Thursday, August 30, 2007
i once had a neighbour who happened to be my first real friend or maybe you could even call her my best friend. her name was Petrina Chang or Pei Pei. We were the same age and we were both the youngest in our families.We basically grew up together and did nearly everything together. Everyday after school without fail we would cling to the side of our houses and scream for each other at the top of our lungs. This was of course before we found out how much easier the telephone was but it grew into a tradition and we prefered it that way.
i remember how we used to be addicted to that nintendo game cartridge thing where you plugged it into the tv and played video games. she had one and i didnt and i was there after school nearly everyday. we shared a favourite game. it was about a clown in a circus and he had to do things like roll on a ball and jump over things or ride on a lion and jump through rings of fire.
We played games like masak masak and used chalk to draw hopscotch on the road. i remember we even filled gloved with water and threw them about like water balloons.
but one day there was a rift between our families and we were told not to play with each other. from there on we drifted apart and once best friends were no longer even friends.
i wonder where is she now.
and would she even remember me....
do support this ya ;p see. the logo also so cute! press and read lar!
hohohoh...
a lot of leng luis wan =D....
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
here i am sitting on really reallly hard white chairs at the shower area of the apartment.. leeching off the connection from Hooked which is quite funny really that the apartment would happen to be wifi-less as the bf plays with the psp next to me..continuation to the below post... ive been having these cravings for doughnuts but im still really annoyed that im kirspy kreme-less! sigh.. why oh why isnt krispy kreme here!!
anyway starting to get sleepy waiting for the time to actually pass... and i very sad can! i dont wanna remove mypretty pink nails to go to school tomorrow T_T haihz... so sad..
uh oh.. the boys getting sleepy *O*
anywayy...
presenting...
Ginny's SPM Art Folio 07
dont know why some of them the colour damn dark and then i photoshoped to make it brighter..and its either i 4got to press save @_@ or its my com screen @_@
front cover of folio.. simple.
skip skip skip.
=3
not really fond of this
my fav =D i like the 1st lady bug/bird most!
i know i messed up the 2nd dragonfly's wings but aihya. redo very tiring lor.
butterflies.
red *O*
hahaha..lazy ppl.
shut up abt the water okay "=_=
done last minute "=_= damn retarded.
im lazy and uncreative so how!! dont let ah now!
yes. im well aware my dustbin looks like a salt and pepper shaker U_U
purple!
coloured in water colour not markers ah. anyway everything in my folio is water coloured. not poster not markers not anything just water colours.
its orange n pink but on my screen they look like they're the same colour @_@ hm..
dont know why i waste time doing this also "=_=
doesnt my dragonfly colour remind u of wriggley's chewing gum @_@
down to earth brown.
the overview of the whole park hugh future famous architect helped me design =D .... which in the end turned out.. wasnt even required "=_=.... siigh.. oh well.. i like it..
the part i was going to build was actually the left side but the kementerian complained not enough rides there so wtf i had to make the other 1 if u notice it now has a slide which is non existant in the overview of the whole park "=_=
as we can all see..my drawings and colourings were constantly getting lazier.. lol
and now the process of building my model.. which honestly i dont really like =/
the water.
i liked it a lot more at this stage @_@
just to show how small these stupid things were U_U ... and thanks to stephanie for helping me cut some =D much appreciated..
i wanted to put little coconuts but my teacher wouldnt let me T_T... she said no time no time T_T.... but little coconuts would have looked so cute T_T.
my model looks a lot nicer from far *O*
almost done..
damn cute can! the coloured version i didnt realise the picture wasnt clear so yea. my art teacher helped do this cuz i was running out of time.. lolz...
mine! my dragonfly dustbin.. hahaha.. lookit its eyes *O*
darrens
hsin ye's
piaus =D my fav among all..
the water is hair gel in case you're wondering
guo hao's
and finally mine.
the most diff @_@..
not my best =/ could have done better.
oh well.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
this is what itchy hand ppl with nothing better to do do.
i'm most probably dead...
these suicidal thoughts consume me...
and it's only a while more before i break...
Monday, August 27, 2007
and finally...its the hair post...
but just for your information.. my hair no longer looks like that.. i've dyed it back black and the saloon has cut it some more so that it's easier to handle and maintain.. but thats for another day ;p waiting for miss emily to send me the pics *COUGH COUGH COUGH*
WARNING. PICTURE HEAVY.
21 July 07
my hair before...
must camwhore with it first T_T
chi kek...
omg i got swllsh hair!! *O*
in case ure wondering it stands for sungei wang lala si him U_U. veron yap teach wan!!
and HERE...
it...
is!
1 side...
the other side...
the back...
and then back to baby's place for a small bbq
hahaha...romantically sweet yet simple table setting for 4 except the pic was ruined by miss wong moving about...
the barbeque.. check it out..enlarge..the colours are damn nice..
being lazy and watching tv... so miss wong was trying to capture the hugeness of my ever expanding ass
and camwhoring..hahah..she looks distorted..
22 July 07 @ Chezz Technique Hair Competition/Show. The Loft.
breakfast for two.
simple la i know. limited resources can "=_=..
imma boy *O*
reached loft wayyyy early..
camwhores.. imma little kid!
getting my make up done...
annnddd....
the final product! =D
one side.
mirrors la.. cnanot resist lor..
gin and issac!
gin and i dont remember her name but shes damn sweet ok.
cute her.
waiting for make up.
another cutie whos name i dont remember..
angry veron..
sweetheart melissa =)
she's nice
pretty chandeliar lights at loft.
before the event.
veron snapping pics.
when i smile she doesnt.
when i dont.. she does "=_=
kissy lips.
look alike dont we ;p
the yaps who have the same sense of style and likes the same clothes @_@..
I SWEAR. there was ocne we showed up at the same place with the exact same top and we have a few of the same tops too @_@ and we're both short U_U
pretty background lights...
posing.. BAD ANGLE...
damn weird can...
some other models..
before the cut..
and after the cut?
got diff meh @_@
michelle! MWHAHAHAHHAA
YES PPL! ITS MICHELLE!!!
veron!
i dont know.
and i dont know again.
veron the doll.
me walking but u cant see shit.
at the end of the show
pretending that im tall.
when really im short.
me and wonderful wong.
me and baby. enlarge this pic and check out his face expression @_@... like the mummy returns.
and a proper pic! or at least better than the rest "=_=
the 3 of us.
again.
AND AGAIN!
miss wong trying to recreate my eye make up *O*
ummm "=_=
camwhoring after the show.
and then off to stevens to eat as we are broke people
stupid indo mee which was like overly salty wonton mee. LUCKY THE EGG NICE. BABI.
camwhoring with baby
omgwtfbbq. he looks like shit @_@
so chan ...
and then i pulled off my eyelashes... FAKE EYELASHES LAR DUH...
there they are...
and they decided to...
bonjour!
goatee?
i dont know wtf..
looks like shes annoyed hes on the phone..
wonder what they're looking at..
i love fries...
and there was this really long one @_@
which he was force fed.. ;p
and back to babys place for more camwhoring! mwahahhaa
pretty lighting..
*love*
black and white.
good bye!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
hahaha... no pics from the hair show YET ;ptoo many outdated pics.. must post them first.. la la la
18 July 07
while doing my art folio...
at zen mv
lickks.
he just had to get himself into the picture "=_=
i dont know... "=_=
we also dor yeh ;p
and we itchy hand.. got him this.. MWAHahAHhA..
PINK KAPO MONKEY!!
im loving it ;p
14 July 07
miss wong n shanaz being mcs
i made full use of their door gift ;p
me posing with my decorated phone..
and she decided to pop into the pic
the belly dancers
sam n gin.
masha. short miss wong. tall gin. HAHAHHAHA
"=_=
gin n bazli
random pic of cake from alexis.. i wonder how this got into that folder @_@.
i love this pic!
the colour contrast and everything. original. not photoshoped.
baby n gin.
bleeding after falling multiple times
and still wanna play "=_=
me in big shoes.. kekeke
his shoes to be exact.
exhausted baby.
love this pic! but the colour not that nice..
baby's skateboard.
camwhore la
some kids playing nearby @_@..
not scared kena hit wan these ppl... keep cycling onto the skating parts @_@
baby about to take on the stairs *O* WHICH HE SO DOMINATED.
dont believe ah. u check my archives.. got the skate video okay!.
pretty sunset =)
red n sweaty.. lolz
we just love the cam =)
no matter where we are.
too many things to do! too little time.
hair show was fun =D.
sneak peak! hahaa. not that you can see much ;p la la la. SNEAK PEAK MAR.
lazy day on thursday at baby's house which i miss miss miss
and private party yesterday at the market place restaurant. free flow beer and wine and brandy *O* BUT. 17++ FOR A SHOT OF BAILEYS?! WTF. GO DIE CAN.
got a ninja turtle biography book! *love*
but i really wanted the playstation 3 and nintendo ds T_T haihz. so sad.
tonights. van's gig at maisons and lap sap party at loft zouk!
Busy Busy Busy.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
dead tired... celcom shoot was farking stoopid.. thinking about it i dun think it was worth the friggin pay... den straight away off to twisties add which was a lot more fun and the ppl were great =) .. will blog more about it some other dya.. im friggin exhausted...but i big hug and muacks to baby and emily chai for staying with me the whole time and not complaining about it =) love ya guys lots..
was at the saloon for my hair thingie just now..
DRASTIC CHANGE. HUHUH. dont believe me?
wait and see my pics when i feel like posting them up!
when will i post it? ;p
come check back everyday la! hahahahhahaa.
fucking tired. have to wake up early to set hair n make up morrow.
come see at loft 7pm if ure free =D muacks
Sunday, August 19, 2007
omfffffffggggggg............its 8.22am.... been awake since 8........ IM LIKE FUCKING TIRED AND SLEEPY AND MY EYES CAN BARELY OPEN..
AND I CANT SLEEP FOR THE NEXT 36-48 hours.. OMFG.....
so called lunch session with Ah Leong as i told you guys earlier on "=_= which he tricked me into. bleah. but nvm la. hahaha.. more pics to use in profile. ladidada.
btw. this is an EXTREMELY narcistic post of me so if u dont like me move ure mouse to the top right corner and press ure left mouse button *o*
pur cheesie bite pizza which was pretty good at the start.
but ended up really jelak but it looks damn chun sial.
ants!
him laughing at me "=_=
I KNOW LA MY CAM NOT CANGGIH ENOUGH
but not bad right actually T_T
my failed attempt to take pics of the cute tadpoles T_T which i forgot i wanted to catch and put in my house "=_= must remember next time.
here starts my self camwhoring sessionsz.
what look is that?
bright bright sun.
fishy.
bleks
him lan c ing me because he got macro lens and can take nicer pics of my ants "=_=
wide eyed
cheeky.
"=_=
hm?
normal
mmmmmmfftt
hehe
and him taking a pic of me taking a pic of him *O*
so the next pics are all taken by him =)
at pizza hut.
one of my fav pics.
i really was on the phone okay "=_=
another one of my fav pics BUT I SO SAD CAN. HE PHOTOSHOP AWAY MY FRECKLES. I DAMN LOVE MY FRECKLES CAN. although its like getting quite bad now @_@ tsk. maybe i should start doing something abt it *O*
okay. starting the next post the pics were not photoshopped and were original because mr ah leong onli picks ceratin pics to photoshop and watermark *O*
these are some of them that i like lo.
another 1 of my favs.
i like this! please ignore whatever *cough* you noticed.
me likey this too.
sorhai.
cute leh... mwahahhaha
PATRICK STAR!
okay la. so this 1 got photoshop... dont ask me why la. aihyo.
really like this too =D
and this.
pretty much.
CAUGHT IN THE ACT *O*
bye bye. thats all. you can go now. but of course go n read my other post la. and hello. suppost the stuff i support la.
cis.
bye.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
in life decisions mean everything.right or wrong doesnt really matter but each step chosen takes you somewhere and what matters is the path in front of you.
at times we tend to lose our way and get stuck in having to make our decisions and we forget that whats truly important is really ourselves.
i dont know where im going with this post. it feels somewhat pointless and meaningless. just a reflection of me being stuck in having to decide on a path instead of dwelling on something without making a choice.
i think im going to collapes this week.
fugz piano recital thingie morrow morning. den at 430pm until 5 am celcom advert shoot. and 6 am to evening twisties advertisement shoot. wtf. tuesday. set hair for hair show. another few hours just sitting there. wed and thursday hair show. omfg. the things i get myself into.
hm. in a span of a month. 3 tv adverts.. but how sad "=_= only as kelefeh/extras. TSK.
just how far can we really go.
and i think back to those times you ask me if i know how much you love me.
and i usually always respond with a smile. a nod. and then a kiss.
but one time too many i start to question that answer.
do i really know?
or maybe it's more of.
are you really even sure that's how you feel.
could it just be a feeling at the spur of the moment.
one that just can't possibly be real enough to last.
or
is it really real?
truth is.
i guess i don't really know.
and i wonder.
why do my tears keep falling for you.
when you tell me
you want to be the one that makes me smile.
and not the one that causes my tears.
Friday, August 17, 2007
hahahaha! i was at cheeserland.com just now and she did that idoll tutorial thingie and i just couldn't resist trying it *O* but mine quite weird. what! i dont use photoshop much! can? ish ish. Idoll on my left and original pic on the right. KAKKAKKA.
first try.
super alien.
most normal one.
"hello"
"hello. i love you. im someone who loves you a lot. do you love me? call me back"
so i like blur. maybe some friend playing some prank. so i called back
"who are you"
"im someone who you want to know"
"silence"
"hello. hellooo. wow. are you sleeping. you sound so damn sexy in your sleep." and then closed my phone. like wtf.
Thieves selling pets to foreigners who eat themThe Star, 4 June 2007
CATS and dogs have gone missing in Segamat.
Drug addicts, who were seen in neighborhoods with gunnysacks, are being blamed for the pets' disappearance, said Tamil Nesan.
The addicts would entice the pets with food and capture them while they are busy eating.
The pets would then be sold to the foreign workers, mostly Vietnamese and Myanmars, and these animals end up in the cooking pot.
A cat could fetch RM5 while a dog RM10.
The housewives said that there were many foreign workers employed in the factories at the Kampong Jawa area.
A housewife in Taman Seding said two of her five cats went missing recently. After searching, she was shocked to find the skin of her cats in the drains nearby. Residents feel that the authorities should act against the drug addicts who capture and sell the pets.
Deadly ‘dog house’ By SUSHMA VEERA and MOHD YAAKOB YUSOF Malay Mail, 16 June 2007
KUALA LUMPUR: It’s a ‘dog house’ with a difference and a deadly one for canines if suspicions are found to be true.
In February, the Federal Territory Veterinary Services Department visited a double storey house in Puchong Saujana, Selangor, after being alerted by an animal protection group that its occupants — foreign construction workers — were allegedly butchering puppies.
A resident had earlier complained about hearing dogs yelping before becoming silent. It would be followed by the sound of the cutting of meat and bones from the back of the kitchen.
The resident claimed to have seen blood in the drain the next day.
The department’s enforcement head, Zainuddin Isma Yatim, told Weekend Mail that they had visited the house twice that month.
He said that they responded to the call as their Selangor counterparts were preoccupied with other tasks.
“It was during our second trip that the team found dog bones and teeth. We couldn’t enter the house as no one responded to our calls although an officer spotted movement in the house.” He said they took photographs of the bones.
“It’s not against Malaysian law to eat dogs or cats. We have to look more into the way the animals were killed.
We will check if there was cruelty involved.” He said the department will keep an eye on the house after being told by Weekend Mail that the resident had claimed that the mysterious ‘goings-on’ are continuing.
“We are also monitoring other places in Kuala Lumpur which we suspect are dealing in the sale of puppies for human consumption; even among locals.” The issue was even raised by Johor Baru MP Datuk Shahrir Abdul Samad in February who called on those involved in bringing in and monitoring foreign workers to bar them from eating cats and dogs when commenting on the disappearance of many pets in Taman Kota Masai and Taman Seri Bahagia. Pet owners had claimed that foreigners may be responsible.
In the case of Puchong Saujana, the distress call was answered by Sherrina Krishnan of the Independent Pet Rescues.
“We called SPCA and the Veterinary Department.” Weekend Mail contacted the complainant who claimed that the butchering occurred late at night at least once a month.
“I would hear the puppy yelping and it would suddenly stop. This would be followed by the sound of butchering from the back of the kitchen.
“It’s impossible to see what’s happening inside as the windows are covered with aluminium foil. The next day, I would fi nd blood streaming in the drain.” The resident said the house is occupied by about 10 foreigners who have been living there since late last year. They work at a nearby construction site.
“I heard the sound on Thursday last week. I also noticed a foul smell coming from a dustbin as I walked past the house and saw some liquid inside the bin.” When contacted on Thursday, Shahrir suggested that the Immigration Department help the Veterinary Department ‘educate’ foreign workers about the local culture and sensitivities when it comes to pets.
Under Section 44 of the Animals Act 1953, offenders can be fined a maximum of RM200 or jailed for six months or both, if found guilty of cruelty to animals.
Youths sell stray cats to foreignersNST, 17 May 2007
MUAR: A group of youths has found a solution to the problem of stray cats at food courts and hawker centres here.
They are catching these animals and selling them for a tidy sum to Vietnamese and Cambodian foreign workers who view the furry critters as a cheap source of protein.Their activities, however, have not gone down well with locals.
Muar Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (SPCA) secretary Mariam Yusof poured scorn on the group’s activities and said the association would not hesitate to take action against them.Mariam, who is also a senior assistant district welfare officer here, said the group was recently spotted going after more than 20 stray cats at the taxi, bus terminal and food court in Jalan Maharani.
The group had been rounding up the animals and packing them into small sacks. The animals were then sold to the foreigners for RM10 each."The stray cats were chased, cornered and netted. Several of these animals were maimed in the process." "If these youths are not stopped immediately, then cats which have been reared as pets by families would also be hunted."But rescuing and keeping them in shelters was not cheap either as the RM60,000 new home for stray cats built more than two years ago by the J ohor government in Sungai Kesang has not started operations due to a lack of funds.She added that if the problem of strays was not dealt with properly, these animals could pose a health hazard.
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on a much nicer note.
Help strays at RM1 a dayNST, 10 June 2007
PETALING JAYA: How often have you looked at a stray cat and thought "I wish I could give you a home".
Or wondered where that stray dog sleeps on a cold and rainy night and felt a twinge of guilt because you were unable to take it home and care for it.Well, you can give stray animals a home at the Furry Friends Farm in Kundang, Selangor, set up about seven months ago. And the mongrels, if they have a suitable character, can "pay back" by becoming Dr Dogs after they are adopted Launched yesterday at Central Park in Bandar Utama, the FFF’s Dr Dog programme is the first internationally-accredited animal assisted therapy programme in the country.
FFF founder Sabrina Yeap said animal lovers who cannot adopt a stray can bring it in to the farm and sponsor its upkeep for RM1 a day until it is adopted, and pay for it to be neutered, wormed and vaccinated. Or they can get it done by their own vet, but they must provide documentation proving it has been done.
FFF decided to use mongrels in the Dr Dogs programme, training dogs to provide solace to orphans, the elderly and the sick, as a means of highlighting the plight of unwanted mongrels, said Yeap. Most Malaysians prefer pedigrees, so mongrels who do not find homes are often put down.
To qualify for the Dr Dogs programme, the dog has to be at least two years old, neutered, vaccinated and wormed and must have lived with its new owner for at least six months.The training also reinforces the bond between owners and dogs, as only owners are allowed to be handling volunteers. Older dogs have a better chance of becoming Dr Dogs, as they are more gentle and sensitive, making them easier to train.After the training, the dogs are tested by Animals Asia Foundation founder Jill Robinson, who started the first animal assisted therapy programme in Hong Kong 16 years ago.
Once the Dr Dogs programme is off the ground, FFF plans to start a Cuddly Cats programme.Cats are taken to visit people in hospitals and homes to take their mind off the pain. They also help to give the infirm and elderly people a sense of companionship.Yeap is also trying to get the Ministry of Housing and Local Government’s approval to allow FFF to build sheds at a few hospitals in the Klang Valley, so patients can be brought down for a visit with a Cuddly Cat or a Dr Dog.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
OMGWTFBBQ?!?!?THE DRILLING.. ITS DRIVING ME INSANE..
KAH NEH NIA!!
MORE THAN 1 MONTH ALREAYD STILL HAVENT FINISHT HE GAWD DMAN CONSTRUCTION!...
AND MAHAI. DRILL FOR 2 WEEKS?! WTF MAN. WHAT THEY DRILLING??! BURRIED TREASURE HA?! OIL AH?!?!
CHOW CHI BET AH!
THROW ROCKS!
on the way up to genting..... huhuhu
I SPILLED DRINKS EVERYWHERE!!! *$#*$^*#&$^#$
during the concert. the light suddenly damn bright can @@
before the concert ot after? hahaha
after. just to show u how close we were to the stage. HAHHAHAA
and the pics below need no caption. except certain ones ;p
opps.. out of place..
why this pic got one dark shadow wan @_@
wah lao. my skin so chan can die. and cacat hair @_@
my face so chubby TT
so why is it that i've skipped literally all my trial exams this past 2 weeks? @_@. is it because i know im not going to use my forecast results... or is it because i know there's going to be a second trials. or maybe its the stress @_@.
so what stress is it that i might possibly go through.
HUH!. you have no idea. in fact. i quite literally think im going crazy with the amount of pressure ive been going through all my life. at the beginning it didn't matter much to me or at least i didnt think it mattered much. maybe its all starting to cloud together and maybe im starting to break.
i get headaches literally everyday and i've had one too many break downs. AND GINNY BREAKING DOWN NOT BECAUSE OF HER RELATIONSHIP or a dead pet? NOW. that's something you don't hear everyday. which just further justifies how stressed i am which most of you will most probably roll your little eyes and snort at after reading my statement.
it doesnt make sense. my bro and my sis did like average in school. a few failures. a few a's. a few of everything. no expectations. neither one even got more than 5 a's in their SPM's and they did great in uni. er. not sure about my bro. but my sis did a lot better in uni than in high school and college. but the thing is. my parents never gave them the pressure i'm constantly given. wtf.
"if you dont get minimum 7a's you can pack your things and leave this house"
like wtf is wrong with my mother can? keep fan-ing me until i totally can't even be bothered to do my exams. i used to love exams because it meant no class and no homework! now. i hate EVERYTHING. even sleeping feels stressful lately. and so does going out due to my extreme financial situation i've been facing. SO SAD CAN? always have to reject jobs T_T sigh.
or maybe it's just all the construction i have to put up with everyday @_@..
it's driving me oh so insane.!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
just a little more to go.anyway
