Sunday, September 30, 2007

blurred visions and bright lights. here i am sitting in starbucks mt kiara trying my best to study for my trials next week. failing immensely and falling asleep in the process.

while reading okay.. while attempting to read my sejarah text book just now i noticed a picture at the bottom left of my page and i was reminded of my unfortunate encounter with a rather irritating man yesterday night at a party.

he was the sort that tried to hard to fit in. acting like he was the smartest and the most successful man in the room bragging about his daily life and how he was an all mighty goverment servant.

he was constantly laughing in that high strung manner that i find so irritating that i was pretty tempted to indulge myself in a round of *smart yet witty* clamour of insults with this MAN who had the guts to laugh and make fun of the people i was with. it seemed to amuse him how our little group was so close knit like a family.playing games drinking and having fun with the occasional drunks here and there.

who was he to make fun of these people. so what if we weren't *great and sucessful or smart* like him. not that he was any of the above from the way he behaved last night. i wonder what he would have been like under the influence of alcohol.

would he have been the noisy loud ass that annoys everyone.. the quiet shy one.. the loud playful one or the emotional sensitive one thats easily hurt by everything... i sat there across the room in my chair observing and listening to every word and every expression that came out of his mouth and appeared on his face. bemused by his so called "superiority" to everyone else in the room.

who was he to question someone drunk about cheating on his girlfriends. and in disdain laughed at the honest answer provided claiming that it was a lie as he himself had cheated 8 times in his studying life. bullshit.

thats all i can say to that statement he made. he looked like that kind that had a crap social life. the outcast. the nerd who nobody wanted to be friends with. what more having a girlfirned and having the guts to cheat on her a whooping total of 8 times. seriously. with who? whores and prostitues seemed to be the only answer that appeared in my mind at that time. a smirk appeared on my face and a gurgle of laughter escaped from my mouth but i held it in. refrained myself and continue to sit quietly on my chair watching.observing.listening.to this sad man who tried so hard to fit in.

-BabyGinz-


@_@ today was a pretty wasted day.. woke up at 1. and ate and went back to sleep until 530 @_@ ...........so much for swimming and studying "=_=..

im dooomeedd... again "=_=

why am i not surprised?

-BabyGinz-


today is a sad sad day "=_= .. i mati engine so many times on my bf's car that you could smell his clutch burning "=_= ..

which is weird considering the 1st two times i drove his car everything went fine ignoring the fact that on the second time i underestimated the size of his car and hit the side of my sisters car. HAHAHHAHA.. yes..the sad truth is revealed. the ugly itty bitty dent on the side of his car... is my fault..la la la..

BUT TODAY I CANNOT EVEN MOVE MAN. OH MY GOD... move a bit die move a bit die @_@.. i think not driving for like 2 months has taken it's toll on me @_@...

crap..exams soon.. "=_=

-BabyGinz-


Saturday, September 29, 2007

She's on the psp.

She owes me alot of massages.

She owes me alot of study time.

She owes me alot from not going to school!

Oh man, she owes me big time. HEHEHEHE!

-BabyGinz-


Thursday, September 27, 2007

24th July 07 @ KLIA

kheng loon leaves for sydney T_T.


taking the ps3 with him T_T.


which he doesnt even play anymore T_T.


SEND IT BACK!! T_T.


loons n jem


gin.loons.wonderful who for some reason is blur in all 3 pictures @_@


baby and loons taking their last smoke together. lol.

looks more like babys leaving "=_=

no more pics..most of te pics were blur T_T.. loons! send me the group pics!

26th July 07 - Art Gallery


the only reason i used to go to school in July.

art.


saw this blue stuff growing on the plant.. so cute @@


love the colour.


groupie.


who's eyes.


i dont know what the purpose of this picture is


but me like this.


he huffs and he puffs.


and he blows! =D


lanc annoyed darren ;p


baby camwhoring while i played games on the lappie *O*


28th July 07 - SSG Charity Event

some orphanage came

my team!


actually went digging for bottle caps in the dirt @_@.

groupie.

my team got 1st runner up =D.

eric. gin.


gin.nat.wonderful.

pouty gin.

who had to sit in the back of a 2 door smart car with a cooler.


while wonderful got to sit in front with spongebob T_T

see how kesian. camwhore also i cannot stick my head out.

so they did it without me!

and i merajuked in the back.

soup. i forgot what soup at zupp 1u

some pasta...?

close up.

some chicken?

and more chicken? @_@

imma pig.

some dessert which i liked =D.


29th July 07 @St Johns - Stabilo TVC



hahahaha..jing!

look how small i am @_@.

getting ready to have his hair gelled. *O*

JENG JENG JENG

miss wong's turn!


funny baby.

why she look so old wan ah.

see. i look like im 12 @_@.

weirdo alfin.

hahaha..cheeky gin.

hmm.

this is the original pic of the pic i once posted and editted.

round me and annoyed him.

with the monkey.

bleks.

damn young wei *O*

see what i mean @_@.

just like this pic.



if u save this pic.

and this den press next and back between these two pics..u'll realise i didnt move except for my hand @_@.

den to the curve!

some thai spaghtetti thing.

and chicken thing.

and TOM YAM LA!


me with my dfarling raccoooonn..i know i posted this before.. but see my baby so cute how to resist


6th August 07



reflections.

ooohh err.

she has small hands *O*

cuppacake

closer...

yum.



clams which were good that day but change taste eveyrtime i have them @_@.



bread.

clams and bread.

-BabyGinz-


it's really annoying when you feel like blogging and adding pictures to your post but blogger just wont let you...

this is especially so when you feel very emo-ish and needy.. pfft.

-BabyGinz-


Wednesday, September 26, 2007

sorry for the extreme lack of updates @_@ i apparently have a new addiction @_@.. i started neopets again and now FACEBOOK! omgwtfbbq... and im having exams next week.. howw laa like that..

lol..today i actually went to school..but i reach late so i refused to go in cuz i didnt want to go through the whole see principal why am i late thing considering what a wonderful record i have on my attendance *O* ...

so i went home instead... hahahaha..

wtf..

-BabyGinz-


Monday, September 24, 2007


hahahaha..my bf is the cutest..

this was on his blog.. couldnt help but steal it

-BabyGinz-


damn cute. @_@..

can die..

@_@

http://youtube.com/watch?v=rfqNXADl3kU

http://youtube.com/watch?v=J0UYBM-cSzo&mode=related&search=
this ones a bit slow..but damn cute wei..n i think it may be having a wet dream @_@

http://youtube.com/watch?v=r0E-0ntoNWo&mode=related&search=
this has got to be the cutest thing ever @_@

http://youtube.com/watch?v=YXRH50fvHWA&mode=related&search=
oh my god..so funny can die

http://youtube.com/watch?v=E9oBaaODXzk&mode=related&search=
i swear hamsters are damn entertaining @_@

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Os5Q3xJTmBk&mode=related&search=
Wtf..damn cool can @_@

-BabyGinz-


i heard this song on light fm just now.. swing time.. and its stuck in my head.. iuve been trying to find out what song it is for the past hour with no luck T_T..

its a spanish song..at least i think its spanish..

i dont remember any part of the lyrics except

"she bu sheh bum"

does anyone know what song this is T_T? please tell me..

its a reallllyy catchy song and i think it was played around 8 or 9 something

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?

-BabyGinz-


Saturday, September 22, 2007

today is my first time baking cookies after a ReAAllLLLyyy LOONNGG TIME as a birthday present to someone seeing as im broke...

but for some reason.. everything taste funny or feels funny @_@.. i think i may have lost my baking touch... @_@..

even my butter cake yesterday went wonky... i mean who screws up butter cake?? @_@ it's like possibly the easiest thing ever to bake!..

i wonder if its my ingredients.. i ran out of the usual ones so i used different ones.. okay.. i shall console myself by blaming it on them ingredients!! >XD

and now i cant decide whether to just give the cookies or....to leave them to rot at home @_@.. tsk

-BabyGinz-


FUCKING SON OF A BITCH.. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK MY NEIGHBOUR IS THINKING. I CANT BELIEVE THE NOISE LEVEL IS ACTUALLY GETTING WORST.

MAH CHOW HAI. WHAT IDIOT MAKES ENEMIES BEFORE EVEN MOVING IN.

ITS A FUCKING SATURDAY MORNING AND I CANT EVEN FUCKING SLEEP OM PEACE. MAHAI. AND THERE ISNT EVEN ANY FUCKING CONSOLATION BECAUSE DESPITE IT BEING FUCKING SUNDAY TOMORROW THEY START THEIR FUCKING BANGING AND DRILLING AND I DONT KNOW WHTA THE FUCK IS THAT NEW NOOISE BUT IT SOUNDS LIKE ITS ACTUALLY FUCKING HAPPENING IN MY FUCKING HOUSE AND IN MY FUCKING HEAD AT FUCKING 6=7AM IN THE FUCKING MORNING.!!

FUCK THIS SHIT

-BabyGinz-


Friday, September 21, 2007

last night we popped over to mainroom for a while to meet wonderful and her sis.. but the boy was feeling a little under weather so we left..

btu the point of this post is..

GHETTO HEAVEN PLAYS CRAP MUSIC.

i miss maisons T_T..

tsk.

shut up gin.

-BabyGinz-


who wants to work at the rave on october 27th in melacca?

Revelation 5 Rave Party @ Malacca
50 girls needed.
Date: 27 Oct 2007
Working hours: 6pm-3am
Pay: RM 400.00
Job Scope: Sell Ciggs
Accomodation, Transportation and food provided.

Call Sze Mun 0122217978/0163315170
If you sent profile before, text me
your full name and job tittle.

Otherwise, send profile to
zeemun@gmail.com

faster faster *O* cuz i wanna work.. but i dun wanan work alone T_T.. so so so so?
Interested?

-BabyGinz-


23 July 07 @ Nero Teka

late anniversary dinner


nothing significant about this picture.. i just like the lighting effect... =D... no not photoshoped.. just playing with the camera settings..

just so you know none of my pics are photoshoped unless stated =)


ah.fresh bread with home made dressing. couldnt be simple. just balsamic vinegar drenched in olive oil and a few garlics thrown in for that pungent yet absolutely alluring taste and smell..

i love fresh bread with home made dressings =)


just a note.. this post is pretty camwhore heavy @_@ so move your mouse to the upper left and click X if you dont want to see it @_@ or you could just skip the camwhore parts *O*


hmm


i couldnt decide which looked better so i posted both..


man in the wine glass. =D


my peach something something @_@ it was so long ago i barely remember @_@


happy people who dont look very happy? *O*


the setting of nero teka. nero teka is actually a deli near the lobby of a service apartment.. fresh meat yo =D... rarw.


i would like to believe that this is just a very bad picture of me and i dont look that huge in real life..

*go away evil low self esteem demon*

but besides me being hideously fat i think its a pretty cool pic.. you can even see the words nero teka above

okay..here starts the series of camwhores...

no caption needed.















you know.. ive never been a fan of wine.. it's taste never really grew on me @_@.


strange isnt it @_@.


we are so lame.


we tried taking pics of ourselves sharing a drink but it was so obviously failed-ded

opps.. now couple camwhore =D










i love the lighting in this pic =D... pretty isnt it?


our salad.. which i totally forgot what it was but i think it has smoked salmon? and really fresh prawns *O* ..me like..

HUGE PORTION BTW..


and babys uber huge ribs.. we have no idea what that came from because the menu was in some other language and it just said ribs so yeah.. like okay..

dont believe its huge?

in comparison to babys head.. so yea he moved behind a little to make it look even bigger but trust me.. it wasnt that big a difference @_@.


my herb chicken thing.. which was pretty good but quite a loh eh @_@ cannot finish.. in fact the portions there are pretty big..

so big portion + reasonable price tag..

not a bad deal =D.

food's just okay not great but not bad.. its good i guess.. but just that.

but great place if you're hungry and you have an okay budget..

ITS NOT THAT CHEAP LAR COME ON..

but its cheaper than most.


den teddy alvin decided to come =D.


he's always ready for the cam "=_=


the boys.

-BabyGinz-


18th September 07 @ Bisou, Asian Heritage

wow.. finally an up to date picture post.. lolz.. just a temporary one time thing because theres still 2 months of BACK TO THE PAST picture post to be updated @_@.. too lazy to get some of them pics "=_= .. im an arse..


the nutella cupcake which was okay i guess... not bad but not really good either..just okay..


dark secret which OMFG I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TRY IT AGAIN UNLESS SOMEONE TRIES IT FIRST AND TELLS ME ITS SAFE..

i chucked a mouthfull into baby's mouth and he went OMG with a look of pure horror on his face and downed his tea..

i thought he was just being him and tried some and my eyes widened in surprise and i tried very hard not to spit it back out... den downed my drink..

this got emily's attention so she tried...

she started doing this weird spasm dance and then refused to eat anymore..

so finally it was wonderfuls turn..

hers was the funniest..

her face changed from shock... to realisation.. to pure horror...

which is really weird seeing as su ann gave a pretty good review on this cupcake so im thinking maybe it was just a bad day for it.. and the icing was a little off.. =/ .. could someone try it and give me some feedback? ... anyway..despite 4 of us.. we only ate like 2/3 the cupcake @_@... that was how bad it was that night.


some nut brownie.. which was pretty good but bad pic "=_=


and daisies! are these daisies? i like daisies.. do you like daisies?


chocolate fudge cake.

THE ULTIMATE SIN!..

this was the best that night and OMFG SINFUL I TELL YOU.. the chocolate.. OMGGGGGGGG... JUST LOOK AT IT LAR..


scones which were like little tea biscuits but i liked it =D warm and yummy.. and yummy jam and cream too =D for a note.. these scones are REAAAAlllyy mini.. lolz... and should not be atempted to eat with a fork and a knife "=_=

huge mess "=_=


see.. i like them flowers..


*O*


pweeddy..


just a for fun shot.


i think this area's really cool..

they build this table top around a tree and lit the tree with little lights.. and its just really cute!


i dont know what this was.. but i like it @_@


opps.. more flowers.. but with bisou on the top right or middle right @_@


emz: hmm..what shall i eat next.

monkeyonkey: oh dear gawd. i cant believe i let them drag me into this.

gin: if i eat this.. i cant eat that.. but if i eat that.. i still want to eat this...


i like this pic =D...

STOP STARING AT MY THIGHS!


cute cheese like candle holder =D


hy said he looks damn horny here *O*


inside the cheese like candle holder after dropping milk into the candle wax...

pretty picture isnt it?

=D

-BabyGinz-


Thursday, September 20, 2007

and so here are my attempts to cg it.. which i think pretty much ...failed @_@..


the beginning...


the middle or you could say pretty much near the end...


the final... which actually brings me to the question.. i think the previous pic may actually look better @_@ lolz...

im still trying to figure out how to do some stuff @_@ photoshop noobie i am.. so yeah.. but i think its okay for my 1st try =D...

-BabyGinz-


remember PRETTY LONG AGO the post about the stupid construction in the nieghbouring house banging the friggin walls with hammers? ..



yeah well.. IT WAS PRETTY LONG AGO dont you think..



amazingly...the banging has CEASE TO STOP... INSTEAD ITS GOTTEN LOUDER AND THE time length of their construction has even grown LONGER... omfg.. and in addition to the banging there's DRILLING and all sort of FUCKED UP NOISE..



talk abt friggin inconsiderate neighbours.. and you know its fucked up even more when they manage to break HOLES IN YOUR FRIGGIN HOUSE.. and MESS UP YOUR HSES FRIGGIN WATER SUPPLY.... AS WELL AS CONTAMINATE THE AIR AND GET STRUPID DIRT AND DUST PARTICLES FLYING ALL OVER YOUR HOUSEHOLD..



i woke up in the foulest mood due to the noise.. and i think im starting to lose all patience..

-BabyGinz-


Wednesday, September 19, 2007



speaking of drawings.. this was the last time i drew anything for fun. ..2-3 yrs ago while waiting for the time to pass as i had already finished my exam paper..

kekeke..this is kougaiji.. my fav bad guy in gensomaden saiyuki.. because hes so hot lar.. do'h.. what else..

am currently trying to cg it.. but doesnt look very nice and i keep procrasinating and doing other things and colouring bit by bit before completely forgetting about it.. lolz.. BUT IM TRYING OKAY..

tsk. "=_= another distraction from my blog layout..

i swear i have one of the shortest attention spans ever... but of course the king is still mr chan of cwlor.com man "=_= ... he ah.. my god.. 5 mins also cannot wei..

-BabyGinz-


i just realise my post below looks like im talking abt fugz @_@..

anyway just to note.. no it's not about him..


but it is abt someone close to him... er... close or not im not sure exactly.. close in a way yet not close in a way... anyway thats not the point.

but theres one hell lot of shit going on in my life right now...

fuck this drama.

i wish ppl would just bloody lay off and leave us alone.

-BabyGinz-


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

it's stupid when ppl judge u from your lifestyle and one minute they adore you and the very next they hate you for the dumbest of reasons.

i wish i could blog more about whats happening in my life right now but it's kind of a private thing.

but i wished some malays would just grow up and open their eyes to the 21st century.

-BabyGinz-


Monday, September 17, 2007

i never would have thought that i could ever feel so worried for a friend that i would end up dreaming of it and loosing sleep over it but apparently thats what happened today.

to liz. i know i said i would come this week but...somethings up and i havent been sleeping and i think even if i went school i would probably space out.

it's funny how a few hours before reading your post you were sitting behind me being your usual loud self and asking random question which i thought nothing of until i actually came home and read your post. i mean it was you. you spout random questions all the time. who knew this time it meant something. something that might actually happen.

hey miss " I WILL GET MY LICENSE SOON!!! DONT WORRY FUGZ!" you know we're always there even if it doesnt seem like it but the best friendships are those you never expected to have... when you're down or sad we're here always so give us a call anytime and we'll swing by in no time at all.

i wish you wouldn't keep thinking that the reports are going to come out bad.. you've got us worried sick. who knows? it may end up nothing at all. but till then you know we're always just a stone throw away.

to more stuffing our faces with chocolate everythings..getting conned into getting dressed up for private parties... getting con into shit jobs where only our kick ass shorts can be seen and having fun..being loud and being young.

i remember how much i used to hate you and how often we used to get into fights. but i just want you to know im happy we've gotten passed all that and even if we don't see each other much except for much random outings like last night.

im glad to have found a friend like you. =)

-BabyGinz-


i was just randomly surfing around the net and decided to go to deviantart as i havent been there in like a few years..lols.. and i stumbled upon this person's deviantart site and instantly fell in love with her sketches..

here are a few of my favourites..








i especially love this one.. the coulouring and shading especially..



her shadings pretty good.. good colour combination as well...











more can be found here

looking at some of these sketches im beginning to wonder why did i ever stop drawing for fun.. i remember as a child i was obsessed with sailormoon and being at only 8-9 i drew amazing copies of them.. really! they looked exactly like the original drawings... but my sketch books gone missing "=_= .. damn sad can... all my sailormoon stickers and dvds and posters also dunno where adi..

and i was playing with the handwriting tool with miss pinkpau on msn one day and she said sailormoon and my drawing was like damn failed i wanted to smack my head on the table @_@...it looked like i drew it when i was like 5 or something @_@.. or possible even younger for that matter..

and thinking about that i noticed i lost my passion for a lot of things... stage acting.. art...computer language ... everything seems to have just dissapeared.. i no longer particularly love doing anything of these sort or actually make it a point to improve myself in these areas and i wonder why is that @_@..

i kinda miss it *O*

it was pretty cool being better than most ppl my age at a certain something *O* now im probabaly below average "=_= lolz.. sad aint it..

-BabyGinz-


Sunday, September 16, 2007

31st July 07

Hajime was having this special lunch set thing where everything was only at 30 bucks.. it was the last day so GO LAR!...


some reallly yummmy appetizer.. i swear it was like dman good shit.. salmon garlic...and some other stuff im not sure about and can only vaguely remember.. but i remember going absolutely bonkers after putting the 1st little bit into my mouth.


lights.


different colour.
no photoshop.

just different lighting


imma hungry T_T..

damn i miss my hair @_@


my tempura..


and itty piece of unagi..but what i expected la.. but good thing it was small @_@ because i was stuffed silly @_@..


baby's dish.


we found this in our miso soup.. @_@

looks suspiciously like fish eye...


chawamushi.. i like it =D...

well..sometimes.. lolz


and some really hard mochi thing that looks strangely like nuggets and baby hates it *O*


and then i bought this adorable cookie!! tasted good too =D..


mmm.. cookie..


its open!

licks..


rarw!! this pic was suppose to be vectored by some friends for me to use as my layout but for some reason its a really hard pic to vector..and i havent gotten any im satisfied with yet.. so..

yeah ;p

slow layout.

-BabyGinz-


today i had my 1st raw si hum....

AND OH MY GOD I"VE NEVER SEEN SO MUCH BLOOD ON MY FOOD IN MY LIFE....

SO MUCH THAT MY EYES WENT @_@ the blood literally dripped all over my hands when i pried open the shell.. never again.. T_T..

toooo muchh blood.. on the other hand..i have become the pro si hum opener @_@...

and i didnt even know si hums bled or even if i knew they bled i didnt know they could bleed THAT MUCh.. the whole friggin shell was filled with dark red blood... and oh my gawd..thinking of it makes me @_@...

-BabyGinz-


Saturday, September 15, 2007

pFfffttt.. today has got to be one of those days "=_=

right after blogging abt being fat and how humoungous my ass was i went to klcc.... ONLY TO END UP STUFFING MY FACE..... first i had chips from king pie..and right after that granola with yoghurt at the food court... and if that wasnt enought.. fish ball noodles... and then strawberru fondue!! GARHH!! the fatness!!!

and even worst!!! strabwrry fondue DMAN EXPENSIVE NOW.. AND AND AND.. so little choc and and and..the strawberries were cut toooooo small and they were dry @_@.... instead of the usual juicyness...

and after i was done..i leaned against my chair and look down only to discovere A HUGE STAIN OF CHOCOLATE RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF MY TOP AND MY CLEAVAGE!! OMG... it that wasnt bad enough.. i later discovered MORE CHOCOLATE SMEARS near the stomach of my top!!! .......... AND THEN... MORE ON MY HAND............ *$#&@#*&@^#*.. DAMN MALU CAN WALK IN KLCC LIKE THAT T_T ish ish.......

dahlah like that.. i discovcered im so fat and lazy now..that walking in heels around klcc.. it wasnt even around... for less than 3 hours.. which was mostly spent sitting down and eating alone cuz baby didnt want to be seen eating in public.............. I WAS DAMN TIRED I COULD BARELY EVEN MAKE IT TO THE DAMNNN CARRRRRRR........

like omgwtfbbq... have i really become that useless @_@...

something else quite funny happened before that but..not exactly the smartest thing to post on my blog T_T.. too bad blogger doesnt have password protected posts T_T... but someone ask me ;p very funny i must tell someone.

-BabyGinz-


oh my cheesus... @_@...

i used to have a non existant ass and hips so small that even size 6 and XS would slip right off or it would be hanging so loosely you could just grab it and pull it down...

few months down the road..my ass has suddenly tripled in size and its so humongously huge for my body proportion that im beginning to look like a pear!! OMG... MY BODY SHAPE IS SCREWED!!!..

AND IT JUST KEEPS GROWING!!!

anybody has any idea why and any ways to stop it from furthur expanding before its so big that all you can see when i walk is my ass *O*....

*cries*

-BabyGinz-


Friday, September 14, 2007

okay.. im having a shit headache trying to think of what animals or food types to use as you ppl's link image...

drop me a comment on what u would prefer ;p

k thx bye

ONLY FOOD AND ANIMALS. and those easy to draw wan la.. the panda down there u think i steal form ppl and copy paste wan ah!. blardy hell. use hand and draw into computer wan okay...

*not confirm i will use ure chosen animal/food. depends on the demand and whether i think its suitable ;p kekekeke

-BabyGinz-


ive always been the type to not care much about my surroundings or what people thought of me. to the extent that i've even lost the ability to believe in best friends and in a way im somehow reminded of why.

and i've started to wonder.. would it hurt me more to know the truth or would it hurt me more to be lied to in order to protect me from the truth? and yet im curious to know but past lessons have taught me to leave it alone rather than to confront it.

on a random note.

i miss my clown aaron T_T.. unfortunately said clown has been holed up in his house playing WoW tempting me to join despite the fact that the group CHOSE THE UNDEAD?!! like omgwtfbbq. i cant be my cute creatures anymore U_U ...uwuwuw...

well..not that i think i'll be playing anyway.. my comp can't handle it and baby's comp will only be here for another 2 weeks T_T.. then exam den 2 weeks den exam again @_@.. but the time i start.. i'll be like the most pathethic weakling in the group and they will have to spend their time shielding me and protecting me ;p lolz..

oh..and alvin said i wouldnt last 2 days T_T... WAIT OKAY! I SHOW YOU!!

-BabyGinz-


and now for more rewinding of the past..

20 July 07 @ TSB-Chee Wengs Birthday Dinner
yeaps..it HAS BEEN that long since i last posted pictures besides the hair one because everyone was bugging me about that..

and i noticed my readership has dropped imensely as well since i stopped posting pictures "=_= tsk... maybe i need to start wrting properly instead of my usual dont care wtf im writing even if it doesnt make sense and has retarded english...


i like beer. do you like beer?

beer happenes to be the 1st alcoholic drink that i found sweet and fell in love with.. weird isnt it @_@ btw i hate wine.


them looking at pics in my cam..but as usual the monkey is prepared @_@


i have no idea what pic he was looking at but check his expression @_@


I SWEAR THE PAST YR I've GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT THAT ITS DISGUSTING..


pfftt..


me like the black and white effect


i think he looks damn chun here.. ignore my ew-ness


this is a sweet pic of the birthday boy and his girl..

no?


SO FAT CAN DIE...


another sweet pic of them


20072007 and interesting quote.


wonderful wong changed the colour @_@.. for what purpose im not too sure..


i damn love this pic..


combination of weird poses...


and the signature pose...


remember this?


and this?

the good old days.. =S


him finally getting the pressie from wonderful me and baby...


happy boy.


because we are sad people...

who dont know what to buy...


and he dug deeper and found another present... hehehehe..


THE CUTEST ELEPHANT THONG EVER!!! not cheap okay T_T


btw this is the MISSING TUBE!! it's been missing for like 2 and a half years!! FINALLY FOUND IT BACK.. but...its gone missing again "=_= .... sadness


he hold me so tight @_@...


lanc?

or failed... U_U


-3-


kissing pictures are always good ;p kakaka


them camwhoring more with my cam and mini tripod "=_=


i think its a cute pic..


and i think this is a cool pic @_@..


switched cams..


the light *o*


kelefeh of the day...

me U_U


groupie..


again..


without the birthday boy..


my angelhair pasta with i 4got what fish.. the fish was just okay.. loved the asparagus and the pasta thou.. simple yet good =)


miss wong's meatball something something... okay i guess.. love the sauce... meatballs were mediocre..


baby's lamb cutlets.. dont look at me..

i dont eat lamb @_@


sam's lasagna.. good stuff.

huge chunks of meat *O*


birthday boy's fish and chips..

i love this.. *O*


why her meatball pics again @_@


see what i mean by camwhoring "=_=


i think wonderful wong looks damn cute here @_@


the pan cute pose "=_=


kisses from the birthday boy..

eh?

shouldn't it be the other way round @@


she stacked chips on him and ate it off him "=_=




weird light @_@




the pretty curtains made out of iron rings.. you can't see how nice it is from this small pic... click on it to enlarge ;p


this picture was taken over a year back... CAN YOU SEE HOW THIN I WAS.. COMPARED. LIKE OMFG... le retardedness... TT....

i think i need to do something about it...

-BabyGinz-


Thursday, September 13, 2007

baby...

i wish you knew how much u really meant to me..

i miss you

-BabyGinz-


not too long back my mother said something to me in which i had merely blew off and rolled my eyes at...

at that time that statement or perhaps even a question seemed so stupid that rolling my eyes and brushing it off was amazngly easy..

"i want you to think properly. he is a muslim. if anything you will be one too"

and i always found it funny how the chinese usually supported the fact that i was dating a malay while the MALAYS themselves scorned the idea and usually stared back at me shocked or gave me some rather weird reactions.

somewhere during dance mania...a malay girl came up to me and introduced herself to me telling me that she really looked up to me.. when she found out fugz was malay she let out the most amazingly loud gasp i've ever heard and said WHY! which i answered why not? aren't you malay?

she went yahh.. but..it's so wasting... you're so pretty and smart and anything.. you can have so much better...why choose to be with a malay... and once again at that time all i did was smile and laugh at her..

to add to the matter. he actually even seems more chinese than i am myself. not that im much of one for that matter "=_=

but maybe..

just maybe..

that so called "subtle" little fact..

is actually beginning to register with me....

-BabyGinz-


omfg.... i overslept again..

hailat.com

-BabyGinz-


Wednesday, September 12, 2007



on my new layout i will finally have an ENTIRE PAGE completely dedicated to LINKS ;p hahaha... SELF DRAWN ... so much work you know T_T... i also dunno wtf wrong with me...

here's the 1st one... just to cheer someone up =)..

YAHLA. I KNOW MY LAYOUT SLOW LA.. BUSY CAN ANNOT!!! cibaiz..

-BabyGinz-


I SWEAR i intended to go to school today but i seem to have some retarded sleeping pattern @_@.. i only sleep around 3-4 am and when my alarm goes at 6.15 i tell myself snooze anothher 10-20 minutes.. which results in me COMPLETELY NOT WAKING UP to my alarm and proceeding to automatically wake up around 730-8 which is like TOO LATE for me to actually go to school @_@..

anyway yesterday was quite a @_@ day.. spend nearly 300 bucks.. and now im so broke for the next 2 and a half weeks it really isn't funny..

but it's okay =D.. imma happy girl...

hehehe.. i'll show you what i got soon ;p

patience ya.

-BabyGinz-


Tuesday, September 11, 2007



baby was bored while waiting for me to finish work..and this is what he did *O* ...

so the piano sounds from the com..but he does constantly play that song .. but its a nice song so its okay =D

baby's so addicted to secret he's watched it 3 times and is watching it again "=_= ... damn fast he cna play most of the songs adi @_@... which means.. LAYAN PIANO MORE! *pouts*

-BabyGinz-


Monday, September 10, 2007

I'll be doing the rewind this time.

Date: 21 July 2007

Flashing flood
So i ran into a lil flash flood on the way to hartamas..


Didn't know i was gonna be stuck for this long..


Wasn't that bad though although i had a flow of water in my exhaust..


Some action in-car..


SAB's Scout's Campfire


It was alright, though there was not enough lighting in the area to take pictures of the play. There was a band though, students of SAB of course.


And here we have
Mr.Chee Weng..


Shadow Play
During the play, a shadow took place somewhere..









A little spell out of "wtf", WTF?

And us..


Steven's Corner
Headed over to Steven's for a bit after the whole thing.


A tint of greenie..


Mr.Chee Weng's "happy time"..


And us, someone's head behind me is actually extending the rear part of my head..

-BabyGinz-


Sunday, September 09, 2007

Today i sat in my first m5 .....

and now i want one too...

will you get me one?? *big shiny eyes*..

okay so it had a hideous interior.. but so what! it's gorgeous outside especially the white ones.. omfg.. and its comfy =D .. i was going at 180 and it still felt like 60-80.. hehe...

and no "=_= i wasnt the driver... wtf...i drive so fast. i think eveyrbody die man if u know how *terror* my driving skill is... and which idiot would let me drive a half a mil car anyway... @_@ ... then again.. i wonder if i asked... HMMMMM..

sorry for the lack of updates.. have been working and will be working until tomorrow and the malaysian open polo tournament at putrajaya... and this has been one of my better experiences cuz i actually got along pretty well with the other girls =D which is reaaally realllyy rare... so yeaps. me likes.

although the jobs a bit "=_= ..but what to do.. poor people have to work wad.. kakakaka...

-BabyGinz-


Friday, September 07, 2007

and here's more stuff about the stupid dog catching competition....

sign the online petition HERE

and

A group of Malaysian animal lovers, lead by Ms Myza Nordin, will be organising a SILENT PROTEST in a bid to bring this ridiculous dog catching competition to a stop.Please note that this protest is not sanctioned by any animal rights organisation.

Date: 9 SEPTEMBER 2007
Time: 10.00 am
Venue: Small Parking Lot, Central Park, Bandar Utama

RULES & REGULATIONS OF THE SILENT PROTEST
1. The protest is a peaceful protest.
2. All participants must be respectful and not cause a raucous at the venue.
3. All participants may not make any slanderous remarks towards any party or race or religion
.4. Banners and flyers will be handed out. Do NOT bring or MAKE your own banners or flyers.

Please turn up at the above mentioned venue if you would like to lend your support.

spread the word =)

-BabyGinz-


garhh!! am feeling quite agitated!!!

stupid adobe illustrator..latest version cant be downloaded into my com T_T... and im killing my com right now with all the programs im running... bleah...

i need a newwwwwwwwwweerr betterrrr commmm..

immmmmm so so so so so sorry for the delay of the layout but a lot of unexpected problems have been happening..

but im trying my best okay T_T..

bear with me.

-BabyGinz-


Thursday, September 06, 2007

and because i havent posted a picture for so long and posting mass amounts of pictures have been very stressful.. i know you all miss me XD

so here's one for the time being!

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

nah..lisha..my hair... budden doesnt look like this anymore also.. HAHAHHA..

le retarded...

-BabyGinz-


hmm @_@ i wonder if something is wrong with nuffnang or is my blog suddenly getting really heavy traffic @_@..

in the span of less than 12 hours.. there were 350+ unique visitors when usually its just 150-200 @_@... and thats 24 hours....

how quaint @_@...

-BabyGinz-


dear lisha,
i know i said i would post pics.. but the effort needed cause too high an ordeal and stress to me.. i shall do it when i am at a calmer stage...
in the meantime..
do keep checking back =D

-BabyGinz-


Wednesday, September 05, 2007

blogger is being a pest "=_= ... i wonder if i can make my own blog thing *O* ... haha..

right..

dream on babe.

-BabyGinz-




i forgot to link this that day... please go here and sign the email to be sen