huhuhuu..as we all know.. im famed for my ultra late picture posts ..so this time im going to present to you something a little somewhat MORE updated but still backdated..wtf
since the bf made the vid for his bloggie HERE im stealing it for my own bloggie. wtf. damn teruk can die.
the vids a bit short and a lot of my fav parts have been cut out but just watch first la.. and wait..a month or so for the more detailed picture post *O*
Langkawi Day 1
Langkawi Day 2
-BabyGinz-
Sunday, June 29, 2008
home cooked aglio olio. a tad bit too spicy. a touch of herbs.
frozen pizza. not too much. just enough.
100 plus. iced water and thick juice.
they all complement.
a cheap blue blanket. two asses on a couch.
strong wind. cold night.
desperate housewives on a 40".
ice cream. vanilla. bulla.
smiles. laughter. giggles.
a perfect sunday night =)
-BabyGinz-
haha..sorry lar..i know i look damn kau retarded in the video.but its bad angle okay ;p but the point is to listen to my joke!!!
and cool right the starting XD no editing..just some function in the vid cam.. kekeke
-BabyGinz-
23-24 April 08 @ Baby Pigs First Bath
unlike my previous pigs where their bath was seriously documented i got lazy..hahaha
Audrey Ooi!! i was browsing some jap mag and this girl looked like u at first glance *O*
nameless piggy 1
adorable eye patch no?
the fattest of the 3
the other 1 who looks almost identical
also nameless
you wouldnt have noticed they were diff would u
bottles.
my fav of the 3..cheh..
favouritism..tsk
anyway for those interested in GP please try to avoid getting a male and female pair. seriously.
-BabyGinz-
if anybody remembers fred the basset hound whom we spent over 24 hours driving around KL to rehome...
i met with the man willing to take him home yesterday at urbanscapes and it seems fred has passed away due to a snake bite a few months back =(
just thought those who spent that 24 hours with me would like to know.
-BabyGinz-
Saturday, June 28, 2008
sometimes i wonder if u even realise how much what you say about me truly reflects you more than it does me.
and frankly it isnt just me because everyone whom we've been seeing lately has noticed it and everytime you're out of ear shot the questions whats wrong la. what happen to him or why you guys like diff wan..he like so cold come into play. and sometimes i dont even know what to answer because those are the questions that make me want to cry.
and more often than not. i just want to run away.
-BabyGinz-
22 April 08 @ 1 Yr Anniversary, Hajime KL
my once fav cake in bakerzin. the strawberry shortcake.
it's no longer nice soft n spongy..instead its hard T__T and dissapointing. sigh
perfect half boiled egg in a mamak at aman suria *O*
even the 2nd egg came out perfect!!
ZOMG
my fav salmon appetiser thing in hajime. not sure if u can be ordered? this is usually free but it depends on the days like what days what appetiser it is
camwhore
my fav pic of the day!
opps..terflash
the previous pic would have looked better =(
the view from our usual table XD
cool effect..kekeke
we just havent taken pics together in a long time
i forgot what this was.. lol
i dont know why but eveyrtime i go there i just have to take pics of their cat plates @_@
my fav agedashi tofu!
another roll but again i forgot which
hajime is located in jalan damai in KL
soba!
best grilled mackeral evvaaaa
close up on the soba.
soup. i love miso soup.
duck
squished
ooouuu
BUT WHY!
-BabyGinz-
it's sickening to know how realistically painful dreams can be. things of the past we often think we're over but fact is we never really did let go; at least not entirely anyway.
we wake up with our hearts thumping, fresh from the betrayal and ache of our dreams over situations that seem all too familiar yet never even happened and we wonder to ourselves why the hell is it that feel the way we do over things that have long been forgotten.
it's worst when we dwell upon it after waking up and our mood becomes completely lost like the sun being hidden behind the clouds while guilt consumes us because we feel like we have just betrayed someone close to us.
these random ramblings they make no sense. words being placed all over the place in confusion, i think it's time to close my eyes and dream; happy dreams.
-BabyGinz-
Friday, June 27, 2008
eh. the germain post DO NOT VOTE FOR GERMAINE. voting for her means to KILL her.
if you notice her picture is getting mroe and more pixelated. it means she's losing and if her pic dissapears shes out of the top 20 *O* so click HERE to kill others!!
-BabyGinz-
EH SHIT I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT THIS LOR
i was at hartamas shopping centre the one in plaza damas and times is having some book cleareance thing!! im not sure when it's until but majority of the books are like 10 bucks or 12 bucks!!!!!
that is if you dont mind that maybe on the top or the bottom they have a marker pen mark but besides that they are in pretty damn good condition @_@..
i bought 6 books for 70 bucks!!! wanted more but the bf pulled me away before we had to eat water for dinner.. hahaha
do check it out =D
-BabyGinz-
Thursday, June 26, 2008
hie all! i'm sure you guys remember my bunny girl nuffy Germaine in case you didnt know her name. AND WE ALL know how you guys think shes so hot right =D and now that you've seen her in person i'm sure you're all head over heels for her.
so do me and this girl a favour and help her get into the top 20 of Miss World Malaysia 2008.
how?
well there.. just hop on over HERE and vote FOR ANYBODY EXCEPT HER. eh no lor. i damn sayang this chick okay. im not trying to eliminate her.
the deal with this voting system is. you actualy vote who to KILL and kick out of the competition instead of who you think should stay. damn cool concept i think. less chances of cheating if u know what i mean.
anyway the voting runs up to the 5th of July so scurry on now and spread bunny love all around XD
damn corny this post but fuck that la. in support of Germaine Ong. lol
-BabyGinz-
hahaha..i saw this set of pics on nuffnanger mengs blog and i found it pretty hilarious.. lol..
try it XD
-BabyGinz-
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
sigh..i am like in gym dilemma right now..
so many gyms and im not sure which to go to..
some friends recommended true fitness in hartamas but paying 165 a month with a commitment of 1 year is a bit steep T___T and the pool isnt in hartamas its in PJ.. sad sad..
while i like california fitness in MV (been there once with a friend) i think it's starting to get a bit over crowded T___T havent gone and inquired about the membership price yet though...
and the one in leisure mall.. i also dunno.. the fact that its in leisure mall just makes it unappealing for some unknown reason.. but shall check it out soon....
and i find it really annoying that they dont have a set price and it depends on your consultant.. maybe you get a nice one and he gives u a lower price or someone who is damn greedy gives u a damn steep price *O*
anybody have any recomendations? *o*
-BabyGinz-
19-20 April 08
argh! im trying to churn out as many pics as possible @_@ july is almost here and im still in april pics!! zomg
and is anybody else having problems with stupig bloggers auto rotate picture thing!! IT KEEP ROTATING MY PICTURES WHEN I DONT WANT IT TOO!!! pfft
miko and pinky
dont they look like their attached
one of my fav baby mice
super adorable
looks like a girl but hes a boy *O*
other side of the face
another baby..this 1 is a bit feisty @_@
new hanger thingie from ikea!
along with 2 new cupboards which u can barely make out now.. heh
too over crowded with junk
stuc this on top of 1 of my cupboards ;p
-BabyGinz-
OMGG!! here i am being paranoid about bed bugs and the bf suddenly goes "OOH!! i found something!! ITS A BUG!! im nto sure if its a bed bug or its just a normal bug!"
and neither of us can identify if its a bed bug or not "=_= haha..because it was found on the floor and it looked more like a beetle but how do bed bugs look anyway T___T googled them but dunno la! still dont know for sure how they look like!!
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
oh and i realise everytime i want to type probably i end up typing probabaly instead @_@ im not sure why
-BabyGinz-
wah.. was at a friends father's er..mourning thingie before the funeral and we were seated around a table and his sister who is learning to be a dive master was telling us her bed bug story in perhentian.
and now im having bed bug paranoia @_@.. i keep scratching and i cant stop staring at my bed if there's anything running across it... wtf
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another thing is.. i noticed a lot of new random people are coming to my blog.. first off..haha..sorry ha..i never did finish my layout so yeah..
and 2ndly a lot of things are being assumed and a lot of things are being speculated and i guess i put my life out in public for that but in cases of me n the bf.. it's not really as it seems kind of relationship.
so stop judging already "=_=
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i have a tamagotchi character on my desktop and he's hyperventilating. wtf.
-BabyGinz-
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
awake at this time of the day; not so strange for many but ultimately strange for me, thoughts of empty ambitions and fluffy white clouds that contradict my many moods seem to float by like a picture painted on a clean white canvas. each colour blending into one another yet every little detail can be seen as if the image was draw by a solid black pencil, just a clear outline without the messy little sketches.
funny isnt it how each colour seems to melt right into each other yet so distinct in it's way that it would actually be able to express a million emotions just by it's tone.
right now i see yellow. with a touch of brown and a shade of orange slightly tinge by a reddish hue. a pretty transparent piece of glass filled to its brim in a cheerful mixture of orange; not smooth but pulpy like paper is before it's complete.
i see a a slight breeze that blows at all the right moments into my hair and a face i wake up to every morning looking , watching and just seeing with perfect pools of brown. inside i see compassion, love, tenderness and so much more as these round pools stare back at me in a way none other would.
wishful dreaming it seems but all this is; is a breakfast scene i seem to be craving ;p
i think i shall go harass the boy to wake up for a good hearty breakfast at la bodega before i finish my pay on more pointless stuff like cat food to carry in my bag for stray cats. wtf. hohoho. damn potong right my post. wtf
(edit: who would have thought this simple request for an early breakfast would end up in tears.which shows just how importantly i fare next to his skateboard. i think im starting to hate skateboarders.
if i could trade these presents you bought me for an anniversary you didnt even realise until i told you for your attention like how you used to give me, i would.
i remember a boy who would stay awake if he had too just to keep me happy and a boy who would scrap up every cent he had just to drive down to cheras to take me for ice cream. a boy who would immediately wake up at the sound of my voice even at the oddest of hours but lately all i see is his shadow. long forgotten were the days i felt my heart flutter and that glow on my face that said "HAH. my bf is better than yours!" because right now it feels like that fire is lost.)
-BabyGinz-
i must blog about this before i forget!!!
i never realised but the gardens mid valley has one of the nicest art shops i have ever been too!!! it's damn big and damn organised and it seriously has a lot of things. for those who frequent uncle win's and venus art you guys WILL ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SHOP!!
everything is soooo organised and everything u can find in those shops can be found there!! THAT and many other things that you've probabaly not seen before!! REALLY! even if you're not an arts student you might want to check the shop out because they have alot of things for normal basic arts and craft stuff and even things for like kids crafts and stuff.
and after being there today i realised.. wah..here got a lot of things that i could have used for the nuffnang wild life party costumes lor!! but oh well too late.
anyway the shop is located on the highest floor a few shops away from borders and sushi zanmai.. its tucked by the corner next to the toilet and i cant remeber what it's called but its the shop with a lot of canvas easels on display in the window and their sign is orangy yellow with a lot of words on it especially the word art.
if you're an art fan like me and love drawing n painting or making random crafts u will spend at least an hour there just looking at things and probabaly another hour trying to decide which to get.. lol
-BabyGinz-
Monday, June 23, 2008
18 April 08 @ Wondermilk Cafe
cookies n cream n choc something
looks a lot better than it taste
in fact i was quite dissapointed
some mango soda thing which is okay i guess
weirdos
hm
pretty wall
pretty clothes
before gaining weight
we camwhore!
ho hum
mmm grinz
bleks
muacks
WHOOPS
weirdos alert
hahaha..and falafels at al amir where their original shisha man has shifted
so the cupcakes in wondermilk were honestly PRETTY BAD......they looked pretty and all but i dunno la.. i thought the cupcakes were really bad la..dunno just the batch on my day or what..
but i did realise when i first bought their cuppcakes it was really good but the more famous it got..it started getting very dry and too sweet..and i dont know.. just werent as good anymore T___T so im not sure if the cupcakes are like that also.. but oh well.. its a pretty cool place to chill out
and they have sloppy joes! havent tried it but i want to.
-BabyGinz-
i have an angsty/pms-y bf >=(
-BabyGinz-
15-17 April 08
camwhore post except for the last 2 pics. HAHaA. this was my hair the day after it got cut and THE UNSTYLED version ;p not that i ever bothered to style it anyway eventhough they gave me wax @_@
small eyes fat face
hair colour not obvious here
i obviously destroyed the fringe because i couldnt stand the heavy mass of original fringe that was meant to be there *o*
DAMN BIG DIFF LO
the colour still intack
or so i thought
more obvious with my contrasting top
oo..purple snake eyes
hmph
over exposed
no longer as red..in fact started browning
AND YOU CAN SEE STREAKS OF GOLD... which was still better than what happened now T___T
stupid blogger did it again
baby mouse!
-BabyGinz-
Sunday, June 22, 2008
as overly used as the words never take things for granted and unexpected things can happen at unexpected times are, you just can't help but realise just how true these cliches really are.
today with the unexpected loss of someone whom we all pray is in a better place, a number of us have been left stunned and many shattered.
though i am in no place to be as upset as those around me should, i can't help but feel at a total loss of what to do and how to react; all i can say is, the news hit me like a silent brick thrown at the back of my head as i walk down a road i've taken everyday in the sure confidence that this road would be the safest road to take.
my condolences to those involved and i hope today's news will teach us to live each day with more love for one another and less arguing among each other.
the sad unexpected message however, was later made a little lighter by a call of someone as unexpected as the previous; with news much more pleasant though long forgotten.
i guess we really should expect the unexpected.
-BabyGinz-
EW... while changing just now i observed myself in the mirror cuz i noticed thats weird..my waist seems to have gone back bigger.......
I NO LONGER HAVE AN ASS!!! *O* and my boobs have shrunk 1/3 of their original size!! ZOMG.. and then my arms are like skinny and unporportionate to my body!! WHY IS LOSING WEIGHT LIKE THAT!!!
because my stomach and waist are seriously losing the fats SOOOOOOO Slowly that im probably going to look like a twiggy mascot.. you know the twiggy snacks ... @_@ skinny legs n arms but unporportionately bigger body but flat on both sides!! WTF.
and another weird thing.. the fingers on my left hand are growing longer @@ and they are now about a cm longer than the fingers on my right hand @_@ wtf is this!!
-BabyGinz-
i have a very weird illness @_@ and im suffering from it at this very moment.
im not sure why but for almost 2 years or so if i wake up with more than 4 hours of sleep but less than 6 hours of sleep (this only applies in the morning and occasionally if i have less than 4 hours of sleep as well but thats rare) i tend to get very nauseas and i start puking when there's nothing to puke out @_@ so i end up onli puking little bits of bile juice and a lot of air @_@
during spm because i am a last minute crammer who onli crammed 2 years of work within a day.. i had to puke before each exam in the morning because of how uncomfortable i felt.. and nothing would curb it.. even eating wouldnt help...
i slept at 2 yesterday and my alarm was set at 7 today and usually i would press the snooze button for an hour or two before actually getting up but i woke up at 630 for no reason whatsoever @_@ and now im feeling nauseas again but i need to get ready for work in Sepang.. HAIHZZZZZZZZZ ......T__________T i hope it rains today so i get to stay under the tent n sleep.. WAHHAHAHA
and sorry la if you guys came to my blog for updates on the nuffnang party.. because i was working i didnt have my cam with me and ANYWAY even if i did you would notice i have a lot of backdated pictures HENCE the nuffnang post would probabaly be a month late anyway.. AHHAHAHA
okay i need to go puke now..
bye.
-BabyGinz-
the weirdest thing ever has happened @_@..
i remember shaving my legs and seeing about 5 mosquitos bites or so before going to the nuffnang thing.. i came home n showered..and suddenly my whole leg was covered in little red bites @_@..........
and i dont even remember scratching.. @_@
-BabyGinz-
Saturday, June 21, 2008
14 April 08 @ Albert Nico Hair Seminar, Loreal Academy
ew..roundness
hahaha..this is how 1 side oh my head is suppose to look like
another angle
the actual colour
he designed it in a way i could do it back but im lazy like that so yea
chicken!
you know the fringe. he kept yelling at me whever i swept it away because he said the fringe was the most important part T___T
sigh
sorry la keep repeating..but i miss the colour T__T
he chpped my hair off..not sliced..but he used a blade... T__T i was so scared
head colourist!
the 2 other girls are his collection models if u go to albertnico.com you'll see them. OMG the red headed girl is sooo cute in th pics just like some doll.. WARGH
us again!
cutie priscilla
and with albert nico! there was actually a lot nicer pics but the lady never sent them to me T___T
there was a group one that i reallly loved cuz we all managed to pull off that lansi look perfectly..and i mean EVERYONE in the pic and there were more than 8 of us in the pic.
SIGH.....i hate it when they say okok i'll email you the pics and never do U_U
-BabyGinz-
whoops.. apparently i just got a call and today is the last day for me to take the exam T____T but i've decided not to cuz i know im going to fail.. lol......
oh well...
it's just a normal exam with an in-house certificate so it doesnt mean much especially since it's just a beginner's cert. will consider taking the DELF exam next yr instead if i continue taking french lessons. hahaha.. IF i continue..
-BabyGinz-
tsk.. i am the worst student in the world.
so i did study but i got sleepy after an hour and hence only got through 4 chapters out of the 12 chapters we have reached..and even in that 4 chapters im like quite blur.. hahaha.. why am i like that..
pourquoi je suis tres paraseusse? (WHY AM I SO LAZY? actually i dont even know if my sentence structure is correct.. wtf)
so i decided to skip my exams today and postpone it to next monday or tuesday *o*
and yes that is allowed because it's just a friendly exam and not an international certificate since the international certificates exams are only conducted once a year which is in May.
ON THE DOWNSIDE T_____T i will be doing it alone without my french tutor/ musician friend/ the boyfriends music kaki......... T_________T and he popped my bubble by saying aihya.. she'll probably change the exam paper for u laaaaaa when i said after youre done u can tell me which chapters to study! pfft!
i intended to study yesterday afternoon wan lor..then i could have reviewed eveyrthing or at least enough to pass my exam la.. ahhaha.. BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO......i only started at 12 AM.. wtf.... woe is me ..
-BabyGinz-
Friday, June 20, 2008
i have one of the worst habits ever! arghh!! when i have to study i tend to sit and procrasinate in front of the computer longer than i usually do..even when ive run out of blogs to read and whatever random crap it is i do online i will still sit in front of the comp n just stone!!
when i dont need to study i can just get off the comp and do whatever it is i want but when it comes to studying this happen!! WHY WHY WHY!!!!
i am so going to fail tomorrow T___T
-BabyGinz-
i had ultimately one of the worst naps ever with screaming people and barking dogs that just go on and on.
body aches all over the place in that short span of time. it's short when you get fed up, open your eyes, turn to your side and look at the time realising oh wow; it's still the same hour.
and these naps they get worst when you sit down somewhere feeling drained and you have to listen to the screams of these people again.
just take me away to a place far far away and maybe then i'll start to feel loved again.
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i miss it when i can just open my mouth and say i'm going to "inserts location", it's this much this much and get the money without much effort and buy my air tickets and fly off without all the care in the world. even if i was never given a large sum and the amount of money is usually just enough to cover a cheap air ticket, a decent accomodation and food but these trips.. they were always so good.
it's depressing when my plans to go anywhere now have been put on so much hold because i can no longet get money as easily. haihs.. nat oh nat. i was really quite excited on going to corea to disturb you for a week. le depression.
and i never did tell many people this but i was offered a place in milan for some modelling/fashion summer course thing for 3 months and i turned it down because my parents have been pushing me to start my studies and i am very RELUNCTANTLY starting my a levels in july because no matter how much i try to deny it i think it's really not something i want to do and im still so unsure of what it is that i really want to study. HAIH.
MILAN OKAY. WHY AM I SO STUPID!! OMG. i think that was probabaly my only chance to go there unless i become damn rich in the future.. pfft... haha.even though modelling n fashion whatever is not really my thing but ish..3 months only what..and MILAN.. MILAN!! ARGH
i think i really need to get away from this place
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and the next 3 nights, 2 days will be so tiring.. argh argh argh.. i hate it when everything comes together!!!! and wtf..my french exam is at 830 in the morning??? WHYYYYYYYYYY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.............
i should start studying now considering i cant even piece a sentence together without having to pause and think for 30 seconds.. pfft...
-BabyGinz-
13 April 08 - Goodbye Black @ Albert Nico Saloon, KL Plaza
haha..squinty eye aaron
JENG JENG JENG!!
stoner
pretty lightings
hm..gold?>
the actual red of my hair..
the black where they bleached was actually purple.. but it came out and now its all gold T___T
and my red is now brown U_U
-BabyGinz-
Thursday, June 19, 2008
This is the the boyfriends first video post. He's restarted his blog HERE and his post will all be in the form of videos.. or..i think la.. hahaa.. since he just bought a new video cam for that purpose..
if u like or u know anybody who likes his editing ;p you're welcome to hire him to edit stuff for u. hahaa... cheaper than going to those companies okay!!
-BabyGinz-
hmm.. i have a sudden urge to make croissants.. but i dont have yeast *o*
-BabyGinz-
today!! wait..technically yesterday i got sort of complimented trice!! until someone burst my bubble!!
*shiny eyes*
me: EH! U SEE U SEE GOT THINNER OR NOT. I JUST MEASURED THINNER LOR the boy : er.. not really..you look the same to me.
*later downstairs*
me: *looking at side profile in mirror* EH!! NO LOR U SEE I THINK REALLY GOT THINNER LOR the boy: yah! i was just going to say that! i think its not that obvious when you're not wearing anything but yah i think u really did get thinner.
i was in bukit bintang area cuz the boy wanted to buy a new video cam.. OH BTW YVONNE! i tried the loaf mini durian cheesecake thingie AND ITS SOOO SOO GOOD but not as good as celicakes durian cake la BUT STILL SO SO GOOD. right so anyway...
me: WOI! e: EH!! why u here wan! LONG TIME NO SEE! me: canot arh e : EH!! U SLIM DOWN A LOT ALREADY LOR!!! me : *grins like an idiot*
continues on journey and comes across someone else i havent seen since march..
me: wuiii... j : *stares at me* EH!! WHY U HErE!! me: nothing lor..walk walk lar.. j : *continues to stare weirdly.* eh... why u like thinner a lot already wan! u gam fei ah! me: YAH WOR!! U NOTICED!!!
and then my happy bubble pops at a friends place "=_=
me: EH! you see! do i look thinner to you? a : er.... noooo...? me: WHY NO! a: u look the same to me! but you know what! i think i got thinner!! today b said that if you look at me from the back you would think i was a model or something. just that i would need to wear a dress (hahaha..a is a guy)
sigh! and the journey to loosing fats continues!!!!!! and in case youre wondering why i said fats instead of weight its because i can be really thin but really heavy and fat but really light. BECAUSE fats are lighter than muscles!! so if im gonna b thin and toned im definitely going to be gaining weight *o* so don't judge your size through your weight ;p
-BabyGinz-
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I AM A HAPPY GIRL!! mwahhahaha.. the food reduction method is working!!!
a year ago my waist was about 23 ..and then i gained LOTS N LOTS OF WEIGHT and it went all the way up to 25!!! i just measure and now its 23.8!!! HAPPINESS...
but the sad part is.. i want to lose weight most on my thighs and my face......and it doesnt look like there's any difference T___T sigh.. anyone got any tips on how to loose weight on these 2 areas without me having to starve myself to death
i hate how round n squarish my face look in pictures now T____T
-BabyGinz-
i hate it when i fall asleep crying because i always tend to wake up feeling like shit.
so my french exam is on sat and i havent attended classes again 4 times in a row.. today being one of my worst decisions ever..
i received a phone call and a job fell nicely into my lap today.. just 4 hours..and 250 on the spot.. good year again but the catch is.. it's in the morning..and i told my agent...i dont think so ler.. i got class... but the real truth was... i just didnt feel up for it..i could feel how swollen my eyes were and it was such a last minute call i would have to get up immediately and get ready...
and i really needed the cash too....so much it isnt funny anymore..and i told myself nvm..french class is more important.. you only have 3 classes left before your exam so you should attend that instead.. but when the time came.. i turned and looked at you and i just couldnt. i couldnt bring myself to get up and wake u and i just couldnt bring myself to face almost 3 hours of french with one of the most eccentric teachers i have ever met.
and now i really wished i took the job.
because maybe a nice pampered day out is what we really need.
-BabyGinz-
i remember there was a time in my past i used to love to bake. slaving away in the kitchen i would usually emerge covered in random clouds of flour and cocoa powders. i never really ate the things i made; the smells of the oven would usually be an overkill to my senses.
but the joy of watching people eat my little experiments; well i guess that was what kept me going. they weren't the creme of the crop neither were they as good as some of them claimed but it made me happy anyway because there would almost never be any leftovers; if not a plea for more.
i remember how much i used to love baking these random things and putting my boyfriends (not that there were many U_U..just 2 anywy) tongues on the line for having to eat whatever new concoctions i've decided to try. but they always did it with a smile and even if it wasnt all that great; they would polish off whatever it was i made. and now that i think about it, maybe that showed how much they really did care, watching over me always; in fear of breaking that fragile glass heart of mine. it was the little things i never much appreciated until now when the present is always too late.
it's been a long time since i've felt such simple closure, along with it i lost that passion which was once so great. if you could read my mind, you would discover how much sadness you gave me despite the lack of arguments we had. simple things; they always meant the very best.
and over and over again, i start to think of my past.
and these tears they flow, with a smile so sad it's amazing we'd last.
"the first and also probably the last" i wonder if you ever caught on to that.
-BabyGinz-
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
8-9 April 08
i dont know why blogger rotates my pics @_@.. but jelly from that jelly shop in ikano!
found some weird mushrooms growing in my guinea pig cage @@
which they later ate "=_=
ice lemon tea WHICH I LOVE in marmalade cafe, sunrise
the girl n the boy
proof i am dating shin chan..
SEE THE EYBROW RESEMBLANCE!! haha
yummy mashed potatoes. its weird.. diff marmalade outlets use diff sauces @_@
my kids spaghetti because i am broke. hahaa
the boys egg n avocado sandwich
ooo..whats this?
really pretty cig!! it taste n smells like choc!! although i think it taste like sweets but eveyrone insist it taste like choc..so okay "+_+ and the tar n nicotin content n less than normal ciggies. but this can only b found in langkawi.. lol
the pink one is even prettier!
10-11 April 08
lunch at coffee bean
the boys breakkie meal
my salmon something something
it was okay la..but dunno why they use that bread @_@
suppose to make a house thingie for my rabbit...
slumber spice
bored already
isnt she adorable *o* shes a lot fiercer than she looks U_U
the roof
and the bf sandpapering the cage to be the walls.. just to note..hahaha..it isnt completed..no time no time U_U
-BabyGinz-
Monday, June 16, 2008
Pretty In Pink?
hahaha.. so Tongue in Cheek and Urbanscapes are doing their first competition thingie which involves polyvore.com. Do visit the tongue in cheek website for more details =D
Althought your eyes might go a wee bit wonky. lol.. cuz of the amount of items you can actually choose from in polyvore @_@
So there you go. my set because im too lazy to make another. wahahhaha.
-BabyGinz-
u know it amazes me how people really can make so much speculation and accusations and yet not realise how it's actually affecting them...
the whole table story at jww marriot would have pissed anyone off but they just wouldnt have realised because fact is fact. they weren't in our shoes. i mean all they had to do was say. "excuse me. im sorry but me and my friends want so sit together. do you think it's okay if we swapped places" which we would have very willingly done instead of act nochalant n stuff. but that was explained in the post below.
and i was about to pretty much totally forget the incident because someone actually took the effort to call me up and someone else actually bothered to leave a comment of a technically peace thingie while someone else from that particular table actually commented in skylers blog to apologise. so yup. all's good.
and as a disclaimer. the table incident has been done and over with. im fine and im not going to hold grudges and such nonsense but i just found this rather amusing =)
so i got bored and decided.. hmm.. everybody keep talking about that drama cuz someone else blogged about it besides me n skyler and posted it on innit summoh.. so okay la.. i go n browse la..since i rarely check the innit's section anyway..
and i would have expected a heavy bitching rant from someone who was actually AT the table or someone who got annoyed who was sitting around the table.. but lo and behond "=_= it was some girl who wasnt at the scene of the incident just because she was Underage!. opps. that would explain the lack of brains.
because the girl was bitching about how we made such a big deal out of the whole incident.. WHEN in fact ..she was the one who posted it on innit WITHOUT any substantial proof or even having her presence there..so funny isnt it.. who's making a big deal out of what. =) if you just wanted more blog hits find a more original way to do it okay? but i'll help u la. because most of this post is for you but im sorry i forgot your add. but you're welcome to leave a comment with your ad to increase your readership =)
im not about to start a blog war because it's not like i have that many readers anyway but my blog is my place of rant. it's my diary and im not much of a secretive person anyway. so what would it matter if i posted a rant? because it affects those around me? well. jolly good then! they should probabaly know how much their actions affected me then.
and then i thought.. hmm.. so what is it with this girl..having her profile say how angsty she was because she thinks 3/4 the world is bullshit n stuff and yet shes going on about how its amazing how we bitched so much over a small incident and yet she dedicated a post to us..
and i saw a post where she said this about some other blogger who just commented "lucky you got kenny sia as team leader but it doesnt mean a sure win" honestly i thought it was a pretty normal comment @_@ .. but she still ahd this to say about him.
"Which comes to the part where I encountered a rather bitter sounding comment from a fellow blogger.At first, I was fine but of course wondering why he sounded so bitter since all this while he seems chirpy and fun in his blog which i read and envy. But now, the arrogance, the competitive attitude and the ego are over flooding West Malaysia.Then I found out his was in Project Trafford himself. One of the 40 bloggers selected. Come on. You're 11 years older than me. No pressurure right?"
hmm. instead of replying in the comments box she went and blogged about it in her blog. was that even neccesary? it's not like he insulted her or something.IRONIC isnt it.
well.. to the dearest girl. if u want to kill me then go ahead. i will be representing nuffnang at the wildlife party as one of their nuffie girls LIKE the previous event at BBC. =) so kill me there okay? so all nuffnangers will not only get to be at my funeral. but they will get to watch me die =)
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anyway was watching this really weird show at the bf's place yesterday called semi pro and as stupid as it was it was pretty entertaining so do watch it =D
and about the wildlife party. if u guys still have no idea what to wear. party world sells cute headgear and u can find random knick knacks in hobby shops and cloths store like furry pieces of clothe where u can just sow together and make a collar or something. just 1 more week!! just a reminded. best dressed wins a dell lap top =) so do dress up!
-BabyGinz-
Sunday, June 15, 2008
to the girl who asked me about durian cupcakes..
i just remembered..i think the loaf in pavillion has this durian cheese cupcake thingie. i havent personally tried it but their other cheese cupcake thingies are really good so im guessing this one would be okay as well
and there's this place in er... i forgot..the mid valley boulevard area i think called istmus..i blogged about it quite a while back.. i saw some review about this one dessert containing durian which is supposedly really good.
"Durian Bavarois (RM18.00++), served with pandan coconut cream The potent and wonderful Durian Bavarois is a must have for durian lovers. The durian essence is the key ingredient here; drizzled with pandan coconut cream, this was a heavenly treat. It has a rich creamy texture and is definitely redolent of the “King Of Fruits” aroma and taste in every way! Created in conjunction for "Visit Malaysia Year 2007", it's a favourite of many and looks like it's here to stay."
haha..sorry ah..thats all i have atm..
anyway was suddenly thinking about the environment and i remembered a conversation that went on between the bf and his dad...
because i was going on about wanting to go back to their hometown in miri and stay in the long houses and stuff and the waterfalls in langkawi were pretty dirty then the bf told me that in miri we could drink out of almost every stream and the waters he used to play in were crystal clear..
so we asked his dad about the conditions now and apparently a lot has changed.. his kampung used to be so deep inside you either had to take a sampan thingie for HOURS or take a helicopter to get there but now they have some really winding road or something..
and the waters are no longer clear T___T even deep inside the jungle.. the waters have turned yellow!!! and i keep wondering.. do people really not care about the environment at all? anyway im thinking about studying something about the environment but im not really sure what yet.. so if there's any suggestions it would be much appreciated.
thankius =)
-BabyGinz-
herm.. i have a casting for some juice thingie for a bilboard, tvc n print ad in the vietnam. shortlisted and this will be considered the last casting but im having mixed feelings about attending this. because if i get it.....i have to cancel another job which i already promised to attend... i really dont want to cancel on earlier jobs but the money T____T i need the money....... T____T
but at the same time i feel really lazy to go all the way to PJ just for this.. argh argh.. and today is the last day for me U_U... pfft.....dilemma ness
anyway thank you to someone who called me a while ago to clarify some stuff about the dinner and sorry i spelled your name wrongly *o* hahaha.. typing in too much fury adi
-BabyGinz-
6 April 08
went back to my dad's home town, Seremban for cheng beng..and went to visit my nephew? my cousins son @_@ so..is it nephew? my brains a bit ish right now..
chubby cheeks
he was trying to imitate me
huhuhuhu
ah
wu
that is my mothers hands "=_= because she wanted him to stop scratching.. poor fella
peace yo
pretty glass
some salmon thing from delifrance..
i dont know why i even go there.. U_U
-BabyGinz-
Saturday, June 14, 2008
sitting in the car alone yesterday while you ran to the pharmacy nearby, i sat curled up with my handphone in hand. i did something i havent done in a long time. i went into my inbox and started reading the messages you used to send me. messages that meant the world to me cheering me up to no ends.
i wanted to see the date of the last message received but i didnt dare. all i could do was close my eyes and let out a sigh that showed how overwhelmed i felt. the instant i opened them again i saw you come out and tears stung; unintentional. but i blinked them back and smiled. why? i never really know but the tears never stopped flowing for the longest of time, at least not inside it didnt.
my words seem a flurry of confusion but with you walking up and down behind me, i cant help but feel insecure that you would stop and read this because i know how rarely you now check my blog. or even notice my smile for that matter.
cher: you not scared meh? you dont feel since he's of a different race he wont take it seriously meh?
me: *smiles*
jamie: no lor. he really love her like hell lor. the whole time i stood here watching he never took her eyes of her. he really doesnt even glance at other girls. sorry la.. i like to observe such things.
me: *laughter but deep down inside those words made my heart flutter*
yet i wonder how true those words of hers were. without a doubt i know you would never think of another girl but were those eyes the same eyes that onced used to look at me the way hsionsz n hy described them to be?
i cant help but feel invisible to you lately as you get more absorbed into this world of yours; a world that doesnt seem to have me in it.
and i wonder.. when was the last time you noticed my smile.
-BabyGinz-
OH YA! i was reading skylers blog and she reminded me of my angsty moment in the jww marriot dinner and the preview of made of honour.
so here it is..
so right as we all know how anti social i have become i refused to go around miggling and taking pictures with other bloggers because i am lan c like that.. but at the same time i didnt want to sit alone at some unknown table because.. *sotong* ahem..*ro...b...* ahem failed to tell me that all the ppl i know would b having the VIP seats T_________T emo... BUT LOW AND BEHOND!! a savior appears in the form of skyler n michelle.. hahaha..whos VIP place were sadly for them but fortunately for me given up to KY because he is a big blogger like that!
so the smart us went n traded my seats with the organisers so we could share a table BUT ALAS!! on arrival at our table........it was crowded........................... there were 10 spaces.. 4 invites were in our hands and yet our table was full? I SMELL something fishy.. and i was sureeeeeeeeee the organisers didnt fuck up because when we asked if they were sitting here they SIMPLE REFUSED to show us their seating numbers stated on their tickets.....
DAHLAH SO MUKA TEBAL they still wanna sit there and say its their table while clutching their prized goodie bags which were on all the seats "=_= and just stare at us in that WILL YOU PEOPLE FUCK OFF.. CANT YOU SEE THIS IS OUR TABLE kind of look so we all stood there...while michelle sat defiantly because hello.. it's our table and it's our place okay.. who the fuck you all think you are.. niama.. we also don't know who the fuck u are okay and still wanna be such fucked up asses to us...
lucky for them i wanted to maintain my cool because aihya... because i am cool like that ma.. if not mahai i take my heels and scratch their bloody faces already man.. and lucky we didnt call the organisers..mahai..if not ah.. they malu until DIE LOR.. in front of sooo damn many ppl.. can you imagine ah the embarassment they would have faced if me..skyler michelle n fugz (who just wanted to eat) decided to take actions into our own hands..
so finally someone says they want to switch place.. i think it was kelly..but i dont know why because i dont think kelly was at that table.. kelly if you're reading this please tell your stupid friends to grow a brain and manners....and so OKAY LA.. as long as there is place for us at your table and you want to switch JUST OPEN YOUR DAMN MOUTHS AND SAY SO LA.. need to act so nochalant and act as if we were the ones at the wrong table or not orh... havent seen me angry before is it..... want to die is it...
DAMN KAU LUCKY I DINDT BOTHER TAKING OUT MY CAM N SNAPPING YOUR PICS AND POSTING IT ALL OVER THE CYBER WORLD LOR!!! not that im damn big also lar.. but nvm.. hahaa..there are many ways to spread things on the internet!!! wtf..why am i so revengeful *o*
end of angsty post..
oh..got 1 more.. one of the organisers came to our table and asked us to pick a couple for the game.. but i only finally said okay when she told me what it was..hahhaa..why am i like that.. but when i raised my hand up to volunteer..the mc stared at me.. and then looked away pretending he didnt see me... HOR!!
WHAT IS THIS YOU TELL ME!! the whole time he kept asking for volunteers and when got ppl volunteer he ignore them!! ADN HE PICKS SOME RICH COUPLE SEATED WITH OTHER VIPS INSTEAD!! i smell something fishy...
OH NO!! i JUST REMEMBER ANOTHER ANGSTY INCIDENT IN THE CINEMA CAUSE BY THE SAME PEOPLE WHO MADE ME ANGRY AT TABLE 41!!!
so in our invitationgs we had the tickets for the premier of the made of honour as well right..and on those tickets were also SEATS... NUMBERED SEATS..
so we plonked our asses into our seats seated comfortable and then we heard the same people going on.. ASK THEM TO MOVE ONE SPACE LA>. I DONT THINK ANYBODY IS GOING TO SIT THERE ALREADY!! yes..there was 1 space next to us.. it was empty..but it was also at the end..which meant that WE would have to move t