this is Spice in her new pink cage =( she used to live freely in the garden until she dug under some wires =S now she has been condemmed back into a cage. lol. she’s my oldest rabbit =3 and the one that attacks cats. lol. had her since i was 14-15!

this is uncle bens very paranoid chihuahua. lol. all of a sudden his name escapes me @_@ wtf. i really havent been there in a while huh. yeah. havent really been mixing with the fotoworx crew much anymore. long story. not important.

this is tj!! and im wondering whos using my comp and whos head is on my bed on the right hand side @_@ lol. random much?

button!! =D he’s also been with me for pretty long. poor boys castrated now. lol. big daddy of most of my baby rabbits.

HAHAHHAHA. im so retarded. got tissue stuck up nose also wanna show ppl. wtf max

miko! shes 13!! scary max =(

hello. say hi to my ridiculously messy table computer table at one point in my life.

a closer view of one part. actually it’s not much difference now also U_U slightly neater only. wtf. but still choc full of junk! .___.

15 May 09 @ Island Bistro, Pavilion

guess who behind!! look so aneroxicly thin right *o*

sorry la. i got fascination with their flower arrangement. damn cute lor.

no meh no meh

artistically challenged. wtf.

hahah its nat. and i like posting weird pics of her cuz shes entertaining like that. HUHUHUH

more!

wtf mayo also wanna take right. but cute what the way they serve it T_T yah. im easily amused. wtf

see. so hardworking lor. im studying for exam wei!! no joke @_@

looking at the size of the book. it was probably biology. but the point of this picture is FWAH SEE MY CHIN SO SHARP AH!!

i like coleslaw.

some fish burriton thingie @_@ lol. it was quite good lor actually. their set lunch damn cheap wan. den this thingie was damn addictive. but like damn long ago already la. who knows if it still exist or not at this point of time U_U. actually now that im looking at it’s picture im kinda like craving it. zomg stress. hello nat vvens or whoever. who wants to go eat with me this week =D

closer look at the “shit” mayo.

the witch nose + the pursed lips sideways is not a good combination. wtf.

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.BOO to you too =p

this song reminded me so much of you. the moment i saw the title and heard the melody. yet reading the translated lyrics i started crying even harder than the previous 2 times today and i wasnt  so sure anymore. somehow it felt more like a song meant for me. of this fear that i am constantly faced with being with you. i dont know why but call it a hunch i guess.

today a friend i have not seen for some time appeared in my booth. 4 of them in fact. but out of these 4 the loudest one asked “so when’s your wedding?” its hard to tell if these guys are joking because out of the 4 one of them got engaged after being together for less than half a year. i laughed and said it’s a long time more isnt it? and in all seriousness he said “i know that but what i meant was do you see him as a potential husband? he has to be right. you’ve pretty much ignored everyone else.” and for a while i was stunned. engaged person kept quiet and started playing with his phone while the other 2 stared and then pretended not to have heard anything.

and without a thought i smiled and answered to be honest i would marry him right now but the issue isnt him it’s about me and the things i have to deal with right now. the moment those words escaped i wanted to take them back.

today my heart shattered. it was cracked to begin with, and the cracks kept spreading. yesterday i knew u said it to make me smile after what happened in the car. today when you took it back you drove a nail in the crevices of a small crack. and from there you kept going on saying and doing things thats felt like you were holding a hammer driving the nail in. it did it. it broke my heart into a million pieces the moment i got your call at 8PM sitting alone in my car under the rain in the empty dark car park, cold lonely and hungry. and to think i made the others stay back when they could have left just so i could rush off like that. when i rejected 3 dinner invitations smiling at myself when i said i had plans and thinking just what i would wear today.

maybe i really am psychotic like you once called me. but i never said i wasnt. and maybe i am just that little bit more fragile that i make myself seem to be. i am always well known for that. and i guess i should have given u a heads up before it all began.

errr…cuz im going through a Lee Teuk from Super Junior phase and then nat tell me he cry here again cuz he cried yesterday and he was damn damn cute T_T but thats besides the point. anyway i think this little girl got damn power voice and apparently im the only noob who dunno her cuz oprah is managing her now. HAHAHHA.

It feels much longer than it really is and undeniably I have gotten much too attach. All over again I am in that place believing that all I need I you and i’ll be fine. That self destructive island that I often launch myself into believing that hey, maybe just maybe he’s the one.

Truth is, its only been a very short time and while I still feel the same I can’t help but feel more insecure with my place with you. How I will never live up to what you had originally thought of me or even what you hope of me.

I have lost every brick and every metal bolt in the caged walls I had around my heart and it is doing so much more damage then I could have ever expected. I am constantly wary of things and grow increasingly paranoid about every spoken words and actions.

It’s not even half a year yet. So maybe its time I start slowly rebuilding my walls before anything really ultimately happens.

 habis lah you all. have to see 3/4 the fishball clan together. but then again hor. im quite sure u all memang wanna see us wan. RIGHT? RIGHT? say yes lah. oh in case you’re wondering where the other 1/4 is, well she err.. number one she almost never blogs. number two she is like a blue moon hence it’s almost impossible to place the entire fishball clan together. and yah okay. stop deviating from the subject first.

ANYWAY! the incomplete fishball clan consisting of thenatstory, me OBVIOUSLY and the fehmes vvens will be found BELOW! 

 kakaka wtf damn stupid kan. as if dont have enough of our pictures everywhere like that. but obviously the picture got point la because its an indication to where you will find us mah. Details as follow :

Date: 17th April 2010
Time: 10am till 5pm
Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

but wait!! not only will you get to meet the imfamous 3 bimbos aka eggs ( err..refer to their blog on my birthday post for a deeper explanation on this) there will be a lot of other things going on! you can win things wan lor!! There’s going to be RM 15,000 worth of gadgets up for grabs and whats an event without of course theLUCKY DRAWS! dont ask me what the lucky draw prizes are because i want to know also *shiny eyes* hopefully i win something la because i havent won anything in a long long time and aiya lucky draw is like effortless free prize okay. how can you not at least attempt to try. kan kan?

As if free prize not enough, come join in their games for the day! Including Sumo Wrestling (in air bag suits!? wtf), gladiator battles and other amusing and addictive games you would expect at a fun-fair although im not sure which fun fair i’ve been to that has this in malaysia la but all the better right! got new stuff to see. mwehehhee. i can picture it already, you know we always watch those japanese game shows and laugh our asses off, this will very well not be a sight to be missed.

not enough info ah? need more details about the event ah?

then just hop on over to their main page HERE and read on! faster la, jump on the band wagon already. dont say i didnt tell you okay.

sorry ah if my english damn retarded today but im quite pei right now and stressing about how im going to wake up in a few hours for work but see lah damn sayang u all kan. middle of the night also share such information with you all. later got stalker. JENG JENG JENG. wtf. touch wood first.

anyhows!

see yoooouu there =)