if there is one thing about me that i am 100% sure of, it’s the fact that i am not photogenic. yea, when i camwhore i look okay but let’s talk about real photoshoots and real pictures where it isnt actually me holding the cam. in such situations i probably look good in 1 out of 10-20 pictures.

and thanks to this i turn green when i see girls who look good in almost every shot. just yesterday i was with 3 of the FHM girls, Kellie Yap, Jasimine and Davina Goh. well great, FHM’s camera people run out of battery and so use my very random compact cam instead. AND I SWEAR in every freaking picture we took of them, posed or candid they looked good.

my eyes were literally O_O because i find that really unfair. i mean they do look good in real life but the fact that they looked even better in every single frame of the picture was amazing. they even looked good when they had that half closed eye pictures which is pretty awesome. and this makes me tres sad and like the title points out jealous. miehh..

and i discovered something relatively new, i’ve always thought skinny girls looked a lot better in pictures because the camera puts on an extra 10 pounds or something on you but these girls were definitely not in the category skinny. they were actually pretty normal sized which is a good thing okay. slim and skinny are two very different words, thank you very much.

ah this is such a random rant. eh i didnt insult the girls okay, they were very nice me like. im just complaining about how sad it is that im not photogenic. hurhurhur

on the joys of freedom and girls.

Which Tim this is remains hush hush as his immediate reaction after the conversation was DONT BLOG ABOUT ME. but splish splash, i know a million and one Tims which you people probably know or dont know so in the end on which Tim this really is no one will really know =D

and i quoteeeeee “girls are like dishes at a buffet spread. imagine having to just choose one dish for the rest of your life and stick to it. cannot right?? it’s so hard right!!! how can you just choose one dish when you’re at a buffet!”

and it astounds me how one can so nochalantly refer a partner to a dish on a buffet spread but i guess i was never really the one who could understand jumping from one guy to another. not that i judge, i mean if ure switching bfs and gfs all the time but with no real attachment then yeah hell go ahead but really to those that are just with their partners for benefits and then dump them when they think they’re useless, I EAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU FOR BREAKFAST.

on what point of this post be i have no idea but i felt like my blog hasnt been updated for some time and the idea of picture spamming just takes too much effort right now.

actually there were some initial ideas swimming around the empty depths of my head but as always once this is open the ideas sink an i forget what the hell it was i was about to go on about .___.

but on a less serious note. i like chocolate chip cookies. yeay

err..you know how my post always almost either NEVER have camwhore pics and then there are times where its so overloaded with them you just want to click on the X button or puke… yeah well..

this one happens to be the latter… XS

the boy preparing for some cover shoot for Shifty

actually if u look closely look like a very fierce reindeer wan…hurhurhur

angsty much

pop on the bear hat!

and then the sun comes up. la la la

focus back

pretty spot aint it =)

the sun rays were just so pretty! <3

focus front

hello. whos that!

sorry la T___T pretty mar the place

the bench

WA SEE. got malaysia flag wan!

peekaboo

i see you.

not too happy with my hat attempt.. hurhurhr

but my beanie so cute la!! aiyoooo

and then it starts.. hurhurhur

he fell..

and i played with stones. wtf

obs3ssionsz meets shifty in putrajaya

im not sure whether i like the whole idea of it all. feels somewhat absurd knowing that oh crap, ive been through this and have an entire flashback of recollection just hit you in the face. so what is it? a look into the future? or is it really a step back into the past.

was that me at another time and space. did i unwish the day? so why is it all happening the same way again. so we see our futures. so kinda makes our lives fated in that string of events unchangeable doesnt it. like our lives are just nothing more but characters in a story book of events all written in “perfect” sequence just waiting to happen.

puppets hung by a string. how many of us are there? how many different versions of us or exact replicas of us are there in every time frame of past present and future? or is there only one time continual life played over and over again in fast forward and rewind?

dejavu doesnt scare me.

just makes me feel a little bit more vulnerable.

i have just been told the tragic news that my fav fav fav band Stars came to KL before and i had no idea whatsoever. okay la. fav fav fav band may be an exageration but i really really do like them but not to the extent i check on the sites and stuff la. i just really love their music.

but so sad can T__T switchfoot missed. stars missed. AIR SUPPLY missed. why am i so uninformed T__T sad can my news antenna. wtf

the bouncers at zouk now think im weird because i carry a zoom lens in my bag without carrying my camera around “=_= miehh….

past few days of wearing heels and i have successfully developed my first blister. omgwtfbbq? sad wei.

today i went for an interview that i had previously sent my profile in for. IN MY PROFILE i clearly stated that i cannot read or write mandarin. oh boooyy.. did they make a big deal out of that. hello. please read girls profiles before asking them to come lor. mahai. damn a lot of effort wei for me to get there. summoh told me 2.. almost 3 only decide okay la. i interview u girls now. damn annoying can die >=(

i miss my rabbit cotton T_____T i miss hugging and cuddling her like a doll and watch as she tries to attack anyone that comes near me when im carrying her *o* cool can my rabbit? still agitated at the fact she died and had blue liquid coming out of her mouth. fucking suspicious can die.

I NEED TO LEARN TO BE MORE PRODUCTIVE.

MAKE USE OF YOUR HOLIDAY BITCH.