Thursday, July 31, 2008
i swear...online boutiques will be the death of me...
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
*o* im reading some water detox thingie ebook that i stole off rapidshare..and i stumbled upon this interesting part called water has a memory.
apparently in clean streams of water and clean water lar in general, the water molecules would form harmonious shapes while in dirty or stagnant water the shapes were irregular and chaotic.
so this scientest called Dr.Emoto did an experiment. he typed words on a piece of paper and then proceeded to take the paper to the base of a water filled glass. he then froze it and took photographs of the water patterns on the ice.
on words like i love you and peaceful messages, the patterms were beautifully harmonious structures while on words like i hate u and i want to kill you the shapes appeared erratic and chaotic *O*..
imma gonna try this out out of curiosity!
and a lot more interesting things..i wanna copy n paste here but the file has been copyrighted T__T i cannot do anything and wayyy too much to type..
like water transferring things such as energy and blah blah la... like the concept of holy water and what nots..
there was this well in Tlacote that apparently healted 600 soldiers *O* the ware was discovered by a sick dog that miraculously got better after drinking from a puddle next to the well and the land owner saw it.. he told it to the priest and the priest sent the water to a nearby hospital.. *O*
and then and then theres this shower thingie called the blood-washing shower that were commonly practiced by the ancient greek. it was a shower lasting for 8 hours. a man who was very fond of this shower prescribed it to Dr Alfred Warsaw who was a singer that weighed 200 pounds and had a cronchial problem which prevented him from singing properly. after the 8 hour shower, Warsaw lost 14 pounds and his waist went 2 inches smaller *O* he also claimed he felt 25 yrs younger. he was 75 at that time @_@
to tell you my thoughts,
and why i was sad.
but fear i did,
the words no longer flowed.
nothing at all like how i had planned,
for fear you would leave,
not abandon,
i know you would not.
but leave like u did,
whenever your thoughts went amock,
silent and swift,
you would dissapear in a shot.
i wish i could tell you,
but i know i would choke,
but i really do love you,
i hope that you know.
yet often i wonder,
where did he go,
in person he's here.
strange,
feels like im alone.
could it be,
that i have lost my boy,
the boy i first saw,
the one who made my heart flutter.
no more surprises,
no more everyday wishes,
why am i always the cause,
of all your sadness.
i wish i could dissapear,
maybe then your smile would be softer,
and maybe your laughter louder,
eyes i once loved to stare at,
would hopefully finally be back.
strings of attachment once so short,
an hour apart,
and sing songs of misses,
would then depart.
where did they go?
it feels like it's gone.
along with those strings,
i'm struggling to find,
i know you're tired,
but so am i.
but all i want,
is for us to be one,
happy and delighted,
like how we were once.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
27-29 May 08
my dog sleeps everywhere "=_=
cutest fat cats ever in SPCA
okay so they were in ikano for the pet fair thing
i wanted them T___T
can u see him?
hmmm
pretty
lights
pouty duck
halo light
blur but nice
clearer
dinner at the boat house, TTDI
brighter view
looks like a kid
the pink cigs
pretty is it not?
snort
chains at the stairs
spaghetti
my tuna. good stuff
cleared both our plates.
way too many things on the menu.wish we had more cash to try
gorgeous choc dessert. not amazing but still good.
Monday, July 28, 2008
the past few days were spent in the company of friends new and old alike, though in many different occasions and even more seperate of times; company of good friends will never loose its touch.friends whom have always been the closest though not neccesarily the best but definitely not those capable of betrayal, at least not to such an extent. people i would openly tell everything to yet not always there, at least physically no but yet still always available in times of much needed smiles and cheers.
=)
on a totally unrelated note.. WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP THINKING THAT MY TATTOO IS FAKE???!?!! wtf!! VERY FUN AH..take marker or pen go n draw my back is it @_@.. crazy ah.. so free is it.."=_= beh tah han betul
i was actually awake n cursing my rabbit when she was in labour( i thought she was just being annoying as usual lar)..hahah.a.thank god i didnt get up and stare at her or i think i would be scarred for life @_@
Sunday, July 27, 2008
these sinful temptations they tempt; like a drop of poison left in a pool of crystal clear liquid it spreads. unintentional, unwanted even. i am but like a rat left to drown in those dark liquid pools of desire; unwanted desires, unexpected desires, spiteful desires, they all float innocently about like a dark mist on the forest edge.save me, i cry and reach out. but who will hear the pleas of this now tainted child.
yet innocent i be, with that i leave no doubt. so why does this guilt haunt me, like a ghost of my silent self. little diamonds they fall. fall, fall hard like crystals chandeliers my dear. now, pray do tell, why do these diamonds of guilt even appear.
trahison. it means betrayal. an ugly word it is, yet strangely enough rolls around ones tongue like the scent of an exotic flower or the melody of a perfect summer .now tell me my dears, does it not sound beautiful, as beautiful as your heart's very desires?
watch as the darkness spreads and my smile falters in detest; please, stop it, stop it quickly i beg.
for i am innocent, of that i swear...
Saturday, July 26, 2008
i feel very demotivated today.i can't handle it anymore.
T____T
this time im serious about reshaping my body.
i want a proper corset T__T but my sources tell it will cost me minimum of 1k to get a proper working corset..
sigh.. any one got any jalan ah..?
dont tell me la senza all that i smack your head..
those are just decorative corsets they dont work.
Friday, July 25, 2008
OH MY GAWD!!!something is wrong with my picture resizer T_________T bad news for me but good news for you i guess "=_= you dont need to wait ages for my page to load from information overload. lol
haha. yesterday i went for that durian rm10 per person eat all you can thingie at SS2 with the bf and Mr. Annonymous.
just so you know. Mr. Annonymous is the same person from all my previous post as well
and a conversation that took place.
me: eh! you know what is tempoyak ah!
Mr. A : uh... yaa.........?
me: REALLY AH! a lot of ppl dont know what is it!!
Mr. A : uh.. wait wait!! is it something you can eat?
fugz: it's mashed durian!. cannot eat wan!
Mr. A : THEN!! why do they mash it!!??! whats the point of making mashing durian!??!!
me: *starts laughing*
fugz: mash it.... TO EAT LAR IF NOT WHAT ELSE!!
Mr. A : BUT BUT BUT you said cannot eat!!!
me: he bluff u lar stupid
Mr. A : ARGHHHHHHHHH!!
sigh.. why are my friends so easy to con!
the last day of the not so great trip...
bye bye sea
shit "=_= i posted the blur one instead of the clear one '=_=
i know i look like shite but the cat fishiee so cute la
spotted this in the tank @_@
the glass looks like it could break
hmm
eye bag ppl
fishy
CUTENESS
yahla..i find weird things cute la
big
ducks @_@
spot the marmoset
chun right. like studio shoot
seal tank
adorable super fast seal
penguin rock area
cuteness
penguins love me ;p
rock something something penguin
submarines
because we are cool yo
nemo the clownfish in the house
dunno?
me like
pretty shot
um...
oooooooo
hm
errrr
starfish
haha..like octopus coming out
random blue fish
tank
another tank
another enclosure
i laike sting rays
shark
sea horse
ghost eel
urchin
tiger fish
cheeky fella
(-(oo)-)
pretty colours
wtf are they doing
i think mudskippers are one of the cutest fishies ever!
failed pufferfish pic
ooooooooo
spot it!
i love jellyfishes
really i do
not so cute seahorse
big.....
mroe seahorses
yellow and white
see.. big fish..
morray eel
tiger fishes
does this look familiar?
HAHA..scary movie mask ver. Gin
i make the ugliest faces...
eh but the wind really damn strong lor
snort
see.. i can look normal wad
hur hur hur
really yummy tom yam 
and really yummy fish curry *o* at some warung near my hotel
i have a thing for trees
small brooke
me harassing a sleeping sloth
check the clouds wei
the reason we couldnt visit the cable cars =(
and this is what i look like after attemting to climb up to telaga tujuh in 15 mins and run back down because it was getting dark and i die also wanna reach the top and also due the the fact that the bf commented that something in the jungle was following us. he jungle boy. he sees stuff *o*i got cramps and muscle aches for the next 3 days.. heh.
hm hm.
brings me down.
yup yup.
it does.
about a week ago i contracted some conjunctivitis thingie which was annoying but not really that bad.. 2 days ago one of my eye started to hurt and hence i went to the doctor..
YESTERDAY the eye that hurt was fine and now the other eye hurts in a very weird way!! PFFFFFFT.. and it still hurts now T___T
i have a job tomorrow and i need to wear my contacts!!
argh.. how now brown cow T__T
pfft
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
24 May 08 @ Langkawi Day 2 Part 2mahai ah..i tell u ah.. u all better browse and read the captions man..i spent 2 friggin hours uploading this... omgwtfbbq..
havent even do my hw T_____T pfft
anyway this is at the bird park/wildlife park
poor pretty eagle chained =(
parrots
otter!!
friggin adorable
mroe parrots
look at all those bite marks man...
skinny bf T__T and the parrot
flamingoes!
cuteness
mousedeer!
tortoise "=_=
crocodile looks like hes laughing!
now he looks angry
damn cute owls
this si suppose to an animated gif file but im not sure if its working cuz it isnt in my blogger window.. @_@
peasant
colourful
damn friggin scary birds
looks evil right
see..friggin evil
um.. female peasant i think
hornbills
another otter
i dont know wtf this is,
but its pretty huge
i forgot what this is also.. "=_=
squirrel
the huge black unidentified thing
white squirrel
naughty monkey
see what i mean
sloth!
so cute kan?
dunno wtf is in the water floating also
close up
stork
herm
i think this pic is damn cute
its annoyed at me
hahaha. this is why
i like the colours!
good lighting makes eveyrthing pretty =D
muacks
i love that tree behind
the fishes were going in circles over and over and over again
rainbow!!
can u see it?
failed attempt to take pic with the rainbow
but i berjaya!! CAN SEE OR NOT
peacock
its butt
damn dangerous "=-=
imagine it pooped..
male and female
gorgeous much?
spot the not
la la la
can barely even see me "=_=
wabbit
wabbit queen
i just like this shot
wabbit gathering
looks like a combination of my 2 rabbits @_@.. cotton and button if u remember what they look like "=_=
notice the trail @_@
look harder
porcupine..the real deal.
scary giant ostriches T__T
i phobia
damn pain lor when they take food from ure hand
but i like this.
imu
more!
more hornbills
another supposedly animated image?
vulture
captivated eagles =(
love
i dunno faith or destiny "=_= sorry i cant read
POOR EAGLE T____T
err.. angry bird
gulls or white eagles im not sure
sad emo hornbill =(
looks damn kesian lor i tell u
stumbled upon this little treasure spot
the view is a lot more gorgeous than the pic i swear
tanjung rhu beach. LOOK AT THE FARKING EXPANSE OF SAND MAN
huhuhhu
chun sky
T___T forbidden area. tanjung rhu resort or four seasons i forgot?
AHHA> CAN U SEE THE TUBE LINE. AHHA.. damn ugly can die
force bf to camwhore
wah..my face so sharp i like
more chun sky
huhuhu
check the eye bags man
YAHLA.. IM NOT ALLOWED IN THE SEA LA. HOW NOW BROWN COW.
random
finally
chun bg
bleks
another animated gif.. is it moving?
smelly
but mine
MORE CHUN SKIES!
damn nice kan?
see see
my fav =)
the bf
cis
now only wanna look "=_=
feet in sand
stupid rotated "=_=
sand ball!
me like macro pics
stupid sand flea "=_=
damn bright my sarong
headache right looking at it
random family
bf playing in sand "=-=
his
mine.. but he write wan la..hahaha
a family we kept bumping into @_@
so blue the sky
G!
hmph!! FINALLY IM DONE!!!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
24 May 08 @ Langkawi Day 2 Part 1yes i am well aware that i look like a short baby whale in most of the pics but ive lost that weight okay! not entirely but im thinner now T___T *emo look* im sorry i live in denial
shoes on ugly room floor T_T
failed pic
early mornin view
you would think with such a reputation they would notice such things.
pretty from the outside. ONLY
big ass cam
my fav duck face
looks so ncie right. sniff.cheated kau kau
blows
our boatman
u ca see our room from here but i forgot which
look into the lens *O*
er?
ic...
bye bye 
my skin beneath my nails were peeling really badly @_@
1st stop. pulau tasik dayang bunting(pregnant er..dayang?). can u see?
us with the pregnant mountains
taken by yumika!
i like this
...
........
customery couple shot
familiar much? it was in the vid
hm
then again..it could have been this one...
boats lined up
monkey before.
monkey later
ladidada
er? self proclaimed fish spa "=_=
monkey stole twisties from a kid "=_=
the lake + the pregnant mountains
another couple pic
me and the cutest kids there!
i forgot her name but isnt she gorgeous =3
this one heres one rascal
pinkies
lets all crash and die
2nd stop: Eagle feeding
so pretty right the sky
*o*
they were a lot nearer but too fast to capture
at least for me la
pretty right right!!
like giant butterflies
really big white one
can u spot it?
mangrove trees. i love this pic..if not for the dumb thing at the top right "=_=
3rd stop: location revealed later
eeeeeeeeeee
fishies
muuu
can u see the bed bug bites!!!
saw this cool plant
*o*
see..my skill not bad wan!
beras basah island? why its called that i dont know "=_=
MONKEYS EVERYWHERE. should be called monkey island instead
missed "=_=
dunno how we both managed to look so retarded
monkey stole someones drink
monkey stole my chips "=_=. pic captured by yumika
wtf?
the bf being a monkey
menu of some mexican place. so pretty right!! stupid place looked cheap from the outside but once the menu appeared on our table we knew we were doomed...
so we ordered snacks as our lunch T_______T best friggin chilli con carne nachos i have EVER HAD!! I SWEAR BY IT. it was so addictive i wanted more but we had no money
and pretty good garlic bread. =3stay tuned for part 2!
looks more boring than managing my downlo.. nvm. i'm running outta space.
i wonder if anyone out there ever wanted to get onto motion picture.. or in other words.. to be a character in a short skit (short movie/montage). you come up with the idea, your theme and most importantly YOUR acting and i'll produce it. so that's abit of point8cam here, since this blog gets so many hits, haha.
Interested? leave a comment.
this video comp means a lot to the bf and he put a lot of effort into it even if u probabaly cant tell..so i guess voting for his vid is more important than voting for my pic but vote for both lar! ISH..
VIDEO LINK
PICTURE LINK
thankius =)
Monday, July 21, 2008
thats really weird @_@..all my vids are saying sorry but the video is no longer here.. but yet when i check youtube its still there @_@......
am trying to get to the bottom of this *O*
Sunday, July 20, 2008
haha..im in a good mood today..so i shall share more entertaining things..
because i am not a fan of happy tree friends. like the characters but hate the series.. wayyyyyyyyy tooo sick for me..
so heres a milder one XD
http://www.newgrounds.com/collection/retardedanimalbabies.html
hahaha.. yesterday i was having my sorta lunch thingie in front of the tv and this cartoon came on.. and omfg.. its so disturbingly entertaining i just had to youtube it for u guys to watch *O*
p>
Mr Stain On Junk Alley - Vol 4.Heavenly Bird
Mr Stain On Junk Alley - Vol 5. Magic Crayon
keep forgetting to post it up..again stolen from the bfs blog..
anyhows as much as it looks like im not doing anything..when im not there im bathing the gp..when im at the side near the door im hair drying them and when im plop in the center with my ass facing the world.. im holding them up for their nails to be cut ;p
monty and pinky lining up for baggage check in
just monty
me n my fav choc milk with ahlian hair
tsk..this is suppose to be ONE line. Malaysia Truly Asia
Monty in baby's gear.
Monty. Our Plane and our Captain!
our plane
i dont know what face that is "=_=
Monty and Pinky's first flight
excited much?
love the lighting
fish eyed us
and again!
wah my hair sibeh ugly
the boy looking dissapointed at the size of his nasi lemakwhich we ordered to share to save money "=_=
LOOK AT THE SIZE COMPARISON!!
him filming the con of the pic n the actual image
more size comparison!! 
i really like the clouds in this pic
arrival at langkawi
family pic without pinky *O*
our ride @_@
with only us in it @_@
walkway into the lobby
with monty. this is awana porto malai btw
quite excited!
cuz pretty lobby and exterior!
our room
MEGA DISSAPOINTMENT!!!!!
for the price we paid i was uber annoyed and angry..niama look like some hostel or motel lor!!
LOOK AT THE SIZE COMPARISON!!
him filming the con of the pic n the actual image
more size comparison!!did u know. if im not wrong u can actually sue them because they didnt have the disclaimer pictures are for illustration purpose only.. but i think only lar..
but then again dunno in msia can or not..but in other countries im sure u can cuz they sue for everything anyway
i really like the clouds in this pic
arrival at langkawi
family pic without pinky *O*
our ride @_@
with only us in it @_@
walkway into the lobby
with monty. this is awana porto malai btw
quite excited!
cuz pretty lobby and exterior!
our room
MEGA DISSAPOINTMENT!!!!!for the price we paid i was uber annoyed and angry..niama look like some hostel or motel lor!!
and the bed was super uncomfortable and i swear they had bed bugs because every night i couldnt sleep peacefully cuz i was constantly scratching!! and i forgot t