Aggravation runs deep right now and i am at a lost about what to do. i find it almost impossible to concentrate on anything much less my studies right now.
i’ve heard about the whole Pulau ketam dog case quite a while back actually but at that time it didn’t seem as serious as it actually sounded. over a week later after hearing about it, the news becomes big and a friend of mine all the way in the US right now emails me about it asking i’f im willing to volunteer and it hurts because as much as i want to i really cant right now.
pathethic realisation starts to hit; just how much longer can those dogs really survive out there? yea, there are people trying their best to bring them food everyday and bring the dogs back but how long can the supplies and funds last? sigh, as piau had said ” WTF!! it’s worst that jail wei!”, i really couldnt agree more.
what seems like a glimmer of hope seems to be fading as more lives are getting weaker by the day. as much awareness of this case is beginning to finally have a major effect globally, how many people out there are really lifting a finger to help? (those with boats and mangrove expertise or whatever expertise that could make this whole rescue a lot easier)
i hate myself so much more for this. i talk and whine and rant, and yet in the end i am just like the others; sitting here in KL not really doing a thing to help.
those dgs or my own? go and help out and risk flunking my exams or do nthing, cry about it and attempt to study? doesnt really seem like much of choic no does it considering how near my exams really are and how i messed up last semester.
my hate for people just keeps eating into me and all i can think about right now is piercing a knife into heads of those who created this mess in the first place. But what good does that do if not fuel my growing anger.
and whats this about those villagers charging exorbitantly high prices just to ferry the volunteers across? how do thy even find it in themselves to actually take advantage of such a siuation disgust me to such an extent, i would love nothing more than to spit in their faces and hold their heads against the gravel of the ground with the heels of my feet as i put my weight on it. fuck you bastards, really just fuck you.
as time ticks by so does the slow heartbeats of te pulau ketam dogs ad the heavy hearts of those like me. tell me, tell me with all honesty, just how much time is left until humanity actually learns the meaning of that word.
-written somewhere between 11pm-12am
to quote a friend’s dad “I love humanity, it’s people i hate.” – Feb 07
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