i swear…

online boutiques will be the death of me…

*o* im reading some water detox thingie ebook that i stole off rapidshare..

and i stumbled upon this interesting part called water has a memory.

apparently in clean streams of water and clean water lar in general, the water molecules would form harmonious shapes while in dirty or stagnant water the shapes were irregular and chaotic.

so this scientest called Dr.Emoto did an experiment. he typed words on a piece of paper and then proceeded to take the paper to the base of a water filled glass. he then froze it and took photographs of the water patterns on the ice.

on words like i love you and peaceful messages, the patterms were beautifully harmonious structures while on words like i hate u and i want to kill you the shapes appeared erratic and chaotic *O*..

imma gonna try this out out of curiosity!

and a lot more interesting things..i wanna copy n paste here but the file has been copyrighted T__T i cannot do anything and wayyy too much to type..

like water transferring things such as energy and blah blah la… like the concept of holy water and what nots..

there was this well in Tlacote that apparently healted 600 soldiers *O* the ware was discovered by a sick dog that miraculously got better after drinking from a puddle next to the well and the land owner saw it.. he told it to the priest and the priest sent the water to a nearby hospital.. *O*

and then and then theres this shower thingie called the blood-washing shower that were commonly practiced by the ancient greek. it was a shower lasting for 8 hours. a man who was very fond of this shower prescribed it to Dr Alfred Warsaw who was a singer that weighed 200 pounds and had a cronchial problem which prevented him from singing properly. after the 8 hour shower, Warsaw lost 14 pounds and his waist went 2 inches smaller *O* he also claimed he felt 25 yrs younger. he was 75 at that time @_@

i had a letter all written in my head,
to tell you my thoughts,
and why i was sad.

but fear i did,
the words no longer flowed.

nothing at all like how i had planned,
for fear you would leave,
not abandon,
i know you would not.

but leave like u did,
whenever your thoughts went amock,
silent and swift,
you would dissapear in a shot.

i wish i could tell you,
but i know i would choke,
but i really do love you,
i hope that you know.

yet often i wonder,
where did he go,
in person he’s here.

strange,
feels like im alone.

could it be,
that i have lost my boy,
the boy i first saw,
the one who made my heart flutter.

no more surprises,
no more everyday wishes,
why am i always the cause,
of all your sadness.

i wish i could dissapear,
maybe then your smile would be softer,
and maybe your laughter louder,
eyes i once loved to stare at,
would hopefully finally be back.

strings of attachment once so short,
an hour apart,
and sing songs of misses,
would then depart.

where did they go?
it feels like it’s gone.

along with those strings,
i’m struggling to find,
i know you’re tired,
but so am i.

but all i want,
is for us to be one,
happy and delighted,
like how we were once.

27-29 May 08

my dog sleeps everywhere “=_=

cutest fat cats ever in SPCA

okay so they were in ikano for the pet fair thing

i wanted them T___T

can u see him?

hmmm

pretty

lights

pouty duck

halo light

blur but nice

clearer

dinner at the boat house, TTDI

brighter view

looks like a kid

the pink cigs

pretty is it not?

snort

chains at the stairs

spaghetti

my tuna. good stuff

cleared both our plates.

way too many things on the menu.

wish we had more cash to try

gorgeous choc dessert. not amazing but still good.

the past few days were spent in the company of friends new and old alike, though in many different occasions and even more seperate of times; company of good friends will never loose its touch.

friends whom have always been the closest though not neccesarily the best but definitely not those capable of betrayal, at least not to such an extent. people i would openly tell everything to yet not always there, at least physically no but yet still always available in times of much needed smiles and cheers.

=)

on a totally unrelated note.. WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP THINKING THAT MY TATTOO IS FAKE???!?!! wtf!! VERY FUN AH..take marker or pen go n draw my back is it @_@.. crazy ah.. so free is it..”=_= beh tah han betul