my life revolves around the number 4.

i live in the house 4 with the street number containing 4. i end up with 4 almost everythings. good friends an example.

which is weird because it’s like im an atom with 4 valence electrons. everytime i get close to someone new someone old drifts away and in the end the number of good friends would always go back to the number 4.

i also noticed the repeating patterns of 22′s in my life until natalie pointed out that 22 is actualy 4 in disguise. 2+2 is 4. and by jove she’s right. (.____________.)

my anniversary is on the 2204 and unknowingly i bought air tickets to australia on the 14th where wahla thenumber 4 once again appears. hmmmmmmmm. okay so maybe this part has no relevance but whatever

the chinese always bring 4 as a bad number but i’ve always had this fascination with it even as a child. what is your favourite number. i remembered how my answers would always be a consistently 4 or occasionally 6 depending on my mood. i would get so annyed seeing floors on places saying 3b instead of 4 and houses that do the same.

4 is a pretty number no? so wholesome and complete. 8 is just a division of 2 fours. so mieh.

okay totally pointless post but i was just wondering so what would the significnce of 4 be in my life. ho hum

ive been having this hideous headache due to the excessive heat lately since i woke up. cant do anything ive been meaning to do.

arghh.. i think the saying the sun is frying my brains would be an understatement. i bet my brains all weirdo and messed up right no.

fark the pain. i can feel them veins popping up. its friggin midnight and it’s still unusually hot.

knocks head on keyboard.

okay originally we went there for badminton which lasted pretty well until the boy’s already hurt leg took a massive hit. lol. so off we went to fed tortoises and play with bubbles! one of my fav past times when i still lived walking distance to the place =3

be warned. it’s a pretty picture heavy post. redundant too but i LOVEEEEEEEEE bubbles so boo!!

when my hair was still of acceptable red instead of gold .___.

some random kid came up

little bubbles!

urgh square face “=_=

see waking up early and exercising and bubbles makes a happy girl

sun started heating up

up up and away!

its quite cool. enlarge. u need to wait for just the right moment before it pops

it looks like earth =D

transparent much. but i like the cute kid and mum behind

omgwtfbbq. and i thought i was prepared enough. wtfff

well technically i was but my brain was working on slow mo and i didnt have enought time to finish T___T good bye A.. hello resit for the 3rd time. wtf

why is it that when we try to take short naps our minds start to go into worry of not waking up within that set time limit you gave yourself or in fear of being unable to wake up in time to continue cramming our minds with information that we are probably never going to use or see the daylight of time ever again.

when this worry sets it it starts a chain of annoying heightened sense of awareness of everything around you. lights become brighter and sound waves reach those delicate ears in an amplitude much higher than you once remembered.

everything becomes clearer allright,except that fuzzy tired mind and as much as you want to study your mind tells you to take a short nap and this annoying cause of anxiety just fucks you over.

sometimes i wonder why we have exams. i remember randomly reading my text books out of curiousty and due to the leisurely sentiment of that time, my brain absored every little bit of detail and fact like a sponge. my mouth would open up and shoot out random excited statements aimed at the bf out of the whole thrill of learning something new.

i am in nerd in such sense, i love learning new things.

but the whole idea of having to be forced to memorise everything just to score in a damn paper that barely proves anything makes the whole process appaling. nothing i read is interesting anymore and nothing i read even wants to make a little lodge of indentation in that pissed off brain of mine.

where is the beaty in education if this is what it has become. a pathethic way of students to prove how well their brain can memorise facts that they find absolutely no interest in.

i want to be a kid again. time where exams didnt exist and where the opening ups of encylopedias and dictionaries made my eyes light up. U_U