2 more papers to go. neither which i am prepared for and i iz sick making it even harder to concentrate “=_=

anyway. just to tell u im still alive. somewhat.

let me live through my last 2 papers and recuperate over the weekend and i’ll be back with more regular updates instead of filler picture spams and big gaps of nothingness. =S

wahlao!! after the previous picture spam i went n check my ixus. really got pics since April last year wei “=_= but sikit only lar. hahah. so heres like random shit taken from april until end of June =p

u would wonder why is there a glass box full of receipts.

and then u realise. WTF WHY ARE WE SO FARKING RETARDED!!! T_T damn teruk lor!! put receipts in donation box “=_= haihs

my plant in bio class XD

hhaha last time the nuffnang thing. the toilets damn nice la. give u right light in ure eyes wan!!

see see! can see annot. aiyo. now i see my ixus i feel like wrapping my other gadgets again .__.

this is azzy baby. i think. lol

happy buns make me happy la. can bor?

eh i think this was damn cool lor. looks gorgeous from higher levels =)

this teppanyaki man look likes hes moving so fast his hands are in a blur of smoke. wtf.

damn green and nice to eat T_T shit..

sudah ada craving kut T__T this is at pavilion food court. one of the better teppanyakis without the extravagant price tags of good jap restaurants T_T i wan eat.

25 June 09 @ FHM Event, Loft Upstairs + Aristo Zouk

aiya. outdated annot. got cute girls means pass la correct bor? *does the happy dance to distract you from the date*

miss angie ng! who is doing very well modelling overseas now =D smart ass law graduate btw!

kellie!  absolute sweetheart! also doing law =D

hahah. if u dont recognise her. its davina goh!! and last yrs winner soon to be doctor jeszmine. or possible already a doctor .__. havent seen them in a while

bartenders of the day =D

davina is so cute lar! I heart her max!

see what i mean!! how can u not love her! ish

i dont know why that milk lychee thing. i dont remember just looks…. wrong in this pic. wtf…

28 June 09 @ Day Out with 1/4 of Team Fotoworx, Ikea + KFC Old Klang Road (i think)

was actually looking for a new bed frame and somehow the rest tagged along. the rest meaning daddy TJ, Din, KC and the couple CW and Sam. twas a fun day =D congregated to KFC later on for an actual fotoworx meeting although i dont remember anything ever being discussed there. but whatever. i got bored and went out and played in the playground anyway! sigh. so dedicated right.lol

Din =D

and a somewhat cranky me *o*

my beloved very trust zebra wide angled canon ixus which i have somewhat abandoned because my bag is too small =( and i dont camwhore that much anymore. pfft. omg. actually i think i havent even uploaded the pics since a year ago @_@ must remember to go check!!! phail!!

hahaha. he is just too cute la. look below for …

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the many cute faces of Din!!! =D

there must be a funny story behind this. but i really cant remember .__.

why she look so emo also i darno.

they just suddenly claimed they were tired and ploped down on the chairs for quite some time!!! o_O

him sulking because i refused to get the bunk bed.

i actually bought this light but its still in the box and i dont know where to put it. lol. in cheras or damansara. HMM. but its so cute kan?

my fav cookies at ikea! the choc honey oats!! nyam nyam

i wanna slide like them also =(

emo pic. lol

with sam being emo in the pic

dunno why i feel weird everytime i see this pic although it really doesnt make sense. not weird in a bad way but a nostalgic kinda way

more emo sam. wtf. i should call this the emo playground series after some photoshopping *o*

i think its damn cool lor that the laptop light can make this pic *o* hahah

okay. love from me to you =D haha. nope. nmo filters. just long shutter and movement like heart. =p

Hello. I want to watch this cartoon please. =3 Thank you very much!

Wtf

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Sometimes I wish we never started so quickly. A bigger time frame as friends to hopefully see each other in a more appropriate light. To notice each others habits and behavior for a time as we learn to grow into a much deeper bond of friendship. That way, we’d stop questioning each other or assuming so much of each other in the later stages of our acquaintance.

We never had that. It was a leap, eyes closed, straight into this. This messy uncertain relationship that makes way for so much insecurities and doubts of emotional disaster.

I am no better. Really, I’m not. I fear relationships and commitment so much more than you would possibly believe. How wounded my trust level really is and how wary I really am every time I step into another chapter with someone so new. Constantly I question myself, question how much more my fragile broken heart can really take. That once innocent piece of muscle beating strong and hopeful, over the years has been reduced to cracks and missing pieces taped back into place by old sticky tape. Such is the sad state I’m really in.

And this my dear,
Is my confession to you.

I am more afraid, so much more afraid of my own broken heart than what I have led you to believe.

And I almost never fully trust, the one that holds my heart, not without a lot of time and patience from the other party and his own heart.

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