Friday, May 30, 2008
Fishing My Way To Made Of Honour
mwahahha..sorry i had to watermark it because im like damn proud of my score T___T but my target is 20k!! but i dont have time to play lately.. sigh sigh sigh.. and i promised my french teacher i will attend all classes starting from next wekk T____T
and there's some drama going on in my house abt the maid *o* when im free i'll blog about it.. kekeke..
anyway for all nuffnangers if you guys are still blur play the game above HERE print screen your highest score and email it to nuffnang for a chance to win invites to an 8 course dinner at jw marriot and movie screening of made of honour.
check nuffangs bloggie for the email addie =)
Thursday, May 29, 2008
sometimes i wonder just where am i headed. drifting along i feel quite contented only for it to be shattered the instance someone says so what are you doing now.?i have so many interest yet none of which i know will stick. so what does a person with no direction do if not join the generic stream of people in the wishes of her parents even when she knows she's probabaly not going to like it.
and french. to be honest i love it. i love how the words sound on my tongue i love how adorable it sounds. but after missing a lesson or two it once again becomes a habit and waking up for it has been almost impossible. sigh... with less than a month left before my looming final exam i cant help but wonder if i should just as well quit now seeing as i havent been to class in over a month except for that occasional two or three days.
and then i remember the people i've met and this dear friend of mine who's inevitably wants me not to quit and willingly spends his night trying to teach a weeks work into that stubborn head of mine.
anyway i know you're probabaly never gonna read this but cheer up boy and sorry i forgot to reply that sms.. hahahaha... if u dont see me in class tomorrow im gonna come terrorise your house eventually.! mwahahhahaha
btw this is a song he wrote for some girl *nudge nudge wink wink* and im not sure where they stand now but i really wished it would work out for him =(
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
just some parts from a book im currently reading called on a wild night by Stephanie Laurens. pretty addictive book."She felt his gaze. She glanced at him ; her eye met his, locked on them. Then she stilled.
A wash of colour spread across her collarbones, swept into her porcelain cheeks. Her lips softened; she glanced down at the book, considered the picture again.
The pulse at the base of her throat leapt, her fingers fluttered at the edge of the page. He sensed the change in her breathing, could, through the tension suddenly binding them, feel the rise of her desires.
Hesitantly, she looked at him. Her eyes were dark, pupils dilated, ringed with an intense sapphire blue.
'So you see,' he ground out, the words gravelly, deep 'the pictures do affect you.' He reached for the book - knew he had to take it from her, bring the moment to an end. Quickly.
'No, you're wrong.' She shifted the book away from his hands. Lost her grip. The book slithered from her silk covered lap, thudded onto the floor.
They both reached for it.
He slid forward- the movement brought him close to her.
His weight sinking into the bed pitched her into him.
In a slither of silk, Amanda squirmed around, spread her hands across his chest and stayed him. 'No - leave it.' She struggled to breath, to think, to keep her eyes on his rather than on his lips. 'It's proved my point.'
The muscles under her hands were rigid; she felt his control quake. It helf, but only just. The heat of his body washed about her, engulfed her; something primitive prowled just behind his mask. She glanced at his lips. Saw him moisten them, saw them form the words, 'How so?'
She looked into his eyes; he continued, 'The ouctures aroused you.'
'No.' triump warmed her, but it was getting harder and harder to think. ' It wasn't the pictures. They were ... interesting. Revealing. Nothing more.' Boldly, she trailed a finger down his lean cheek, her gaze locked on the path she traced until her fingertip touched the corner of his lips. Her wits were slowly spinning awat, as if speech, as if thought, no longer mattered.
She looked up; his eyes were a dark, mesmerizing deep green. 'It was you - watching you look at the picture. Imagining you imagining me...' She slid her hand back, curled her fingers about his nape, drew his lips to hers. ' Watching you imagining us...like that.'
Their lips touched, and they were lost.
She didn't know it, but every instinct reacted. To the fact that she had her lion in thrall, that she'd finally breached his walls and captured the sensualist at his core. Gloried in the fact that he was hers, here and now, without reserve.
And she was his.
The realisation streaked through her, not a thought but pure feeling, something she felt in her skin, in her blood, a knowledge that sank to her marrow.
She was with him from the instant that kiss set spark to tinder, followerd eagerly as the conflagration grew, as the caress evolved into an explicit exchange. He eased back into the cushions; she went with him, sinking against him, luxuriating in the feel of his hard body beneath hers. Her arms about his neck, She locked him to her as the kiss went on and on.
As they fell deeper under the sensual spell fate had woven about them. "
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"His gaze fixed on her silk - stokinged toes, he drew in a long, deep breath, conscious of the expansion of his chest, and the softness of her breast pressed to him. Every nerve he possessed had stilled. Slowly, he swept his gaze up the curves of her legs, from her small, delicately arched feet, past trim ankled and slender calves to her knees, all screened by fine silk, ultimately to where her blue silk garters circled her thighs.
Above them, her skin was bare, glowing like ivory pearl in the soft light. His gaze traced the gentle swells of her thighs, rested on the thatched of blond curles at their apex. Chest tight, he sent his gaze roaming higher, over her taut stomach, over the indentation of her waist to her breast, swollen and rosy-peaked from his attentions. Lifting his eyes, he took all of her in, drank in the sight. She lay stretched alongside him, within the circle of one arm, totally naked but for her silk stockings, a creation designed to overwhelm his senses, resilient female curves encased in alabaster satin, her golden locks luctrous in the candlelight.
At her back, all around her, the jewelled tones of his silk shawls and cushions created a fitting bed on which she was displayed - a gem, a pearl beyond price.
His"
Above them, her skin was bare, glowing like ivory pearl in the soft light. His gaze traced the gentle swells of her thighs, rested on the thatched of blond curles at their apex. Chest tight, he sent his gaze roaming higher, over her taut stomach, over the indentation of her waist to her breast, swollen and rosy-peaked from his attentions. Lifting his eyes, he took all of her in, drank in the sight. She lay stretched alongside him, within the circle of one arm, totally naked but for her silk stockings, a creation designed to overwhelm his senses, resilient female curves encased in alabaster satin, her golden locks luctrous in the candlelight.
At her back, all around her, the jewelled tones of his silk shawls and cushions created a fitting bed on which she was displayed - a gem, a pearl beyond price.
His"
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
wanted to type more but hahah didnt realise the part i wanted to type out was 8 pages long so ladidadida..
these were my baby guinea pigs a few hours after they were born. #_# yes..they came out with fur @_@
and that is how big they are.. zomg.. can u imagine how huge she was when she was pregnant
thats mummy sugar btw
damn hard to capture them la.. running everywhere
damn cool.. focused on daddy cream behind. hes huge btw
hm
some ice kacaong or possibly cendol from charms cafe.. sorry la i dont know the diff cuz i dont like...but the bf says its really nice and its darn cheap also for the size!
and fear not..all the thingies are at the bottom although personally i like it with jsut condesnsed milk n gula melaka..wahahha
see how big the cup is!!
in comparison with my head *o*
my curry fish head rice..
yummyness.. i love charms cafe =D this is the branch in the curve btw
chocolate almond tart from bijou!
so so so so good but the many times ive been there i've only seen this once @_@
arhhmmm
no heart to put in my mouth "=_= too pretty eidi the choc.. i swear its really good!! the choc is good quality and the sides are just the right kind of crumbly.. sigh
and fear not..all the thingies are at the bottom although personally i like it with jsut condesnsed milk n gula melaka..wahahha
see how big the cup is!!
in comparison with my head *o*
my curry fish head rice..
yummyness.. i love charms cafe =D this is the branch in the curve btw
chocolate almond tart from bijou!
so so so so good but the many times ive been there i've only seen this once @_@
arhhmmm
no heart to put in my mouth "=_= too pretty eidi the choc.. i swear its really good!! the choc is good quality and the sides are just the right kind of crumbly.. sigh25-26th Match 08
this is him trying to get into the rex costume i bought for 5 BUCKS!!
tadaaa.. 
to note..the length of the costume is actually only 4 feetHAHAHAHAHHA
nails of the month.. 
love the contrast =Danyway the bf did a video for the big mac competition.. it isnt as good as we thought it would be because of time constraints and the lightings ...as well as the lack of a tripod and a good video cam.. but it's still okay i guess...
vote for it here =D althought its probabaly a tad bit too late and eveyrones been cheating.. like seriously..an increase in 1000+ votes in 3-4 hours "=_= but oh well.. just vote la..
and if u think his trick is nothing special i dare you to go try it =D he can kickflip it too.. whahaha..
which brings me somewhere else.. come to sunway this sat to support =D he'll be joining the skate comp.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
theres been something that has been seriously bugging the heck out of me ...this is about the mc donalds big mac chant video competition and the whole 40 % of the points go to the voting thing.. but the thing is.. theres a submission date and yet the voting starts at the beginning.. so if someone does a crap video and puts it up he gets to garner more votes than someone who actually puts effort into making his video.. isnt that unfair??
isnt the submission date there so people can submit first and voting only starts after all entries have been submitted and the public actually gets the chance to view all the videos??
so what if this guy gets an almost perfect score of 56 cuz his video is just so damn good.. but he submitted it 1 day before the dateline..hence not being able to garner enough votes... and this IDIOT post one of the lamest video which the whole world obviously know does not derserve to win the prize compared to some other videos but he has the highest votes because he posted it early and got all his friends to help collect votes..
so his video only gets maybe 28 out of the 60 marks.. BUT look!! because he has the highest votes he wins!! because his total score will trump the better video!
guy with better video = 56 marks for video and only 10 marks for popularity
guy with stupid lame ass video = 28 marks BUT 40 marks FOR FAKE popularity
winner= and the 10 k goes to the idiot with the fake votes and dumb video!! woot woot!
i mean if the prize was a few hundred bucks this issue wouldnt be such a big deal but hello 10k? with 10k at stake i thought mc donals n nuffnang would at least have thought more throughly about this. i wonder if anyone is actually even going to look into this.
why is it that i only have retarded sleeping times at home... in singapore and in langkawi i slept at all the right times and woke up at all the right times.. mahai.. even so semangat wake up at 7 something to go swimming okay!
now im back home and its 5 am and im sitting here blogging. wtf
and i fell asleep at the boys house while they were packing stuff to be moved *O* and then fell asleep in the car again! and then went home around 12 something... KO-ed and woke up at 3. and i have class at 10 and i need to wake up in 3 hours!! that is if i manage to fall asleep in a minute "=_=
Monday, May 26, 2008
i am back from the land of the eagles......and i am probabaly never going there again unless i have tons and tons of money to waste "=_= pfft...
stupid expensive overated island =( BOO!
my happiest moment there besides being with the boy was playing with monkeys T________T
the beaches werent even as gorgeous as people said they would be.. blearghh
anyway i realised my blog layout is fucked on the older windows explorer.. and i dont really have time to tweak it right now.. so im sorry if u see a big blank space on top *o*
but eh.. update ure explorer lor!! HUHUHUHU
Thursday, May 22, 2008
*o*the narnian boys have become so cute *o* and lucy babe is starting to get really pretty. i forsee a pretty hot chick in future.
anyway prince caspien was awesome =D i loved every part of it but i think u guys really should watch the first part before the second or it wont be that good.
anyway off to langkawi. hohohoho.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
HMMM..i just remembered i was thinking about this either yesterday or a few days back...
but are we really that stupid... eh discliamer ah..this post not meant to make anybody angry or to pinpoint anybody or whatever okay... just a random thought..
you see ahh.. most animals have animal instincts.. they instinctively know what to do without being told to..but why humans need to be taught what to do wan... why!! damn random i know..
and i dont see a white dog discriminating a black dog or a brown cat discriminating an orange cat also!
hmm.. just a thought ;p
the lightning is flashing at rapid successions without stop and the sound of thunder can be heard every second or 2. the sound occasionally resonates throughout and it feels like the whole earth is shaking with its wrath. this has already been going on for well over half an hour.
the lightning strikes are so rapid and constant it looks like someone was aiming a gun at something and shooting bullets in an angry display of murder or self protection.
even more amazing is that the lightning strikes seem to be happening at an amazingly dangerous distance from me right now and i have never seen lighning flashes so clearly at such close proximity in my life before.
every line and branch of each lightning strike looks like a piece of art. like a branch of a wooden tree set aglow in the dark.
beautiful; yet so threateningly deceiving.
like rouge coloured lips shiny and plump. just a taste and it's poison seeps into your blood stream without mercy.
so deeply enticing these pretty streaks of light.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
okay "=_= i realised i have more than a thousand backdated pictures i havent uploaded.woe is me.
tunes of mellow heart felt songs float about flittering into the inner depths of my soul and as corny as it sounds; every word renders true.
where would we be if music did not exist; for i am no musician myself. failing at almost every form of instrument i lay my hands on yet in a way these strange melodies seem to bring almost every form of emotions thought possible into a vivid story of their own.
tears. smiles. anger. frustration. contentment. music seems to be the very soul of these human emotions. capturing every perfect moment in a well written line or two paired with a tune of a melody so endearing nothing else matters.
even a song can be one of god's many miracles. =)
it feels like there is an army invading and their swiftness and ability to disappear in mere seconds astounds me.
nothing seems to deter these hybrid mosquitos.. not any form of repellent nor mosquito coil and they attack even in broad daylight. yesterday in a petrol station nearby i witness dozens of them flying around leisurely and just biting whoever came near...as if it was something normal........
why isnt anyone doing anything about this increasing problem T______T
i have never seen or been attacked by so many before in my life. not even when i had dengue fever did i see so many mosquitoes.
i have 2 gigantic ulcers..one in my inner lip and another in my inner cheek!! i come home and i feel nausea and sick and im being attacked by mosquitos again.. so the bf goes in search of my mosquito killing racquet and then we remember my sister came in this afternoon and took my racquet from my room.....
so i message here and she took it into her room.. and i ask her back for it and she ask me to go get it myself? and so because i am feeling nauseas and im not wearing pants i ask the bf to go up and get it...... a pretty long time passes by and he comes back down empty handed..
so im like wtf....... and he tells me.. your sister asked you to go get it yourself?? hello.. like wtf.. dahlah its my racquet.. and dahlah he already walked all the way up and still she dun wanna give back ... as if very fun like that........ so annoying can die...
and thanks to that im in a very shitty mood right now.. fucking effing great.
wowwee.. wake up early for class tomorrow and no sleep tonight again! *cheers*
*edit : wtf... i just spent the past 10 minutes hurling my entire dinner out.. at first it was just a little.. i stand up flush the toilet and suddenly a whole gush comes out.. wtf.....and i feel like puking again T________T*
Monday, May 19, 2008
25 Feb 08 - Photoshoot with Terence Lau Part 3hahaha..this is the final set..first few pictures were taken with my cam until the tattoo pic which were all taken by Terence.. yeah.. he brought a friend along for the shoot but no pics from him because i am too lazy to get them "=_= ..yah allah.. why am i like that.. its been 2-3 months already and i still havent gone and collected the pics @_@ soon soon ;p
them snapping hsin =D
cat face
the pool area..so pretty right
random
even more random
my fairy ! *hearts*
one of my fav pics BECAUSE my legs look sooo duper uber long !! *wishful sigh*
another one because i have a sharp face here! wahhaha
dunno why my body looks so weird
fattyness
more fake smiles
the duck face
bluecks
more duck faces
over exposed lighting but i like
my flower in the water =D so pretty..the pic was horizontal..dunno why blogger made it vertical
square/round face @@
slits
bigger slits
eyes closed
eyes open. damn emo pic can
hahaha..dman ugly i know..but must show u.. this is how i look like when freezing cold yet wanting to laugh at the same time *o*
COLD YOU KNOW. see..damn composure.. whahahaanyway ive only linked Terence once so here's the link again
Sunday, May 18, 2008
oh yeah.. ive been hearing the whole indeonesian number thingie very often these days.."=_=
in case you dont know its about some idonesian black bomoh ( magician ) calling people and anyone who answers will die... and then not long ago an east malaysian one started as well..
anyway just so you guys know.. black magic has its boundaries and it cannot travel over seas... dont ask me why okay because i dont know also "=_= but its just some unwritten rule la... so yeap.. even black magic from east malaysian n west malaysia cannot get to either side.. UNLESS the black magic is done on that particular soil la...
the thing might be a hoax or might be real.. it doesnt really matter.. never bad to be cautious =) but just remember.. BLACK MAGIC CANNOT TRAVEL overseas.. and seriously la.. those hebat bomoh really cannot be bothered to do such stupid things wan okay "=_=
Saturday, May 17, 2008
25 Feb 08 - Photoshoot with Terence Lau Part 2hahaha..im so sorry lar.. but this series consist of pretty retarded pictures with me @_@ retarded meaning either very fake smiles or looking retarded next to the more photogenic bf with weird hair.. hahahaha
see how strange i look AND LOOK AT HIS HAIR!! AHAHAHA> DAMN WEIRD CAN!
im so big *o*... he's so small *o*
SEPPPET
more weirdness
witchy @_@
itty bitty ponytail
hmm
round face!
covered by fringe! mwahahhaa
fatty gin
yahla..i got big hips okay... pfft
more big hips pictures "=_=
chubby cheeks =D
haha..previously censored picture
close up
weird yet not weird.. @_@
terence so smart!! he took like that so cannot see my flabs spurting out!
bwahahha..effective much?!
ugly fringe *o*
i think this picture is quite weird but if u enlarge it you can see my eye colour realllyy clearrlyy!! damn chun okay =D and yes "=_= my eyes are brown "=_= they are not contact lenses.. pfft
happy stoner gin 0_obody shop having some super sale now until tomorrow which is sunday *O* additional 10% discount on top of the discounts for card members!!! PHOWWARRR!
today i bought lotion for like 10 bucks and shower gel for about 14 bucks!! DAMN WORTH IT CAN DIE..
but not everything la.. but EVERYTHING has discount.. a lot 30%.. so plus the additional 10% its 40%... hehehe...
today some son of a bitch of an idiot missed called me and then he calls again and i pick up and he fucking cuts the line. so fine whatever..
not long later ... said same idiot MESSAGES ME.. in mandarin.. i dont remember what it said not that i can read it either but the starting was like my friend dunno what what what. so i was like WHAT? and the idiot replies me WITH THE SAME message as before except shorter "=_=
hello?? doesnt my what already signify that i have no freaking idea what he's talking about. and i dont know. something about his whole approached got me really annoyed so i reply. i cant fucking read mandarin. who the hell are you. and no reply...
15 minutes later..said idiot CALLS AGAIN.. this time im already damn annoyed so i HELLO in a damn ganas way.. and said idiot answers back in mandarin.. ni hui jiang hua yi ma? which translates to can you speak mandarin.. so i said NO. and he slams the phone again......
WTF. fucking waste of my time..dont know where the fuck he comes from.. anyway this is the said dumbass number.. if anyone knows please do tell me.
0173020463
oh..i just checked my call list.. apparently he called me last night as well? wtf..and i dont even remember.. wtf..
Friday, May 16, 2008
T_____________Tjust finished playing the god of war..... it's a pretty good game IF YOU IGNORE HOW BLARDY SHORT IT IS @_@.......... dont believe me?? less than 2 days.. that's how long it took "=_= ........
and sucky ending some more T_________T make me lose faith in greed gods only.. HAIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
is it very fun to create games with crappy endings ah T___T
Thursday, May 15, 2008
0_otoday i had my tetanus jab...........
why?
because one of my hamsters decided to take a bite out of my finger and it swelled up like a balloon *O*
hamster phobia
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i hate that feeling of being broke all the time.i hate how even wanting to go out is near impossible because there is a lack of funds for even that little bit of petrol.
i hate it when there are jobs i feel like taking on yet not being able to for one reason or another.
i hate how you say things like this or that is more important yet instead you seem to always be doing something else.
i hate how much i cry this past month for reasons of unknown matter.
i hate how we always have to think for 2 ppl when we want to eat something or go somewhere. even cheap things end up looking expensive.
and most of all i hate having to stay home all day with my head swarming full of these pointless hate.
i know there are a lot of things i want to say but to whom it is uncertain and as to what it is i am even more unsure of. all i really know is. being in this house seems to bring me much unhappiness.
on another note.. i went to get satay yesterday and to my horror.. they were closed T_________T this wouldnt be such a big matter if we hadnt taken a 15 minute round from taman tun to cheras to hartamas for it "=_= pfft...
and to date i havent been to frnech class in ages and apparently my teacher is fucking pissed at me @_@ doomded.......... T________T
oh and out of desperation we bought a 60 ringgit mosquito catcher.. it works OKAY i guess but its not that effective because of how big it is hence making it hard to put in an appropriate location.....which pretty much destroys its purpose as it only attracts the mosqutos when you're not in the room "=_=
damn zhar dou okay.
gin - 0
T_________________T
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
eh..why am i so dumb ah...air asia having their free seats promo again n i wanna book tickets to kuching for the rainforest festival.. but why ah.. i cannot seem to figure out how to book the free seats wan @_@.....
can someone please tell me @_@ or can it only be done during working hours @_@.......
k thx bye
however.. i came to the discovery that the bf forgot re reinstall photoshop into the laptop and using paint takes too much effort.. wtf..
so instead i shall spread the joy of my favourite satay!! Heehe. because i think they deserve the publicity even if my blog is not exactly very influential but still!!! every extra 1 or 2 customers never hurt right =D =D
and this coming from the girl who got annoyed at the overrated kajang satays. hullo! i lined up and wait damn long for the satay okay in the end it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO normal i wanted to throw the satays back at them. the only plus point is the fact that their satay is damn meaty but thats it okay "=_=... cis.. so dissapointing can die.
this is the chicken satay. personally i always prefered chicken satay over the beef satays cuz i think its softer and usually tastier but the bf says that the chicken satay here is definitely better than the beef.JUST LOOK at the colour of the satay. they are super duper generous with the honey which makes the satay soooo soooooooo good and i usually hate that annoying fatty part that a lot of satay has but i actually like theirs *o*
here's proof to their generosity in honey which definitely makes up for the lack of meat. hahaha.. yah la.. their chicken stay quite skinny.. lol.. but it doesnt matter because its still super good.. you see you see..can u see in the above picture the gooooeeyyy honey trail from one satay to the other!! TELL ME HOW OFTEN YOU SEE THAT IN KL NOW.IF THATS NOT A PLUS POINT... they actually use a scissors to remove as much of the black charcoaled parts of the satay!! tell me how many satay ppl put so much love into making their satays!! *shiny eyes*
and and and their peanut sauce is pretty good too!! i rarely eat peanut sauce because i think it totally overpowers the taste of the satay but theirs mixed reaaally well with the satay!! it complimented it perfectly and it wasnt too think or anything but still tasted very much of peanut yet still being able to hold the authenthic yummy honey glazed satay...
sighhh.. i am so in love.... i had the satays 2 days in a row and now that im blogging about it in craving it again T________T
anyway they go at 50 cents a stick and im not sure about the nasi himpit because im not a fan of nasi himpit so i never tried.. hhoohohoh..
and they are found outside nasi kandar bestari in desa sri hartamas =D THEIR SATAY IS LOVE I TELL U.. but dont say i didnt warn u.. their satay really is a bit on the skinny side so do order more than you usually eat because they are just so gawd damn addictive... i can eat like 20 sticks continuously without even noticing how many sticks ive already polished.. ppfft.. talk about suicide.
Monday, May 12, 2008
for all you nail polish fans out there.. i stumbled upon THIS site and im not really sure if its really genuine OPI but it looks genuineanyway its really really cheap eventhough its in sing dollars considering 1 opi bottle in msia cost 55 bucks. =D
great find
your absence brings more tears and the simplest of things brings about a wave of nausea and decided emptyness. it's only been less than 24 hours but being at home in this house where nothing but my pets seem to bring me comfort does more harm than good and i wished with utmost desire that you would magically reappear.
sleep seems to be the only way to pass time but even sleep does not seem to come easy as my body longs to be in your presence. oh how great it would be if i could just close my eyes and sleep till the 23rd for 3 days of bliss will finally be mine.
it's part one because there's more but im really lazy to upload them at the moment...... pfft..
my teeth can kill ppl okay
damn sharp right
hsin..prolly the only pic she will let me post.. "+_+
ignore the mag okay "=_= just a prop
yeee..oily forehead
thinking
of you?
weird hair
even weirder hair
one of my favs
scary muchhallucinations seem to be the only thing missing while my mind creates drama that seem to be inconsistently depressing and breaking down becomes a very often daily affair.
how much longer can my body take this emotional stress.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
I KNOW I KNOW.......so little updates..
but im done with work for the mean time XD which means im back to blogging. but this is just a short update post.. im really reaaaaaaalllllllyyyyyy tired @_@....
and i just realised... my blog layout isnt entirely fixed after all "=_= pfft......
on another note........
bestari in hartamas has the best satayy evvverrrrrrrrrr
good things are to be shared =)
due to the strange amounts of mosquitos infestations in my room lately i have not slept more over 2 days and yet having to force myself to go to work everyday....
right now my eyes can barely open and everytime i switch off the lights and try and sleep a new swarm of mosqutios just appear..... sigh..
and i have work again with once again no sleep..............
fucking retarded blood suckers...
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Friday, May 09, 2008
i would reaaally really like to update properly but ive been really busyand i love idemitsu =D
k thx bye
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1) If you could choose one, which would you rather be: desirable, popular or confident? Why?
confident. because without it i can be nothing else but with it i can be everything =)
2) I usually feel desirable when
i look good and feel good
3) Which of these is your biggest no-no (in case you bump into your dream guy)?
bad breath and immaturity and the inability to speak english to me.
4) When it comes to hair removal which is more important: Convenience? Fast? Silky smooth after-feel?
fast and the silky smooth after feel. what! it cannot just be one what
5) Which Veet hair removal product have you tried?
the wax strips and some hair removal lotion thing.
6) What do you like most about Veet?
its pretty effective on me
7) What makes people notice you?
my rather weird attitude
Thursday, May 08, 2008
there is always a rainbow after the rain =)
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
insecurities seem to come knocking on the door at the most inappropriate times.and my heart aches at the very thought.
i wonder if you're really all that truthful with me and i wonder if you would ever walk out on me because it feels like you'd really do.
" you know i sayang you right? be a good girl okay "
this sentence lingers in my head. i can't help but think that this isn't as simple as you make it sound to be.
so what is it really that you're hiding from me.
i wonder i wonder.
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
oh right! i must blog about this before i forget @_@.today will probabaly be the FIRST and LAST time i ever have 60k+ worth of jewellery on me @_@... i swear i was so scared i nearly died.. at the beginning i didn't think much.. okay so they decked me in a khoon hooi's designer dress and gave me some the the shops jewellery to parade in for some wellness centre's launch in Starhill. all i had on was a necklace and a pair of dangly earrings and i didn't really think much at it until i made the fatal mistake of asking how much do these things cost anyway @_@
my necklace - RM 26K
my earrings - RM 40K
OMFG I NEARLY DIED!! WHAT HAPPENS IF I TRIP AND FALL AND ONE OF THE DIAMONDS COMES OFF? HOW AM I GOING TO PAY BACK? WHAT IF WHAT IF #_# and then there was actually a ring which HAD EVEN MORE DIAMONDS than the necklace n earrings combined but it was too big for my finger so they said nvm. WAH. IMAGINE I WAS WEARING THE RING AROUND and people who know me obviously know i cannot sit or stand still to save my life.. what if im flailing my arms around in the usual way and the ring flies off and lands somewhere @_@....
and i kept telling the lady i want the pics but i actually manage to forget to leave my email down "=_= wtf. can die man.
oh oh while working i had to register the guest which consisted of a lot of datins n datuks and the likes.. and SUDDENLY this MAN decked in one of the uglist outfits i ever seen WITH A BAG THAT MADE ME WANT TO POUR MY DRINK ALL OVER HIM (it was a bag made entirely out of either a fox or a wolf i didn't really look at it properly..too painful...FROM ITS HEAD TO ITS TAIL. every fucking thing was intack. OMFG. so fucking pissed can die wei)
anyway he had to be the biggest diva in the world AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID. you see the registration form was for 3 people on one paper. nicely neatly printed WITH lines for you to fill in your particulars. MR BIG SHOT WHO KILLS ANIMALS FOR UGLY LOOKING BAGS AND CLOTHES TOOK THE PEN AND LEFT HIS UGLY SCRAWL ON THE ENTIRE PIECE OF PAPER as if it was a big blank piece of paper. helloooooooo.. even the divas of the day like anita sarawak and the first lady didn't do that okay. who the hell are you wei "=_=
so of course la i must go keh poh around so i asked around and apparently he was some big shot fashion journalist which got me totally apalled. I SWEAR HIS OUTFIT WAS SO HIDEOUS i actually thought he was some lost dude at the opening if not for the fact that he was talking so diva-ish ly with the big bosses.
*bangs head on wall*
good night
Sunday, May 04, 2008
sometimes its a wonder how your mind moves in such a way it brings us back and forth; never really ending.. just repetitions like concentric circles drawn in the sands of our time. self proclaimed rightenous is all that seems to envelope you; never really grateful for the things one has done or things the past has done.silence seems to have been my happiest moments when you were around.
people always asked where you were in the past. why you were never home and yet i would always answer i dont know but im happier this way. and fact is. that never really ever changed. christianity seems to have furthur corroded your mind as lessons of fake reasoning is pushed deeper inside. does my happiness even mean anything to you or is it really more important that we let society believe; perfect families really do exist.
who's who to proclaim what's right from wrong. different minds and different views seen from different angles within our lifetime yet brings no meaning except self centered visions of how one should live ones life.
maybe it's time you took a deeper look into yours before you treaten me about mine.
i am too lazy to caption the pictures and i stole most of these pictures of other peoples blogs.. yah hah.. i onli manage to steal so few..there's more but i dont like them ;p or i got lazy and stopped stalking blogs for them. la la la.. btw the pics are in no particular order
my fav picture of the day. and end of caption. wtf
remember my skateboard phase... it has yet to begin because im still waiting for my blind skateboard (toy machine too big T___T) which my bf claims i will never use and my white/pink pixie 3 DC skate shoes (harlow..takkan i skate in my sleek adidas or my none existing sole shoes right "=_= die orh. to arrive... =( ... the skateboard has been ordered and paid for... but half my shoes money has accidentally been used =( because i have no self control like that.. and because of that.. i have to wait longer for my shoes than my skateboard.. "=_=
on what relevance is this too my first sentence i have absolutely no idea whatsoever.
but the boy has been teaching me how to play the guitar and i swear i am so bad at it that the guinea pig in my room got so annoyed he flipped his food bowl over in annoyance =( and my bf said.. ive been hearing *inserts toneless melody* this for the past half an hour. can you change chord now? =(
and i want a polar bear =(
Saturday, May 03, 2008
i have been having this HUGGGEE craving for curry chicken the past week and i still havent gotten it "=_= in fact i think it's been more than a week and no i dont want those mamak chicken curry type X( *sour face* i want those malay style thick curry gravy type!!!does anyone know where i can get it =(
14 March 08
the day i forgot to bring my cam to mansion "=_=
jappie top
i like satin ribbons =D
school teacher wtf.17 March 08 @ Metropolitan College
some pull and bear roadshow
sam gin
again
and again
sam. i forgot @_@. gin
eyes mid closed
supposedly lanc pose.. "=_=18 March 08 @ Acer/Microsoft Launch, Low Yat
some of the girls with Aweng.
gin. jeslyn =D
gin.jeslyn.cherry.forgot.amy
yahla. i know im the shortest and probabaly the fattest. go away.