i was sure i was over you. maybe not completely but to the extent that i am able to let go until i see you again.

today i accidentally stumbled on pictures of you. and another girl in your place. wasnt even your friend but seeing that you cooked dinner for them and you actually smiling in her pictures made me tear after all this while.

i was happy. and right now i am lost, confused.

there is someone else.

so why am i still hung over you? we never actually started anything.

and you never even called back …..

churros @ 1u!

vegetarian pan mee @ face to face

wtf. like got tissues stuff up my nose

hahah the eyebrowless girl

jeng jeng jeng

takoyaki @ 1u!

hur hur hur

okonomiyaki!

also @ 1u

baby kitty @ rasta TTDI

super manja and cute wei

fell asleep minutes after i put her on my lap

le sigh

today was a relatively good day. a 5 year old girl gave me her last french fry and told me she loved me. she gave me a kiss on my lips and told me to remember her. such sweet innocence makes everyone around smile. i am happy today.

another 5 year old boy with the most gorgeous eyes let me feed him today. he didnt like the food but he didnt spit it back out. such a sweetheart it is. we only just met and he was fine with me hugging him like i’ve known him since he was born. he wore blue stripes like me today.

they both wore blue strips with me today =)

hello. today its a month since we first met. its hard to define which month month would really count because on this date we first met. but on this sunday we first had dinner. haha. so which is it i cant tell. time flies yes?

good night world. i feel loved today!

it is with my utmost interest to express that i have come to a rather interesting discovery.

miss natalie chai is a very entertaining person and it is with my great pleasure to announce that she has been a source of our laughter. she says we bully her but everyone knows we love her. wtf

and it is with my great displeasure to announce that my thriftyness has been destroyed and i am so broke now its not even funny. k thx bye

the “FAKE” picture

the past 2 days have been disgustingly tiresome for me. accusing eyes and degrading words being thrown left and right from people i know care for me. but the strange feeling of abandonment hangs still in the air and i feel aliented from those that supposedly seem to care.

initially i was not looking forward to this trip to singapore on friday. just too many things to do and deal with but right now i wish i could just sleep the days away and wake up in the bus and be swept away.

i have an exam tomorrow. such a waste of my time. moral studies. haha. bullshit.

i miss lying on my back in an empty pool. just floating half submerged, you tend to slip into a different state of mind. and for a moment of pure bliss, your head is empty and you forget the world. nothing else matters and you are you.