartamas -14 March 07
i just like the effect of this picture
fav couple no 1 =D
daniel the weirdo ;p hahahah. *runs and hides*
the girls. rarw
and the birthday cake... ooo..chocolatey!
the beaaaoootiful people of the night =D hahaha.. yes.. the lady on the bottom right is the shisha lady..shes a sweet heart yo
us and strawberries... yummm
i look like im about to hump the birthday girl.. mwahahhahahaha
shisha shisha... i wonder what besar besarx 10 is doing with her face ;p
me and panda choc! have pictures of the chocies.. but havent uploaded yet U_U
me and the birthday girl! MUACKS! love you babe!
Jessies birthday drinking session @ Barblonde - 17 March 07
birthday girl opening her presents! oooo.. lingerie ;p
my love loves
besar besar x10 and her boo. arent they adorable! fav couple no 2! *hugs*
the love =D
and the beeoootiful people who made the night wonderful. EH! where's daniel boo? *o*
ahhh! here he is =D
the guys =D so hot hor ;p
birthday girl and her baby =D devil+angel
bunny+ vixen... wooooo
the chicks =D
im suppose to be seducing him...as he is so pure and stuff
BUT IM THE 1 WHO ENDED UP LIKE THIS... like the oracle in 300 hor ;p lolz
my wings.. cool shit yea!! thanks to cheesie/ringo =D
us in our cup ;p
ooooo..mroe people wants to come into the cup.. but why got kelefeh at the back?
ahh.. one of my fav pics of the night =D
they just had to be in the cup "=_=
bunnies in a cup
hmmmmm
okay!
what you looking at "=_=
outside maisons ;p hahaa. we went parading around heritage remember ;p
and baby cheryl wanted to be an angel ;p lolz
me and cutie lisshhaaaa
and her very drunk bf arch "=_=
u can tell how drunk he is from this picture "=_= eh but quite cool ya. he so far away but the angel is just right taht it looks like hes licking her face!
with i dont know who but he insisted he wanted to camwhore too.
=)
thanks for always being there for me.
i hope you know you mean the world to me
*hugs*
"and there's this quote from 'the mexican' (according to -)... 'when you are both deeply in love with each other, but the relationship is getting too hard... when do you give up?'
... the answer is never.
because when you truly love someone, you keep trying and trying. and differences fade, and you learn to accept one another for who they truly are. put it this way - let's put a girl and a guy on a stranded island together. they'll be together in no time at all.
that's human, and that's life."
got this off alea's blog.. and i dont know......... heh....
anyway..scroll down and the left side off the music 1st. or everythings gonna mess up pretty badly.
the 1st page of the scrapbook
the 2nd page.. and theres the 3rd where i've only done halfway and never actually got any further than..lol.. quite funny i guess seeing the amount of things ive bought just for this scrapbook
long island tea. courtesy of my darling hamster =) @ maisons
shisha session on my birthday... "im sucking your soul"
lying on the grass in dataran merdeka at 2-3am in the morning.
@luna bar
still at luna bar
high @ luna bar
in the corean's hotel when they were down in KL
colouring our duck boy @ chilis. my colouring still 10x nicer than yours
the love bite on new yr's eve 07 so you could show that girl ;p
new yr's eve@ la maisons
finally. a picture on the bed!
u made me cry on sam n sze's birthday @ bangles. but u made it up to me and took me out for a walk around their garden and did this =).
our "special tees"
My LATE Christmas Dinner@Rakuzen 06
i dont remember how this happened
i wanted to take a pic but all you wanted to do was eat "=_=
and after rakuzen. tiffin bay it was!
squished purple
late x-mas kiss!
Melaka 06 Rave
when i still had my purple top on before u got drunk and decided to pull it off "=_=
hence the missing purple top.
after the rave in our hotel
photogrophy by klubbers.net
@ the gambling cruise. this was apparently your favourtire picture. and im not sure why
i just like this picture
this time with sam
@ Carcosa Seri Negara for afternoon tea with my family =) fruit cake sucks yo. lol.
@ Zoo Negara. us with your "family" ;p
outside
@ your father's wedding where you had apparently already dumped me for the other "her" but yet at the wedding u let everyone congratulate you on having me and letting them call me your gf and insisting to the photographer that we have our picture taken because i was important
us with them =)
i dont remember why i bought it. i just though it was so perfect and i couldnt resist. i wonder if you still have it.
Your birthday present @ Bali 06
in the pool.
us in our "rumah gembira"
us at the spa. and you know how i hate massages. im so nice.
before we had to leave. our last walk on the beach
that was our feet. and now its our top. i never noticed we were wearing matching tops @_@. but it was pure coincidence. it's pretty funny if you think abt all the coincidences we have had. even us getting together was pure coincidence.
you trying to act lanc in our "rumah gembira"
playing in the pool on our last day. heheh. if it wasnt for me ;p who insisted we swim instead of just wait around. we wouldnt have this pictures right now
you trying to ber lan c me because i cant do a 3 pointer. BUT NEITHER COULD YOU!
i always wanted a picture with the sunset. and a beautifful sunset it was
i absolutely love this.
us @ club maccaroni where we stole many of their match sticks
us on the beach before the sunset
our little turtle
us still at the spa
close up @ the beach
the background changes with us!
muacks. and the sun is behind now =D
the perfect sunset we watched together. where we just sat there and kissed. if only we had a picture.
us on the plane when we just arrived @ Bali
our matching slippers!
kisses
turtles are love.
you could only catch this turtle ;p you couldnt get the big ass one
swimming @ KLGCC
why i look so fat wan
you looked so young then
i love this pic
naughty boy. where are your eyes at
Dexter, Vvens. Me and You @ Aquaria KLCC
oh. like that la now! now you lvoe fishes more than me la!
before the prom @ your house
i like pictures like this.
us with our fav DJ.
before clubbing after the prom
this is a cool pic! a pic of us being photographed by my fav photographer Kevin Han!
us being childishly stupid @ Toys R Us in MV.
@ my hse when we just started as a couple
outside MV. such a dreamy feel
at your hse.
X-mas 05 @ MV
AFTER MY CHICKEN POX! THE HORROR.
when we were apparently broken up as well and we went leisure mall. and there was this bus right outside and the curious us went on board and they gave us a free picture. it looks like we're on holiday somewhere.
bite you for ignoring me
your birthday. where apparently your bday wish doesnt mean shit now.
your birthday dinner @ Shangri La's Lemon Trea Cafe.
our matching sweaters.
pink us!
i dont know what you were trying to pull "=_= but you look ugly ;p
vampiry! after my seventeen magazine photoshoot
@ Petro Sains in KLCC
watching some 3D cartoon.
in my hse also somewhere at the start of our relationship
in chee june's hse where Lee Gold decided to tangle us up
the 1st time i met your extended family because i had a stomachache and needed to poo reallly really badly so we stoped at your grandparents house where we ended up having dinner =)
we broke up. i was angry at you but for some reason i still agreed to go out with you. you insisted on taking a picture and i was trying to act angry but i couldnt do it and ended up laughing so i decided to cover my face instead.
also at the beginning of our relationship @ KLCC
@ Chee June's hse where i made you fake boobs
you being greedy at your bday dinner
you and your dumb faces "=_=
Chee June's hse
our 1st outing with your family.
where you wrote this in toys r us
one day we broke up. and i was so sad that i started editing our pictures. this was one of my favs
our rings
look how cute we used to look
this had always been our favourite. no idea why thou.
@ Cyber View Lodge, Cyberjaya for Vday 06
we took like 6 pics before i was finally satisfied with the backgroud. hence your expression and also the fact the water was cold and i forced you in anyway
the view. its just so pretty. we had always talked about going there again. but never did get the chance.
20th April. the 1st time you brought me 2 tiffin bay. at the beginning you refused to let me follow along because it was someones bday and SOME ONE was going to be there. but i insisted and we fought and you finally brought me along. at the beginning it was shit between us but finally things got better when we were at tiffin where we danced and i didnt want to go home.
another break up picture. we went to watch frankenstein in lvoe with my bro and his gf. my bro had bought the tickets earlier on before we broke up. but since the ticket was already bought i forced you to go anyway. i refused to touch you that day. but u too advantage of me BY USING THE CAMERA! which was pretty funny.
us waiting for our ice cream @ Haagan Dazs. we were at the break up yet together stage...
finally our ice cream!
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last year i had this sent to you as our anniversary present because i was away in Melbourne. told you to keep a few for me but you didnt >=( and i didnt get to try it.
sze ye was insisting that her camera was clearer than mine and this picture appeared just because she wanted to compare cameras
not very long ago for that matter.. @ Times Square.
Chinese New Yr 05 on the way to Jiy Ni's hse.. i know i look damn fat but i like this pic a lot.
@ Cameron Highlands 06. Where u told the whole world that you never wanted to get back with me and you hated me but you were being forced to go Cameron with me... but it went on pretty well.. eventhough i cried in the hotel because i could feel a presence there AND YOU JUST KEPT FALLING BACK ASLEEP which i lay there hugging you in a paranoid state
you nearly scared me shitless because you leaned on me and i nearly fell over onto the cactuses
us @ Chilis for happy hour. the 1st time i had dtrawberry daiquiry and loved it. also broken up. and we were both emo for some reason so we drank and drank until we were both pretty high.
i made cupcakes for VVens bday and i had some left over so i decorated them for you =)
in chee June's hse again
i wanted to go swimming..
but we ended up camwhoring "=_=
i jsut got back from Corea with my new ears!
and you tried to bite them off T_T
i scanned this pic because we looked a like @_@
and we looked alike in this one as well
we broke up. i forced you to take this sticker picture with me. and in the end it turned out pretty well. eventhought we broke up a few days before "=_=
one of my favs
i still dont know what the point of this post was.. i just felt like doing it.. sigh.. i dont know... i just want to break down and cry.
just didnt have the energy to get myself out of bed today despite the fact i went to sleep at 9 pm.. yes people.. 9pm... and i didnt really wake up after that either
1 minute i hate his guts.. and the next im missing him all over again... thoughts and images just flick through my mind and repeats of monday just keep playing over and over again in my head
"you don't feel i kiss you with a lot of love wan meh? i kiss her very normal feel. quite uncomfortable actually and just normal. but when i kiss you. i really kiss you with all my love wan lor. you cannot feel wan meh. you cannot feel meh on monday? i only kiss you like that wan lor"
and fact is. i felt it all right. because i hadn't felt that in a really long time... that kiss brought back memories of so many things... from our 1st kiss to that night on 10th may 2005 where we thought that would be our last night together... to little kisses in bali on the beach where we both cried when we were going home because we just didn't want to leave... or that time on new yr's eve this year... where you kissed me so hard for the world to see just to prove to me that you loved me and not her.. and even shouted it out for everyone to here despite the fact she was drunk and crying sitting right there next to us...
or those times that we danced in the dark of your room to the times we've just sat in the car in silence.. hand in hand with love songs playing in the background.. and every one in a while no words would pass but a glance to my right and a glance to your left.. and a smile would linger on....
i can't help but wonder if all these things ever meant anything to you or if they still even do.. because on this day.. i can't help butreminiscent and cry over it and wonder.. if you'd ever be the same with her...
but one thing that keeps me happy... shes an aqaurius like me.. and your words of
"wah mahai! i tell you ah! the things she say ah! really like you wan man!! and if im not wrong. shes an aquarius like you also!"
@_@
every word that comes out of your mouth...
so predictable.. so much the same...
that it's amazing you still don't realise it...
or maybe you do.
people say the people you hang out with influences you.
and it does.
lol.. i've watched you swicth friends constantly..
and every different friend makes you different as well.
but yet.. all still so very predictable.
i wonder what ever happened to..
i feel so bad about everything.
i want to change.
im going to start going to college. i swear.
i dont want to be a dissapointment to you or my family anymore.
i dont want to be the rubbish person i am ...
i want to make something out of myself..
but look what you're doing to yourself now...
i wonder if you'll ever really wake up...
-BabyGinz-