it is becoming increasingly hard to distinguish just what really is the actual reason of my constant feeling of loathing and dread over the past few days.
initially i had thought it was you, but today i realised it turns out that it’s really just the same reason you seem to be so edgy over the recent days.
i have never hated the constant ticking of time as much as i have lately. and i am starting to feel that heavy heart of mine gain weight everytime the clock closes near midnight. that horrid realisation that it’s time i stood up and take that reluctant walk towards my car, to cautiously step in and prepare myself for that long quiet lonely drive back into a place i felt i never really did belong.
it has been a trying one week.
i wonder how long more it’s going to go on.
sigh.
give me back my lazy days where i can just stay in a place for days without being condemned as a rotten kid.
i am very very tired.
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