i just finished watching cloverfield.
im not sure how to react. i am shrouded in an eerie silence that is discomforting. i want to hold on to a toilet bowl and puke my insides out. it isnt fear. it isnt disgust. it’s just discomfort in an undecipherable manner. this feeling. it’s unreal.
my heart beat is neither fast nor slow yet i know it isnt normal either. it is loud yet silent. i hear nothing but this silence i seem confined in yet the beat of my heart goes THUMP THUMP THUMP. i can’t hear it like how i would in times of fear but i feel it. i feel it loud and clear.
it’s been almost half an hour since it ended but this feeling.
this feeling, it isnt over.
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