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MTV World Stage Anyone?

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so guess who’s going after all? =D

after the initial i cant really be bothered to get tickets because there isnt anyone i really like going anyway fiasco, i started to get gan cheong a few days ago and for some reason the names Bunkface, Tokio Hotel, Katy Perry and Wondergirls especiallly Wondergirls for that matter of fact kept popping up in my head taunting me in mockery of all my missed concerts this year “=_= bleh. i almost wasnt going to get to go again because all my ticket sources ran out and gave me that “i told you to ask earlier not few days before the concert” shake of the head and wahlah, no tickets for the poor little ginny.

and the concert is only now 2 days away!!! its this Saturday the 31st of July 2010 if any of you have forgotten.

but i finally got my ticket in the end! Courtesy of Nuffnang and Celcom Xpax so thank you guys very much!

and guess who i will be going with?? *grins*

i will be going with the fehmes Vvens . hohohoh.

now if only we could somehow source one more for our precious little natalie. hmmmmmm

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Rejection

how do we live in fear of everything, how an awkward moment in the past could fuck up our lives in the present? making us suspicious of everything, unable to learn and trust something else again.

today i was offended in this way. offended much more than one would have expected. but it really was no big surprise, it had been something that was bugging me from day one since it started. at one point in time, somewhere near the beginning i started to believe that hey, maybe its been fixed. perhaps whatever it was that was holding that wall in place has been resolved and done with. only today i realise, wake up you smartass; there aint no such thing, that was a one time thing.

at the time of the occurrence, i felt my entire self esteem fall and crumble to the ground. the one thing i held my pride in, no matter what happened and it was taken away in a single white lie. one swift second, at then it was gone. along with my confidence, i felt myself worthless; worthless to the point of a much deeper emotion that sew a seed of hatred against myself for even trying at all. it was something i did not take lightly, not ever had i taken it as a joke or a reason worth lying but it was something i always held back on; something i could do on my will when i found deserving enough. today, it worked the opposite way. instead of a smile of contentment and utter satisfaction, i was left stranded confused and felt horridly unneeded.

my pride was shattered.

and i am disgusted to know that i could even be compared to something in the past that had no relative ties to me.

so very disgusted.

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The Love Wall

so what do you do when you look at random art blogs and feel imspired? when you see how the colours all seem to go perfectly well with each other and you feel somewhat inadequate because face it, you just aint that creative or anywhere near as talented. but the more you look at it the more you want to do something. which sorta kinda resulted in what happened to me.

i got into my car and went to buy art materials. or more like an overload of colour papers and decided to destroy my boyfriends perfectly nice and clean whitish beige wall.

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and ended up with this!!! bwhahahhahah!! i turned the boyfriends room into a kindergarden with my colourful paper murals. and it really does help brighten the room a lot lor. more chirpy looking. then you know la. all that effort and paper cutting and cleaning up all. what to do with the wall after that?

what else but be a girl with way too much time on her hands.

CAMWHORE BAYBEH! and turn it into a moving gif! i actually remove the hearts one by one in photoshop to make it cute okay T_T so you must take note of the hearts reappearing!!!

and while we’re on that note of having nothing better to do but wanting to do something and pretending to be somewhere remotely creative, why not use it for something more somewhat err… productive?

like trying to win AN IPAD or some IPODS which are not as cool as the IPADS la of course but still cool what!

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Well well well, LUCKY YOU THEN! because Muchyz is bringing you THAT CHANCE to win by participating in a competition with Muzic Wafer!

All you have to do is record a video of yourself mimicking the Muzic Wafer jingle in whatever ways you can think of (singing, tapping, whistling, beatboxing etc). AND obviously like all competitions, you should really try to be a wee bit little bit more creative instead of just videoing yourself humming the jingle okay? OKAY? yah okay, so go have fun now and unleash your inner jingle monster powah! i believe in you *bbzzztttt bzzzttt – creative power aura passes on to reader* but first let me explain what you need to do okay. dont go semangat all make the video already then go leave it in your computer or lagi best go make your own jingle. Just follow the steps below BY THE 5th OF AUGUST 2010!! =D

1) Download the Muzic Wafer Jingle 

2) Shoot a video of your production, featuring a real live pack of Muzic Wafer. (Keep it brief – 30 seconds!)

3) Wait for your notification!

in the end, 20 videos will be shortlisted and will be given a Muchy’s hamper worth RM 150 each.

Seeing as im not very effective at explaining things to you, you may want to hop over to their website http://www.munchysmuzic.com/ in case i forgot to mention anything =X

okay. now for real, go forth my little munchy minions! go win yourself a spanking new ipad!

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The Dog and The Horse

this is a strange story of two clashing but tied together stars. 2 aquarians completely wrong for each other in every sense, clashing and clawing their way through each other; conflicting personalities in every manner possible. the only common links, stubborn and arrogant in ways that neither will stand down. now here, we see a match made in hell. a match with no possible way of ever going anywhere or surviving their brutal defiance towards each other.

one aquarian was born under the chinese sign of a horse;  independant, disorderly,  wild and proud. put a horse together with the water bearer and you find yourself with something rather hard to deal with, a horse that is virtually untammable and as flower hearted as can be. this free spirited horse in particular had such a contradictory personality, she often became hard to read and in the process misunderstood for deeds that were not what they were thought to be.  she was also not the type to listen and often went against a persons wishes just to show her resentment or arrogance that she would and could not be held or tied down.

she was the kind of horse that would willingly do things for her partner but never the type to follow orders. if she was told to cover up, she would dress down instead. if she was asked to come home early, she would smile laugh and then dissapear for the night. this horse felt no level of guilt for these little ploys of hers and when her little games went too far, it often brought a rage over her partners. in such cases, they would become angered and perhaps a game of shouting might ensue. in cases such as this, the little horse became a little less patient and would either walk away uninterested or start hurling rage filled insults back without a second thought sometimes even becoming a little violent.  never in all years would those close to her expect her to sit quietly down and listen.

until came along a dog who turned her world upside down.

for you see, the water horse was well known for her popularity, a social butterfly that flitted from crowd to crowd straying as far away as home as she could. waking up at odd hours and coming home in the dead silence of the night. she was a night ghost that had to constantly be surrounded by the love and attention of those around. occasionally the butterfly would shrink away, hiding away from every one but even in these times, she would still seek the refuge of a few close friends for the sake of dragging time.

soon the horse fell in love, an unlikely pair if you look at their western horoscopes. but stranger still was the fact that she was a horse and he was a dog; a most suited and compatible acquaintance in in the department of lovers.

he unknowingly had manage to hold her reins and subdued the wild little horse. she became uncharacteristically obedient and would spend her days in his field grazing in content rather than stare at the fences and figure out how to escape and run out to play. despite the sudden change in life, the horse was still the same little horse. she had not lost her spunk and personality and continued to be messy and proud. the dog however had not expected this as he had found her running in the wild; sweet, elegant and graceful, nothing like her true self. this did not sit very well with the dog whom had many expectations of the horse and this cause much of an uproar and every petty little thing became a big fight.

he would often leave open her gate and tell her to leave but the infactuated little horse refused to set her hooves too far out beyond the door. she became agitated and told herself that she had to take that final step out and yet never did. over and over again this happened and still the little horse came running back at the sight of her beloved even if it meant that she had to sit through another one of his long lectures. during these times, the little horse would try to rub her head against her precious dog but these talks often delivered a rather hostile environment which deterred the little horse and instead caused her to snort back unhappily as a way of showing her love despite how more restless she was slowly becoming.

the little horse and the dog had a very messy relationship indeed. it was like the sea, sometimes calm while other times raged in danger. but through it all, the little horse could not seem to set herself free and only wanted the continuous affection and love of her jaded lover, the confused and annoying dog that had taken control and hold of her slippery reins.

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Water

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i need to be near the sea.

i need to be near a water source.

covered in it.

to forget this hurt

to feel its calm.

lost in a different world.

where i am one.

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