sometimes the most important things are right in front of us and yet we allow things of the past to cloud over and take away these precious gifts. the saying a leopard cannot change its spots always holds some sort of truth in it yet if you think about it, it’s never because the leopard doesnt want to change it’s spots; because even if it tries with all it’s might and as much as it wants to it just cant, can it?  people make mistakes all the time, sometimes deliberately sometimes unintentionally but i’ve come to notice that those that do it intentionally never get caught in the headlights. it’s always those that mean no harm that seem to be placed in a position where they might as well get rammed over by a truck or be pushed off a cliff.

a person may do a million and one dumb things in his or her life but sometimes those little dumb things really isnt worth fighting over. today i was the cause of a broken friendship. a friendship i thought to be amazing and a friendship i saw was real even if the ones involved didn’t see it. and it made me feel like jumping off a cliff myself. it was a kind of friendship i had often wished for in my somewhat jaded life.

today i wished it was me instead of them. because it wasnt until recently that i had even made friendships as strong as theirs. today, i blame myself for what has happened. and today i learn how important it is to leave things of the past in the past because life really is to short to dwell on it and lose those that mean something in the present. time heals. and i hope it does as well for the both of them.

be this my final wish of 2009.

on what relevance my picture of the day is to my post i dont really know but i guess this is an official shout out that im taken.