“no lorrr… i super wanna go to South Africa lor!”
“really? hey, wanna go next year?”
“seriously ah? for what? no money wei”
“Fifa 2010 is in Africa next year. you can take a plane from KL and i’ll take one from here and i’ll meet you there k?”
“HAHAHAHA FIFA? you’re kidding right?”
“aiyohhh Ginny, i never ask you watch with me right. while im watching the game you can go do your shopping or something la!
how unexpected that i would suddenly remember this now. i wonder if you do? i wonder if you even remember anything you’ve ever said to me at all.
those whispered words i pretended not to hear or acknowledge.
and it stings.
because everyday a new forgotten memory appears and everyday i look at my phone willing for you to call knowing how stupid the whole idea of it even is.
because deep down i know, i was never really of any importance to you after all. just a passer by you see every once in a while. =’)
and like the child that i am, i still sit here hoping.
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