it feels almost like you’re dissolving away as you drive slowly along the highway towards the flashes that seem so far away. it jumps at you from a distance, a burst that lights up the night sky and then it’s dark again. you are driven towards it, pulled by its everlasting beauty and then thoughts of death and suicide suddenly feel so much more real.
how easy it is for a person to take away another persons happiness and basic freedom.
how the idea of life itself becomes such a foolish lie.
much too tired for explanations. but its that point in time again, where this home only brings pain and the destruction of my blossoming joy.
much too familiar.
truth is, it is nothing more but just another repetitive encounter of the past of the present.
LET ME GO.