Life's Bittersweet Simplicities

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6-11 March 08

sorry lar.. u ppl have to be subjected to my monkey obsession.. huhuhu





im not sure why all my pets like sleeping here @_@…

see… proof no 2
finally got around to trying cupcake chic

to be honest their cupcakes are good i guess…
but good in a sense its not too sweet and it’s really light and fluffy… however its so light and fluffy to the extent its more like a sponge cake thing that a cupcake.. not compact and the density of the cupcake is too little for a cupcake..

had dinner at some indian restaurant in TTDI.. it’s name just suddenly slipped my mind @_@.
food is actually enough for 3 ppl.. lol butter chicken rawks. oh btw this place serves authenthic haagan dazs ice cream for 4 ringgit a scoop!! SO WORTH IT CAN DIE. ill update on the name of the place as soon as i remember @_@. lol
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(this post was originally written before i went singapore but i couldnt post pictures so its even later than ever)
granted my post may be a tad wee bit too late but it took a hell lot longer for me to actually compile the pictures. sigh sigh. and okay so i only started on the night itself mere minutes before the end of the actual date but baaabbbyyyyyy… it’s the thought that counts you know. like the ever true saying better late than never ;p hehe.
wasnt it funny how we met. over a conversation of emoticons on msn that we could never really forget. not even a hi for well over half an hour when all of a sudden i said i want ice cream and you said okay. so there you go driving in the unexplored area of cheras getting very well lost on your way here just like how your buddy danny did on his birthday. hahaha. funny shit that day was. and the best part. you had no idea who i was and vice versa. all we knew was. heck. he/she’s a mutual friend of a friend. and if anybody really knows me im damn anal when it comes to meeting strangers or even going out with people ive never met or talked to before so i guess you really could say fate brought us together. no?
and we took the loooonnngestt way ever to KL while i whined in your car about how dusty and dirty and noisy it was. who would have thought i would end up so attached to this noisy monster of yours.

us and the car =D

and ever funnier still when you got out of the car and i burst out laughing because oh god were you small and i was wearing heels for that matter. although we can all laugh about it now because i am very well much bigger than the first time you met me. =( and boo you for cheating me the entire time about your name and race! but i must admit you had the cutest british accent back then. too bad you lost it all to my rojak manglish. wahahhaha.

we took our first purikura together. it being your first time and for someone who stared blankly at me when i suggested it you posed very well for a so called first timer!

first purikura? hehe

we were friends for quite some time. me only ever calling when i was crying and once when i ran away from home or more accurately the home of my boyfriend at that time…haha..albeit just for a few hours but boy were you in panic mode when you found out that i had ran away from home. (the bf had called my parents n said i ran away “=_=)

it never occured to me that i would ever fall for you. i mean ITS YOU! you the boy who told the whole world i was a kid with issues and only knew how to look for you when i was in trouble. you who laughed when your friends asked about me. and like you said. the girl with much issues obsessed with her then bf even after all the shit he put her through. i know how much u wanted to beat him up. knowing you. you would want to beat up any guy who did what he did to any girl. be it your friend or even some stranger. that’s you. mr all knight in shining armour.

found this on your table one day =)
it never fails to make me smile each time i think of our first semi confession. us sitting at secret recipe… me in my school uniform. i bet you felt weird even if you refuse to admit. heck. you didnt even have friends my age what more going all the way down to cheras just to have cake with me.
i knew u liked me. miss small flower and miss chelle confirmed that when i brought them to paddingtons to meet you. they said you looked at me in a way that said she’s the one even when till this day u refuse to admit it. to be honest i kind of realised it but refused to admit it as well. and then hui yat said YAH OH MY GOD. YOU KNOW HOW HE LOOKS AT YOU OR NOT!! LIKE THOSE MOVIE LIKE THAT. CONFIRM HE LIKE YOU LOR!
so we played a game in secret recipe. i was to tell you 1 thing about my crush and vice versa. i cant remember much of what i said earlier but hell i remember this one sentence you said. “she’s mean” …………………. i mean who describes their crush as mean!! and then when i answered “he’s short” you very confident hah!! answer me back “she’s shorter”
our first kiss was on the 2nd of feb but we never did become official until the 22 of april where u had very meticulously planned your proposal. it was in perhentian in our room while everyone was having dinner. and oh boy did you give me the longest speech ever. you talk and talk and talk and then you said i dont believe in the whole bf gf thing. and then you just go on and on and on. talk about being long winded but u finally uttered the magic words. ” will you be my girl friend?” to which i answered “i’ll think about it” hehe. so bad right. but what to do. after that long speech you put me through my turn la to stress you a bit. la la la.
why u chose the 22 i asked you didnt really know i guess it just felt right. but pretty cool date it was. 22042007. there was somethng special behind that date but it just slipped my mind but pretty cool how the first 2 numbers were your age and the last number was part of mine =D .. the middle few i cant seem to remember at the moment. lol. i think i need to eat more fish. la la la..

us

nothing else matters.

together.

we had the most awesome time in perhentian and actually said we would go there every year because it was our special place. unfortunately for many reasons we couldn’t make it this yr but no worries =D the year’s not over yet. mwahahaha

i guess this post is getting pretty long winded and i’ll let the rest of the pictures do the talking. =)

webcam pics
and then you showed me your desktop

mirror images

valentines

and your random surprises

one of my fav pics of you.ever patient.

godfather? hehe
love loves of present and past

random much?
shared moments.

staying awake to bake with me and help me do work
who else but you. =)

doing weird stunts to make me smile.

and weird faces that never fail to make me laugh

strange.
posers.

but perfect ever afters.
from friends

to something more.

everlasting.

entertainment.
and shared places

of pictures worth a thousand words.
passion

shoots.
no matter if you’re more photogenic than me.

as long as we’re in it together.
fugz.gin

anniversaries and good food.
a pair.

thrown together.
lust.

it drives us.
starry moments.

distractions.
shared.

tenderness.
compassion.

eccentric.
fun.

playfulness.
no secrets.

because i love you.

happy late 1 year!

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hola! i am back from singapore! and i have been too busy to update. why is my life so sad.

i totally fucked up in frnech today and wanted to drop dead and die.. and my teacher insist on testing me tomorrow when i dint even understand a friggin word she said @_@……….. and then she says no but u must answer!! u must learn!! then i turned to my classmates for help and when they opened their mouth she said NO!! U MUST LET HER DO IT ALONE OR SHE WILL NEVER LEARN!! how to learn when i dont even know what it is @_@… wtf… can die wei..morrow class again.. pfft.

and no i did not spend tons of money in singapore..why? because i had no money to spend “=_= my brother con me to go look for him and i spent 60 bucks on taxi @_@ omg wei. can die. and then ting lih cheated me to buy her extra make up “=_= … actually im not sure if its worth it or not but nvm la..so cute.. she conned me into buying anna sui’s concealer and liquid foundation for 40 sing… and it’s a con job because i dont use foundation “=_= …..but she use it’s cute bottle against me.. TING LIH OH TING LIH! eh btw so what is that cheap or not? hahaha cuz she said she bought from warehouse.

aihya. let me finish reading my blogs and doing my what nots first la.. bag also havent unpacked..all my junk outside my room also havent bring back in “=_= k thx bye

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Appreciation

One morning, was walking with a classmate who suffered from a fractured ankle along the college hallway, we discussed upon a fella who had disabled legs but a walking stick enabled him to hardly walk.

Funny how we take things for granted. Walking. Just a simple everyday thing. Imaginerous person i am, i can’t deal with a leg than legs. Driving, skateboarding, running, atheletic person i am. All linked to the everday things we do,use it for chores and necessities which are necessary.

Funny how you’ve been gone for 2 days now. I’ve walked for 23 years and 2 days you’re not with me since the rough estimation of a year plus. Imagine losing a leg. Damn..

Anyhows, yeah, call and messages on the handy phone. And things feel like it has changed alot. From how i stare at things in your room that makes me think abit too much, in my car with your wasted tissue waste by the door panel and how we used to take each other wherever we go. From day 1, i hung out with more friends and roamed around like the 1 self entertainer i was doesn’t feel like how i lived my life. Pathetic people may say, but that’s the truth, i can’t say cuz time can change things but i’ll stick to it..

I miss you.. Bottomline truth.

People argue, regret and make wishes they never had wished for. But unconciously, those are the things that actually drive us. A passion not knowing it’s passion.

Sometimes it’s the simplest things we have, we don’t notice how it drives us through this fucked up world of unique and magnificient creatures that have character we call people. Dynamic and variable a geek would say but shit ay, no running away from it, no formula but guidelines.

Funny coincidences of how things led to another but doesn’t change
the way i feel right now cuz
that’s what matters most at this very moment.

(once again) I miss you, baby.

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i seem to be on a pretty extreme roller coaster ride of emotions right now. im currently crying my eyes out to my fav song of the day. angel of mercy by one republic.

you know what’s worst than having one of your favourite restaurants close down? it’s when one of your favourite restaurants food suddenly taste bad while he price increases and the service drops.. =( today i went to nak won in corean village.. one of my favs in the past..not only was the service horrible.. my kimchi selection was pathethic and they didnt even refill it..to make matters worst.. theyd dint serve that steam egg thing that i love so i though maybe it was a minimum number of people per table thing but when we left we saw a couple had it =( so angry can die… and my waiter was like damn lan si showing all sort of stupid faces..

babe asked for his water refill and the damn waiter just dissapeared and waited for 15 minutes until we got annyed and ask omeone else who said ok but never came back.. only at the 3rd tr did we get our water refilled =( and my bulgogi was so horrible that i wanted to leave the whole pot there but MOONNEYY AHH..expensive ah so i forced myself to eat it anyway..to make matters worst.they charged me for corean rice but they gave me normal rice..and you know when u try to make normal rice sticky and moist it ends up horrible.. arghh arghh arghh

so damn pissed eidi.. wait for our desert wait wait wait didnt come..it only came when we got so angry we just stood up and walked to THE EMPTY COUNTER to pay…. which showed our obvious dissatisfaction today… sigh……… maybe it’s just a one day thing but for an established restaurant to have such faults even if its just once in a while tarnishes it’s entire image =( so sad can die. HAIHHH……..

and then on the way home me and the boy were playing and i playfully merajuk!! why u wanan treat me like thattt!! you only have a few hours left with me!!! and then i burst out crying because it hit me that yeah.. in a few hours time im going to be sepearted from my boy for 4 days T____T in our more than 1 year we have never been seperated for more than a day before.. yes la..i know i sound dam clingy and needy and i admit i am okay but i really like waking up in his arms and knowing he’s always there beside me in the morning sigh sigh.

and then we passed by the pau stall in segar and i wanted to cry again!! i miss the old man who used to sell those paus T____T now his son or whoever it is is selling them instead then i started to wonder… where’s old man pau? what happen to him T___T is he sick? is he okay?? the last time i saw him he had a lot of trouble pushing his pau kart and he was shaking really badly when he handed me my pau and kept stuttering non stop =( … what if he’s gone T______T what if he’s really sick T_____T……….mr pau man .. i miss you and your goofy smile =(

and then the stupid bf had to come home and play boston on the piano and he only sang the part i miss you and i started bawling again T___________T.. omg wei.. what’s wrong with me….

emotional malfunction kau kau….

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