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Fuzzy Eyes – An Attempt at Redemption

spent the past ALMOST 2 hours studying while being distracted by the bfs playing of movies on the comp and now my eyes are all fuzzy and hazy *_* im not tired, im not sleepy and i want to continue on my road to redemption. pfft but my eyes just wont focus T___T mieh..

nike warehouse sale tomorow baybeh! although cash shortage is at extremities T___T my pays are all still going through tendering. sigh. when i have jobs i complain, when im jobless i feel sad and pathethic T___T no money income woi. i think as much as i hate working i’m starting to become quite the workaholic. not good not good. STUDY HOLIC GINNY THATS WHAT YOU NEED TO BE!

i finally broke a sweat at the gym today, oh so rare. Yahla. im damn lazy wan exercise but always take big breaks in between… U_U so my ex-trainer saw and went WOW YOURE FINALLY SWEATING!! and decided okay la im gonna give u some extra free training for 15 minutes. I think his intention was just to laugh at how pathethically weak i am U_U

brought one of my rabbits out with me to Jaya One. It’s quite fun carrying a bunny in a basket out and then putting her in the trolley while you shop for groceries =D imma gonna do it more often. hohohoh. although this will probably give rediculously muscular arms due to the weight @_@ it’s amazing how heavy a rabbit in a basket can be. hur hur.

oh! i havent had meat except seafood in over 3 weeks and a few days ago i had chicken at nandos. it was weird. yesterday i had steak and cheese at subway which is usually my favourite and it felt hell weird as well @_@ was pretty sick after that. hmmm..

hahah..wtf..this post got damn a lot of tags. actually my tags all pretty random. eh but i like la so how.

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17th December 08 @ Swimming, Xind’s Clubhouse

oi!! lim sze ye and natalie chai im missing pictures. why liddis!! who never send >=( faster send.

er… to the readers this post is full of rather unflattering pictures so u have been warned @_@ dunno why we all look fat and bloaty like we absorbed the swimming pools water or something @_@

dunno who take wan. some part of my room. lol

oo..sepia

damn nice lo the lighting that day. cnanot resist camwhoring. wtf. JESS CHONG THE BIKINI! HEHEHE.

i think thats us under the waterfall @_@

they tried synchronised swimming “=_=

the girl who refused to go in the water >=(

babi nat why ure legs so small here. dulan

damn cold can die ah

this pic is super cute! enlarge!
it’s a bird, its a plane.. its …??

failed.com

i am a blubbering whale. *_*
see the water absorption

HAHAHHA. im sorry nat but i couldnt resist. HAHAHHAa

can u see eyes! hehe

her and her tea. if anyone has seen that tea video you would know what im talking about *o*

and we end with her being weird as usual. la la la

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Facebook Invites?

as we all already know way tooooo well about ginny and her facebook love hate relationship, i’ve found something thats been bugging me more often lately.

them facebook invites!! RARW!!

can’t people actually just send an sms or a call!!! maybe if its for a big event then yea but what about those smaller scale stuff. later we ignore it also kena. dont come also kena. say attending but last minute cannot come also kena. it’s like everyday also have to check that thingie to see if there’s anything important like a friends bday party or something.

when we dont check and dont show up then kena something like i invited you what!! you ask where?! i never receive any invite also! then we hear this again. i sent on facebook lor!! wahlao. damn annoying can die wei. facebook=email meh.

then dahlah like that sometimes we send invites to some ppl and we dont send to others then people open the page and start to merajuk pulak den fwah.. too many invites. pfft. good job then!

sigh. dunno la. this facebook business is getting out of hand “=_= maybe im just too stuck with the past then. technology and all that shit has its limits with me =S

posted by BabyGin in musings, random, rants and have No Comments

Dusty the Cat

to abuse an animal in anger or frustration is one thing, but to do it in laughter and amusement is another thing entirely.

sometimes humanity makes me sick.

contrary to the title this is not directed at Glen who had abused his cat and posted it on youtube, it was just a random thought that crossed my mind.

to those looking for the video, i’m sorry i dont have it. try somewhere else but while you’re at it take your time to watch other more disturbing videos and fight for the bigger picture instead.

posted by BabyGin in musings, random, upset and have No Comments

Realisation Hits – He’s Gone

it’s been almost 12 hours seen i picked up his cold solid body. at that time there was no feeling of remorse or a need to cry; just a quiet sadness that was easily overcomed.

i thought i had finally gotten over the whole pet dying issue considering how many i have had to live through; turns out i was wrong.

11 hours later it all starts again and it hits me like a snowball right in my face and i realise Chillie the teddy is gone. In an instant my mood falls a few notches and that familiar stream of liquid flows down my cheeks. Flashbacks of the time i first held him in my arms and all the moments ive had him next to me came crashing like a ton of boulders after an explosion hits.

the same familiar loneliness begins and despite the music playing all around me i feel like im alone in this neverending silence and guilt starts to eat me up. all the same questions begin and i wonder what if i had paid more attention to him? what if i had noticed he was sick just that few hours earlier.

it sucks when a pet dies because we can never tell if they were really happy being with us. but no matter what it is i know i loved him as a parent would love a child and just watching him play would make me smile.

i miss you baby boy, and im sorry i wasnt next to you when you were almost gone.

posted by BabyGin in confessions, emo, guinea pigs, personal, pics, sad and have No Comments