lately there has been a force surrounding me, tugging and pulling at me. a compelling kind of want to stay submerged in the waters for as long as my breath can take. day in day out, these swimming trips never happen.
“you are such a kid. i never said that. you came by yourself”
you’re absolutely right. i am a kid. and every promise every sentence you say to me is driven into my head unwilling to dislodge itself. so when will you learn to stop making me false promises and say things you never even had the intention to fulfill? i am a kid. fragile and like every painful memory, i will always forgive but never forget.
i have always had this theory about you.
i think if i were to one day disappear, i would not really be missed.
easily forgotten.
that’s what i think i am to you.







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