Do you believe in wishes?
Or how if you will for something to happen enough it will come true?
Today i took a step in a direction i never believed i could.
Did it make me happier?
Did it make me feel better?
No.
The words i wanted to hear most, the actions i wanted to see most.
They never came.
And i still reel back in disapointment for some reason.
Why would they have come this time?
They never even showed their head once in the past.
Not a peep, not a single movement.
And still, i know what someone said today was true even when i said no.
I really still am waiting.
For what.
I wish i knew.
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