I love books.

I love reading and getting lost in the magic of words and the play of imagination every little phrase can induce.

Yet i barely have time for them anymore =( and as saddening as that fact is, i still can’t help myself and buy a new book every now and then where it’s left to pill in a corner until i am able to steal some time off and lose myself in it for hours end.

And every once in a while, i come across a book that leaves me reeling in my thoughts, shell shocked for a moment and then left speechless for the next hour or so.

And this happened just approximately 2 hours ago as i closed the final cover page of Beatrice and Virgil by Yann Martel.

Yup,

Remember Life of Pi? that really messed up book of the bengal tiger, orang utan, boy and the rest on a boat?

HAHAHA.

I should have known but noooooo, the story started out sweet and innocent and then reared it’s head and slapped me back in the face at the end .______.

And now i am swirling in a whirlpool of confusion and messed up thoughts and disturbing images in my head D=

GAHHH!!

Okay just had to say that.

But it was a good book. A lil draggy in the middle but the ending saved it. SOMEWHAT.

If you like stuff like that =X

Wah! after a week finally part 2 is up! hahahhaa. 2 mroe parts to go. WTF

and erm..yeah if you notice to extreme colour change in this set its cuz i was editing halfway and fell asleep. and when i woke up i forgot my colour schemes. AHHAHAHA. and no i have this bad habit of not saving the actions so i can never really get the exact same colour effect on my pics. HAHAHA LOSER.

aiyah i know the last pic especially the colours damn ugly already but im too lazy to redit la. PFFT. go away.

urmm yeahh… so you guys remember my teaser post that i made like ages ago….. umm… HAHHAHHAHA.. well, i finally copied the pics to my lappie so i can edit them when im not in cheras but…. theres just so many and i loved them all so i had an awful time trying to decide which ones to use T_T

if you think it’s boring and repetitive den im sorreeehh but i like them so boo!!

right..so as i was saying…there was so many and it’s late and im tired… these are all i managed to edit to my liking… SOOOOO…this set will be divided into 3-4 parts according to my “hardworkingness” level. wtf

cutie pie juju when she still looked this innocent =p

i looked weird so i cropped myself out. HAHAH. but she was too cute la! just had to use the pics!!

yes if you’re wondering. that is a pink domokun. it was a valentine special and it cost me a bomb. dont ask. i dont even know where it is anymore “=_=

i want kissy kiss pls

cookie monster wanted an appearance…

i jsut love the feel of this one =D

oh… if you’re wondering. the note says happy birthday i still owe you your pressie -hsin. LOL

thought these 2 pics were just too cute so i had to reuse them in a proper picture. KAKAKKKA.

Gosh, this is actually pretty insane! I swear i thought the previous past year spams were old but holy crap im back in front of my desktop and old takes a whole new level!! HAHAHHAHA. i am actually officially 2 fucking years backdated!! HAHHHAHAHHAH!! EPIC MUCH?!?!

OH WELL, who cares!! old or not pics are pics and memories are still memories =D i swear me doing this whole backdated picture spam thing is seriously nostalgic. its like HUH? ITS BEEN THAT LONG AGO? seriously?? 0_o

Jet Law who likes to hide his face. wtf

My laksa which looks really really good. or maybe im just hungry right now.

hungers.

actually not very nais only. i remember it being quite tasteless. yes. i remember food. ZZZ. loser face.

it’s a funny story really. i came to watch dirty vegas with Jet but he had an emergency and left me here ALONE. but i insisted on staying because i really wanted to watch dirty vegas =X

AND I HAD HELL LOTS OF FUN!! i remember it being crazy good and the energy level of this really pretty girl whom i think looks like sarah lian or may have been her upfront with me. It’s been a long time since i’ve last sweated it out at an outdoor event that happily. HMMMM..

itu andy kho la. lihat watermark dia.

bumped into Tian Chad and his friend whom im sorry i cant remember anymore T_T

AND THIS OF COURSE IS DIRTY VEGAS!!! i heart heart them okay!!! and man do i look tiny. LOL

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speaking of old pictures, it’s ironic really because i’ve been wanting to post this one particular pic for the longest time but i keep forgetting about it!!

so here it is!

not too long back, a friend of mine actually sent me this pic she found telling me how cool it was. the only reaction i had was erm.. yeah okay. its a really nice picture of the twin towers?

UNTIL i noticed some of my other friends posting pics they took with a similar symbol of the lights in the pic above!! X_X

how weird is that wei?? i really thought it was just some light flare thingie at first wei.

i mean if it was a lighting effect understood la, but then the symbol actually started appearing here and there so i just had to open up this pic again and look. AND WAHLAH! it really is the same symbol leh!!!

why so suspicious wan!?

anybody know what it is?!

is there something im missing?

hullo hullo??

What is exhaustion? How does it relate to the idea of time and space? All i see is relativity and its uncanny resemblance to an assumption of a different perception.

Perceptions. Such is a buffer to hide the truth or meaning of something else.

We play these games of little white lies in order to mask an indifference yet too often than not we become the puppets of our own dreams and realizations.

Hurt becomes a whole new level of pain.

Smiles and giggles become much more than just part of the plan.

The presence of a present being is no longer important.

A fear of handling the future becomes more apparent.

Anything else just gets sucked into this whirlpool of confusion.

And the ideals of love become nothing more but a mere game of hide and go seek.