Life's Bittersweet Simplicities.

Friday, June 29, 2007

and soooo....

i couldnt stay away from the com after all.... u_u

anyway here's a short picture post..

but then again "=_=...most of my post lately are all picture post.. sigh... hence the lack of vocabulary and writing skill.. I AM BECOMING USELESS... then again.. quite possibly i already am useless *O*... tsk.. shut up ginny.

stop staring at my weird chicken pox scar and my double chin okay. i know its a damn bad angle of me but my babys juusttt soooo cutttee *O*

kissy kiss from the strange fishy hybrid =D

gin and two-two

again!

and a close up of the star of the post =D

my baby Two-two who seems to be getting fatter every day "=_= ...

why do i overfeed all my babies *O*...

including myself.. GARHHH GARHHH!!!

toodles ;p

-BabyGinz-

will be extremely busy for the next few days. may not be able to update my blog.

just so you all know if i havent been updating. no.
im not entirely dead..

YET.

till then.

ta!

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, June 28, 2007

9th June 07 @ UV Nation, 1U

hahha.ha..and finally pictures from the rave.. not much thou.. wasn't really in a picture taking mood...

first we had dinner with van..well or snacked with van at chillis. and i found a new drink i like =D

this =D

i dont know why people say it's bitter @_@ because i think it's sweet and i like it =D.. that green thing at the back on the other hand..

omfg. puke worthy.

i hate celery with a passion.

white people

we were actually waiting for van to come out of the toilet..

but while camwhoring we were unaware that he had been standing there waiting for us for about 5 minutes @_@

glow sticks.

me like.

hahha..more scary pictures of us.

benny benassi? maybe? i dont know. i forgot.

scary me *o*

UV-ed him

mwahhahaa..the mall is ours! mwahhahahaha

i dont know how the effect of this picture happened but i think its damn cool.

im still a kid!

5 girls and a boy.

18th february babies!

ps. miss su an. can i have our pic please. thanks.

-BabyGinz-

*o* so who has been searching chee weng on google @_@

ive got 6 hits on his name on my site "=_=...

owh fuck. my brain hurts.

-BabyGinz-

do you ever get that feeling where you're pushed and pressured so much that you feel like you're just absolutely going to burst..

and the moment someone screams at you again you just want to take that shiny sharp knife and press it against the inside of your wrist and drag it along...

yeah well..

it's been a while since that happened..

and it's been happening a lot lately...

i can't stand being in this house much longer..

-BabyGinz-

numbness seeps through my entire body.

lifeless and tired i am.

so much work to do.

more photoshoots? ....

fuck it.

but i really need the money.

sigh.

there's so many things i want to say but nothing seems to come out. everything feels mundane and all i want now is for you to be by my side.

i miss you baby.

and lonelyness cries.

but thanks a lot of miss wonderful wong for helping me with my art folio today. muacks.

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

am in a hideously foul mood right now.

try wanting to sleep and finally falling asleep and then having the same person call you 5-6 FUCKING TIMES every 1-2 minutes asking the most stupid things despite you already answering them.

FUCK IT.

now im having a pounding headache and my whole body is bloody tired.

how the fuck am i going to do my art now?...

-BabyGinz-

Perhentian- Day 3 (23rd APril 07)

hahaha..and finally the last day of perhentian pictures. wad man. i know im slow. but i overload my blog with pictures you all also sien of seeing my face la.. no meh...

cheh...

back on shore in peninsular malaysia T_T... so sad

BUT DAMN!.

my complexion looks fucking good here...

no photoshot.

to bad my skins fucked now...

groupie

sunkissed skin or rather sun burnt skin

my back looks damn ncie in this pic ;p dont believe me arh.. enlarge enlarge.. HEHE

i love the sea.

helloooo

run run. i like to run.

BLEKS

being lazy and sun tanning

hahaha..a flat picture of me.

love this.

sun.sea.sand.

= love

oooo....

hahaha..too hot adi. need to sit in water 1st

hes trying to prove how shallow the water is "=_=

i love the way he looks in this =3..

my cheeky baby

rabbit tooth

love love

meet my ninja turtle

and his partner.

if u enlarge this pic.

you will notice how fucking funny it is.

the sorhai pic

damn scary. cam nearly drop in water

CAN U SEE THE DIFFERENT TONES OF MY SKIN

OMFG...

i think this is a cool pic =3

camwhoring den got dead man behind me

"=_=

but he suddenly became superman

meet the crab i nearly stepped on *O*

ARGH. the sun so hot!

looks like hes trying to catch some fishes. and another flat pic of me *O*

dont know what superhero this time

the tragic story.

of our precious red bottle.

the demise of out home made shisha sessions T_T

time to leave U_U

some cute thing we found

omfg. check out the price wei!

and u see! tea tarik. oh teh tarik same price as cappucino!! so wrong-ded

a persons best friend when being harassed by mosquitos

sleepy gin.

with her sleepy face

gawd. i miss perhentian.

green tau fu fa @_@

and i started smoking!

hahaha..not..

the bottles. T_T...

dont even ask "=_=

cool shirt

arch being arch

the moon

bye bye perhentian!

-BabyGinz-

that's weird..i had another post but it dissapeared.

it went something like this

4.53am.

am still here in hugh's place.

dying.

so many things to do.

so little time.

well.

looks like im not going to school again.

-BabyGinz-

the clock on hugh's computer reads 1.56 am now.

and time continues to tick by as my headache pounds on the right side of my head and my eye twitches with it.

so much to do.

so little time.

and this fucking pounding ain't helping out big time.

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, June 24, 2007

22 June 07

from midnight all the way to the next night yo =D

whats that furry little thing on my lap *O*

wonder what it could be...

hmmmm

well.....

it's my anniversary present from baby =D

meet Two-two (pronounced tutu) the guinea pig!!

isnt he a cutie..

yahla i know dark.. what to do...

Two-two watching the road

zoom zoom..

aint this a cool pic.. nyahahhaa.. guinea pig in turbo car =D

just chilling

after that off to maisons it was..

so fucking crowded i refused to go in again after the first time ..

not even when people asked me to dance

so i stayed out and had graveyard n bicardi limon

which btw is not my fav alcoholic drink...

of course i still love baileys.. *O*

btw im referring to bicardi limon not graveyard...

but graveyard actually quite nice also...

ok..i shut up now...

gin n danny boy

i think i over brightened this pic.. hahahhaa

went home slept for a while and up we get for my shoot at seventeen magazine..

baby was so tired he fell asleep there...

but i love this pic...

nice no?

here comes artificial me to kacau...

i actually forgot to take pics of the dress i was modelling which was a pretty ncie dress too!!

yeesh...

oh well..

wait for the september issue =D

after the shoot..the guard had babys ic but he was nowhere to be found so what else but to camwhore!

check out how pink my nails are... like seriously.. BUT I LVOE THE COLOUR WEI.. enlarge to see how ncie the colour is...

hahaha..remember this pose ;p

why am i raising an eyebrow? @_@

winnnndddd + artificial me.

reflective glass =D

me likey

hmmm

this pic would b perfect if the guard hadn't decided to show up "=_=

big headed artificial me

weirded pose..

baby =D

dont u just love the colours of my nails!!

sadly..i had to remove them for my exam today U_U sigh... must go find it again!

my nails and patrick!

baby and patrick!

after that went to pick up my present for baby

which he totally didnt know about..

hohohoh...

i am the master of surprises...

i sent him in telling him i had a stomachache and so he went in to get it like he always does...

but this time....

it said...

NYAHAHHAHAHA... cute aint it

den home it was again to change =D

after setting up two-twos cage properly.. its actually 2 hamster cages in my rabbits old cage.. lolz...

bigger mar..

looks damn canggih right

i think i look like shin chan in this picture

on the way to maisons for babys dance competition

the tag which he failed to read until i pointed it out "=_=

fugz. gin. wonderful. chicken pie.

this a weird pic but we have no other...

over exposed us ;p

this is a nice pic too.. after the competition they were just breakdancing and shuffling

and OMFG ive never seen such chun moves in my life!!!

and fugz was like breakdancing as well..and like WHOA!.. nobody knew he could even do that.. then again "=_=

neither did he...

he claimed it was the alcohol... he had 9 shots "=_=

damn giler scary pic of us.. looks like some ghost is sucking out souls out and we're getting older...

after that we took a detour to curve to meet some people in mystique for a while...

baby and his cuppcakes

with a kiss from me!

later on we went to friendster cafe instead! not bad wor!

i want to eat T_T

faker "=_=

opening *O*

close up!

this was my favourite one! hehee.. damn cute

exclamation mark!

chicken pie looking weird @_@

and a kiss from wonderful wong

and they played around and made this "=_=

i dont know "=_=

close up of my favourite design!

and chicken pie decided to stick a heart on his face *O*

and finally the weird appetizer @_@

some frozen thingie...

baby said it's not bad..

but theres only one so we didnt try it..

well.. taht was my anniversary =D

bye bye.

off to dinner soon.

-BabyGinz-

im baby's house now.. got conned "=_=

me : where we going?

him : the curve =3

later...

outside his house...

me : er... what are we doing here? @_@

him : i also dont know?

NOT VERY LONG AFTER...

him : come baby. move room.

JENG JENG JENG.. i was brought here to do work "=_= .. not that im doing any.. but JENG JENG JENG..

and i screwed up my ESOL oral.. tsk.. hailat.com..

i wanna post piicss!!! but no picsss here to post *O*

-BabyGinz-

Saturday, June 23, 2007

tsk.. i technicallt got last in class...

U_U..

i only did 10 subjects but my marks got divided by 11..

wuwuwuw..

lots of things happened the past few days i didnt blog ;p

dead tired now

maybe later

ciaoz

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, June 21, 2007

today feels like a rather unproductive day.

no mood to do anything but lie down on the bed and stone.

besides an interview later.

i feel quite lazy to do anything else.

on another note.

i think i cursed us with the previous post on us not having a fight @_@.

because i feel one about to happen.

tsk.

one day before our anniversary.

AGAIN.

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

4-5 June 07

well.. only the first 2 pictures are actually from the fourth. lol

the rest are on the 5th at my house after kidnapping sze ye the night before *O*

salad. i like salad. do you like salad?

prawn maccaroni and cheese. yummmmm

baking sessions.. babi.. go and camwhore instead...

because i ran out of caster sugar T_T i had to result to doing this T_T she sheer terror of it all...

cookies in the oven..

miko the grandmother. okay. so she doesnt have kids but shes old enough to be a grandmother wei. serious wan.

but damn cute right.

of course.

just like the owner..

BWAHAHHAHAHA

opps.. sendiri camwhore.. hahahaha

out of the oven... dont comment on my tiny top la. comfortable can?

see i told you she's cute..and like the owner.

a camwhore U_U

icing time!

for him =)

the amount of cookies we made @_@. so much can die.

for him =D

sze ye's collection of names "=_=

sze ye being a camwhore *O* got more pics but i like this the most.. AND THATS MY SHIRT i just realised "+_+

anyway im going to be damnnnn busy the next few days so i wont be updating as regularly.. I THINK.. @_@... interview tomorrow and i NEED TO DO MY ART @_@....

photoshoot on friday and fugz competition in maisons...

working at japan GT on sat

oral exam on sunday and maybe go disturb at japan GT ;p

and then see how la after that.. HUHUH

ciaoz

-BabyGinz-

omg..so funny... finally watched it..

Human Tetris - video powered by Metacafe

-BabyGinz-

omgwtfbbq.. come to school for fucks man... freeze to death only @_@...

damn giler cold today.. dont know if it's me or it's memang damn cold.. sleepy like heck summoh... WUUWUWUWUWU...

cis... now having com class.. but need to do something "=_=

bleks...

-BabyGinz-

i know i should be sleeping but as i watched u walk out just now i just couldnt help myself but want to blog..

funny thing is.. seeing as im already sitting here in front of my comp... i cant seem to think of what to write @_@... haha

it's been quite a while since we last had a fight. not that i want a fight. im happy like this. or at least im happy when you're around.

i can't stop myself from smiling right now thinking back on how irritatingly noisy you were a few hours ago. haha. yes. irritating ;p but i love you anyway. but strange ;p usually it's me who can't stop yapping. i think it's all the food you ate. you're getting fatter again *o* JENG JENG JENG

okay. im seriously at a lost for words. @_@

just hurry up and get your work done and come back here and take me in your arms again =3 i just love falling asleep that way. teehee.

love you baby ;p

-BabyGinz-

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

and now it's time for a rewind picture post.. in fact most of the picture post will be of rewinds.. hahaha.. seeing as i was computer less for so long *O*

31st May 07 @ Piau's & Maisons

well.. on the 30th decided to go over to piaus and disturb and stayed over...

and this is what i woke up too *O* ... my cam lens was completely fogged up...

and the 3 guys were busy moving stuff *O*

and they woke up way earlier and went ta pau breakfast for me also.. HOHOOHOHO

and this is what they ta paoed!

pan mee!!

yummzz

and so we decided that we would cut shapes from our pan mee..

and wonderful starts hers...

the first letter of the day

me camwhoring with baby's pan mee before hand.. hahaha

the first letter cut by me.. for him..

i have a hideously weird expression on my face @_@

and it continues!

and it became this!

his name is suddenly wonderful fugz *O*

what gay-ness

and then it became this...

teehee

me camwhoring with my creation

uh oh.. the pot....

and in we go!!

look! can you see the letters floating around!

gin the master chef.. hohohooh

and yes.. the letters are still in tact..

baby's breakfast made by me =D nyaahahahaha

and now it's my turn

in we go into the pot...

the last and final letter goes!

yummy breakfast by the way.. and it was fun =D

kakaka.. try it ;p

and this is wonderful wong who KO-ed after 15 hours straight of TV...

meet Pinky =D

Gin. Ashley. Danny. KISSY KISSY

Gin and Ash =D

and here's the last picture of the day...

JENG JENG JENG...

BEHOLD....

FUGZ THE FULL HOUSE ADDICT!!!

-BabyGinz-

i seriously wonder how much longer is it going to take before the school and my mum gets sick of harassing me about going to school...

i wonder if all my a's.. ok.. and 2 b's and 1 fail have any point... i wonder if they realise the more they bug me about my attendance in school the more sick of them im going to be and i will eventually just fuck my exams and start handing up empty papers.. i am seriously so tempted to do that..

oh gawd.. the she bitch is back to yell at me some more...

so sick of it all.

i just want to run away and never come back.

-BabyGinz-

Monday, June 18, 2007

and finally..

Perhentian Island (part 2) - 22 April 07

the 2nd day of our gorgeous trip... snorkeling yo! but not much pics seeing as we were snorkeling and none of us had water proof cameras *o* once again in no particular order

on the wayyyy to our snorkeling destination

the girls of the trip

doing gawd knows what

i just had to post this picture because i think arch looks darn adorable in the background...

gerald the white man sunbathing ;p

ooo..hot shot of jessie. i like this

happy people on the beach

this is a chun shot of carmen n daniel

hahaha.. damn cute pic. enlarge and you'll see why

green fairy

dinner =D

pretty colour isnt it. toilet door and dressing mirror of room not that u can see the mirror. hahaha

happy people in bright orange jackets

see. i got wear my cap wan lor U_U

captain ginny and daniel yo!

fishies!

MORE fishies!

him feeding fishies.. hahaa.. the colour damn weird.. i ter used the wrong setting and dint realise den lazy take again ;p

me feeding fishies! in proper setting!

now its captain fugz and ginny

heee.. one of my fav pics of the trip =D

oooo..

ahhh...

and all together now...

OOOOOO

AHHHHH

this is a cool pic... not edited.. there was suddenly a red leaf among the green ones.. and the contrast of everything was just dman chun

sun tanned people

who just love to camwhore

and absolutely love the sea

see what i mean?

sigh... i wnana go back to perhentian island

happy running people =D another 1 of my favourtie pics

paparazzi ;p

happy ginny running

gin n jess

2 sorhais. click to enlarge and see our faces *o*

trust me. the previous picture looked nothing like this

the sorhais without their mask

another hot shot of jessie. love this pic too.

digging!

the diggers of our grave U_U

wondering why? look on...

poor jellyfish washed ashore

being buried in our grave

the process

ive got ugly boobs

what are they doing to my boobs now @_@

oh... nipples "=_=

poor buried us

dont ask me.. its the wtf pose again

him and his hand stands

hahaha..one helluva weird shadow

gin disturbing the dugong in his sleep

mosquitos were huge!

happy man and annoyed girl

LA LA LA LA

what you looking at.

UH @_@

the girls again...

listening to our guide =D

like mah flippers ;p

teehee.

imma happy gurl

the dugong and his sudoku "=_=

the waters gorgeous isnt it

getting ready

two hot chicks

two hot chicks + 1

the failed jump

and the almost completely successful one

daniel educating me...

enlarge to see on what

and now he has moved on to lisha *O*

lisha caught eating!

the drunkards of the night ;p

AND SERIOUSLY WEI! LOOK LIKE JOHN KHOO WEI!!

-BabyGinz-

just a short picture post

7th June 07
dinner @ 1u and attempted movie which failed at cineleisure *o* oh..the day i bought a new shirt which i said i would post a pic of ;p HAHAHAHHAA.. so yea.. here it is..

cool light effect ;p

fin being the pig he is XD

oh he said msut show everybody our bowls of tom yam. mine n fugz on the right n his on the left. and he proudly claimed to us AND the manager of good evening bangkok that he drank all that by himself and we both shared and he still drank that much "=_=

dont ask me man...

being bitten *o* ... and u can see 3 quarter of my shirt.. mwahhahahaha

so what does it say ;p

BWHAHAHHHAHAH

are you just not loving it ;p

BWAHAHHAHAHA

imma skinny bitch yo ;p

well not stick thin skinny but..

im a skinny bitch yo ;p

good night everybody XD

-BabyGinz-

today at dinner my bro opt to order a very disturbing dish.. well..at least it was disturbing for me...

so disturbing in fact..i cried at the dinner table and considered going vegetarian...

he ordered this specialty dish which were like little crabs or perhaps even baby crabs im not sure... which were fried.. while... ALIVE....without abtter or anything just thrown into the hot oil... so when it comes out.. its in its position of defensiveness or pain and you can see its expression with utmost clarity...

i swaer you could tell the pain it was going through from its eyes and the it's stance and i cried. i just sat there and cried.

imagine being thrown into a pan of hot oil and cooked while you were still very much alive. can you imagine the agony the poor little things must have went through.....

it made me sit there and think.. and im still considering whether i should turn into a vegetarian...

all the good food out there..

but all those animals being killed and hurt....

blinks...

-BabyGinz-

Sunday, June 17, 2007

WE DID IT WE DID IT!!!

THANK YOU EVERYBODY WHO VOTED!! OMG

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

OMG OMG!!!!

MUACKS N HUGS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME OUT!!! =D

picture post tomorrow ;p HEHE.

-BabyGinz-

Friday, June 15, 2007

HELLO PEOPLE. can u all like stop ignoring me ah..

http://www.hitz.fm/oap/07/hitz_multiply/videos.asp?idMultiplyByKhairi=220

very hard to click and vote 3 times is it. make acc very hard is it now.

he's in 4th place adi. he just needs to be top 2.

just do me this favour once la can.

...blinks...

annoyed like hell...

EACH VOTER CAN VOTE 3 TIMES. all i need is another maybe 20 voters!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. if he doesnt win top 2 i'll stop posting pictures in my blog U_U

-BabyGinz-

Thursday, June 14, 2007

im having my break down in between me ESOL CPE (certificate in proficiency in english) exam... my eyes hurt..im ttired and i need to pee...

the comp in my hse is fucked..well the model or the phone line im not sure so i cant online at home *o* THE HORROR....

but anyway..im here to announce..

I THINK I FAILED MY FIRST ENGLISH EXAM *O*

...i fucked up big time...

sigh.. 2 down...3 more to go..

and fuckk..my oral is during my japan gt.. im fucked BIG TIME.

-BabyGinz-

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

okay.. so im technically done.. not entirely.. im fucking busy with school stuff. like wtf? ginny busyw ith school stuff. how wtf is that..anyway im running short of time so ill do the overdued tag

BTW. MISS WONG HUI YAT AND LIM SU ANN AKA PINKPAU! u guys havent done the crush tag yet T_T FASTER DO FASTER DO!

A - Adeline Lee
B - Bryan Hong
C - Chee Weng
D - Danny
E - Emily Chai
F - Fugz
G - Glenda
H - Hsio Hua
I - Ian Low
J - Jason Lee
K - Keegan lee
L - Lisha
M - Ming Yi
N - Natalie Chai
O - Oscar Lim
P - Peter Khue
Q - Queenie
R - Roxanne
S - Sabrina Loh
T - Tammy (vvens cousin ;p)
U - UrSULA! HOHOHOHO
V - Van (DJ VAN)
W - Wonderful Wong (hui Yat)
X - Xenos ( Seng Yip)
Y - Yen Wei
Z - Ze Yen

1. What does A sms you about ?
is my brother with you?

2. How many siblings does B have?
none! unless you count kheng loon "=_=

3. What is C's nickname?
Super Chan. Chee Weng. pronouced Che Weng

4. How do you get to know D?
Fugz brother from another mother.

and father "=_= yo ;p

5. How desperate is E?
desperate in what sense *o8

6. How much is F older/younger then you?
5 yrs older!

7. Name of G's best friend?
no idea wei @_@ me ;p HEHEH

8. Does H knows I?
yes U_U

9. What happens if J becomes your enemy?
har. wont lor @_@ why suddenly. den dont know ah *o* no more 1 person to layan me lor. huhuhu

10. Under what conditions will K & L get married?
HAHAHHA.. of fuck.. HAHAHAH.. i dont know.. HAHAHHAHA

11. How many ppl do you know wif M's initial?
her initals. MMY? only her lor @_@

12. Do you enjoy talking on the phone wif N?
depends "=_=

13. Do you think O knows P?
no kua @_@

14. How geeky is Q?
shes geeky yet not geeky? @_@

15. Is R very popular?
EXTREMELY @_@

16. What happens if S likes you?
hohohooh.. two hotties. HOHOOHOH. you do the maths

17. Is T a very random person?
i dont know @_@ but shes greedy *o*

18. How are U and V related?
they aren't "=_=

19. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend?
my lesbian partner. my bank. my entertainer. my secret lover. my many many more.

20. When is the last time u met up with X?
omg. LONG AGo. i doubt he even remembers me @_@

21. Are Y & Z enemies?
no kua?

22. Of everyone from A - Z, who do you love the most?
F!

23. Will you betray any of them?
perhaps...

24. Have you confessed to anyone from A - Z?
yes =D

25. Pass it to the peeps from A- Z who have blogs.

-BabyGinz-

out of extreme anger and annoyance yesterday i wanted to blog this out but someone in my household failed to pay the bill and hence i was internetless the night... was a happy day and evening but was later destroyed... *o*... so i shall post it anyway

have calmed down much since i wrote that but still rather annoyed. and im fuck ass busy lately. and kudos to me.. ive got another 2 photoshoots to attend.. dear gawd.. I NEED JOBS PEOPLE NOT PHOT